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Heart to call home

I exists in a place of solitude,
Where not many would find me.
However, sometimes conflicted,
As there's two inside me.

I just wish to find peace,
But somethings trouble my soul.
Aspiring to achieve greatness,
To accomplish my lifes goals.

Wanting to feel whole,
Eager to what comes next.
Sometimes i had lost way,
For which I deeply regret.


My actions define me,
But what come...

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Listen to my truest thoughts.
My truest feelings,
The world sometimes shows no remorse.
Its hard, to comprehend the meaning.

Many of my peers dead,
Others locked in cages.
I smile and rejoice in ife,
Because I'm on the path to make it.

I used to have the urge to die,
Wiping tears, from my eyes.
Wear a mask to hide the pain,
I tried so hard, to disguise.

One day I hope to make it.

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Chess for her

What you seek,
Is seeking you.
So look ahead,
To whats in front of you.

Life is like a game of chess,
You need to plan and strategies each move.
There will be some sacrifices and moments your stuck.
Take those chances, you wouldn't know.
What you'd gain or lose.

In life, there will be trials that test your very foundation.
Other times will truly test your spirit.
You're the architect to...

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Heartless - lyrics (Experiment)

You see, this me and you,
Both of us damn fools.
What we meant to do,
With this whole me and you?

Our energy never reciprocated,
We never made it.
Its hard to carry on,
Now that we're both faded.

If people tried to mess with you,
They had to mess with me.
I cared for you more than anything,
My damn queen.

I smoke a fat blunt and down this bottle of henny.
Visions with flashbacks & fan...

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It's funny.

Its amusing, how life can be.

Just when you thought you've been broken enough.

You're unbreakable.

Its far from the reality.


As a man, I have been tested.

With my past, memories relentless.

Traumatic moments, and experiences that remain.

You would think I would be numb