Disappointed myself as usual
Appointments I can't seem to attend.
Achievements I failed to achieve on my own
Important concepts were out of my reach.
Practise what you preach, I will do that but some other time.
Hypocrisy is a philosophy I need to look into,
Lately, it doesn't feel authentic.
Latent learning seems to be idealistic.
Pointing fingers while three of them poin...
Friday 15th October 2021 8:21 pm
Reality is questionable,
Probabilities of success are like a needle in a sack of nails,
It takes a breath to fail, but why is progress difficult?
Definitions and laws dictate this realm.
Flaws we never talked about yet we keep faking it,
“Ask you shall be answered”, ironically it has been silent.
Talk about how to fix this, fix that, how about break that and wreck this?.
Wednesday 13th October 2021 1:19 pm
Towards some places unknown
'Til I'm home at last
Friday 3rd September 2021 4:01 am
What is it that attracts us to other human being so much we can’t breathe?
What is that gate to heaven and hell?
What is it that attracts me to you?
Eyes in the dark, like reindeers in headlights. About to live?
What was life? What was all that fear and anger? Sweat, trembling, catching breath so hopelessly.
So hopelessly lost in you. Forever....
Wednesday 3rd March 2021 1:09 am
there's a point on the map when
doubts and desapir veer to meet
and idly parade nowhere down a
lonely slum of a one-way street
no compass charts this latitude
where time gross reality bends
for its a quarter of lifeless loss
the geography where love ends
I've drifted here so many times
its memories my endless bane
before me for I sense a reprise
I am sure...
Sunday 14th February 2021 11:16 am
It took me so many years to find myself, and I got lost along the way,
And now I don't know where I am or where I'm going,
But at least I know it doesn't matter.
So yes I'm wandering round this pointless universe,
But I'll just be myself,
And if I'm changing every moment into something else
Who even cares what I am today?
It took me all these years to find my...
Friday 8th January 2021 1:15 am