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During moments of purity
I find my chest tight
The familiar feel of panic
As I wonder how long it will last
Pressure building
Like an elephant
Placing its foot upon my center
These moment of purity
Are not always happy
But sometimes they can be
When the raw feelings build up
Yet they don't come out
Almost trapped
Inside of the vault of my body
And I forgot the passcode
They scream ...
Friday 9th December 2022 8:06 pm
Pieces
each piece that falls to the ground, he reaches down to pick up and put back in its proper place. as she falls apart, he holds her crumbling form as the support of a skyscraper holds the building upright. as she trips and falls, he stands there with his hand extended to help her back to her feet. as she takes her steps, he holds his arm out for her to take if she needs. he loves her. he loves her ...
Wednesday 7th December 2022 6:50 pm
Sunrise
The sun rises
watched it more than once
listen to birds
sing their songs
the sound of rustling
leaves
in the song of the wind
the smell
damp
and close to the ground
branches creaking
from the weight of
animals
all alone
I've watched the sunrise
watched it many times
yet this time
as the sun crests
the mountain ever yonder
I hear the footsteps
light and crisp
sure but unsure
...
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:26 am
Pain
Pain
I see pain
in your eyes
Pain
almost your best
your best friend
Pain
ever present inside
and outside too
Pain
what to do
how to help
heal your
Pain
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:25 am
The Curse of Distrust
The sound of your voice
as your walls come up
the sacred inability
to fully trust
like words resting
on the tip of your tongue
you want it to come out
but can't quite get it
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:25 am
Backwards Waterfall
I listen to these words
as I fall through the water
accumulating down below
I listen as you sing
your sad sad song
like falling up a waterfall
of emotion
falling in reverse
but always looping
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:24 am
The Sound
I know the sound
of your mind
as if I knew my own
I hear your voice
when you say nothing
at all
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:23 am
Mmmmm
Mmmmmm, she said
and only I knew what she meant
Mmm, she said
and then she sounded mad
Hmmmm, she said
in clearest tone of inquisition
Hmm, she said
as if she didn't know what to say
You see
I know what you mean
You don't need to say
But could you please
It would mean the world to me
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:22 am
Love
Recently I fell out of love
And
Recently I fell into Love
But
It was an accident
Or
Was it fate?
Love
Opens my eyes
To
Things I never
Thought
Could ever be
Possible
Love
Brings me happieness
Where
Before it was
Squashed
Not to replace my
Own
But in addition
To
I know what
Love
Brings to the
Table
And I accept
That
Never judging or
Criticizing
Love knows what
I
...
Wednesday 20th July 2022 7:50 pm
Sometimes
Sometimes
I cannot
Write
But I want to
The words
Just don't
Come
Sometimes
I feel big
Emotions
That I don't
Know
How to deal with
Sometimes
I can work through
Them
But I cannot
Write
Sometimes
I cannot
Write
And it hurts
Wednesday 20th July 2022 7:35 pm
Anxiety...My Friend
As this feeling
I feel in my chest
Eats away
My soul
And the emotions
it produces
Coalesce
I stop to wonder
When will it go
Away
Anxiety
Is my best friend
My closest enemy
Anxiety
Is there
For me
And asks one million
Questions
Placing un-needed
Doubt
Within my mind
Anxiety
Questions
The intentions
Of those around
Me
Axiety
My friend
Please let me be
I do not
Need you
...
Wednesday 20th July 2022 7:31 pm
Tinker
I am the Tinker
I take everything apart
I learn how it works
I put it back together
I make it better
I am the Tinker
He is the Tinker
He sees something broken
He has just the thing to fix it
He digs through his collection
He finds the missing piece
He is the Tinker
She is the Tinker
She inspects the Tinker
She can see his ticking heart
She watches a screw fall
She gives the...
Monday 13th June 2022 7:27 pm
Just me and I
Thursday 26th May 2022 11:02 pm
Side-Eyed Grin
He took her side-eyed grin
and planted it upon a hill....
the perfect spot
for a magnificent tree
to spread its wings
like roots
Thursday 26th May 2022 9:08 pm
The Breeze of Life
The breeze of lust
flows through the forest
of my heart
like a fallen ember
igniting the soul
of souls
housed within the growth
that has been my shield
The breeze of love
coalesces from the ocean
of my mind
like a gentle touch
filling my soul
of souls
housed within the depth
that has been my home
The breeze of lust
The breeze of love
together form one
to become
The breeze of li...
Thursday 26th May 2022 8:42 pm
Can I?
I know I'm not supposed to
But can I?
I know what I should do
But can I?
I know I want to
But can I?
I've waited for so long
But everytime it seemed right
It wasn't
Here I am again
Teetering on the edge
Of what I should do
And what I want to do
I know what I want to do
But can I?
Wednesday 9th March 2022 6:03 pm
Morning Sip
Beep, beep, beep
The alarm goes
Creaakkkkkk
The bed goes
Pop, snap, crack
The person goes
Drip, drip, drop
The coffee goes
Sip, breath in, ahhh
The person goes
This is the
Morning Sip
Monday 20th December 2021 5:06 pm
The Rain
The Rain is a wonderful being
She gracfully falls upon my skin
Lessening the impact
Of feelings within my crater filled mind
Distracting me
From the high-pitched sound
Of anxiety induced anxiety
She quietly whispers in my ear
Presenting a path
Where the language of empathy lies
Protecting me
From the battle scars of betrayal
Of those tasked to protect
She softly touches the dep...
Friday 3rd December 2021 7:53 pm
Been a While
To think it's been so long
Since I last saw you
This side of my persona
Has been stashed away
Like a cache of personalities
Itching to get out
Often I use this frame
Of reference
To get through a tough moment
I'm not so lost
I'm not so hurt
I'm not so confused
But I still need you
To myself who stashed myself
Away
Here I am
And I'm sorry
It's been...
Wednesday 1st December 2021 12:03 am
Hope
here we go
lets talk about hope
what does it mean to you
that question can not always be answered
but it can be thought about
hope is a pianist
long fingers striking the keys
they move like water
like fluid
and the sound oh the sound
is like ambrosia
as the pianist plays
the song is sang
and we are transfered into his heart
where a little light
lays dormant
small and harmless
...
Thursday 4th May 2017 5:57 pm
the waves
they say ride the waves
but to me
those things are scary
the thought
of them crashing again and again
drives me crazy
there is no controlling these waves
back and forth
all without guidance
or the touch
of a gentle hand
the waves
are angry i can see
thats why
they crash the way they do
but the question lays
why are they mad?
Thursday 4th May 2017 5:22 pm
Cont6.
If only you could see
That I'm crying
Deep inside
My lonely chest
If only you could know
That I am at fault
For all that has happened
Between us
If only you could hear
The sorrow in my voice
As I speak
As I breath
As I blink
As I listen
If you could only understand
Sunday 30th April 2017 7:32 pm
Cont5.
Here I lay
Listening to silence
My mind starts to wander
Diving into the abyss
Swimming through an ocean
Of thoughts and voices
What I think
Happens
What I see
Happens
It's all real
So when I say
My brain is dangerous
Don't think I'm lying
What's coming for me
May come for you
Sunday 30th April 2017 7:31 pm
Cont4.
There's a place
I like to go
Deep into the woods
It's where I hide
From all of you
The only place
To call my home
I can breathe without
Confinement
I can see
Further than possible
Dammit can't you see
I'm dying inside
Wonder please
Why I want to get away
You know
Know why
I blame myself
For all I've done
I hate my self
There I've said
...Sunday 30th April 2017 7:30 pm
Cont3.
I wish
You could see
Now
Through my eyes
The world
So much color
Greens and blues
Reds purples and yellows
Every refraction of light
Known to man
Can you see now
Do you understand
Really
Take a step back
Look at those trees
Mountains in the background
Fields of flowers
Really look!
See what I am
Through my eyes
Into yours
I wish
...
Sunday 30th April 2017 7:30 pm
Cont2.
I remember
A wooden dock
I used to wait for
The mermaid of my heart
Though she ran every time
I remember
Walking through the woods
Hearing her voice
Wanting
Needing
More than a voice
Just a peek
Only a glimpse
I remember
How dark my soul
Used to be
No colors to keep
Me company
I wonder
If she saw this
I wonder if she ran
Because ...
Sunday 30th April 2017 7:29 pm
Cont.
The dust
That is my thoughts
Swirl around
Making tiny tornados
The abrasive
Grains of sand
Hurt me
They torment me
Blowing about
Making the smallest
Of cuts
Taking no care
The pain
Of my thoughts
That are
My spinning tornado
Turn me
Into the dust
Sunday 30th April 2017 7:28 pm
Some new stuff
hey guys here is some of my new stuff. i wrote it during my 30 day stay in the mobi desert for some training! hope y'all enjoy
There are whispers
That only some hear
Little sounds
That swirl about
Speaking nothing
But yet saying everything
These little voices
Taunt me
And it hurts
They used to be mine
My friends
Now that all laugh
I ask why
The rea...
Sunday 30th April 2017 7:19 pm
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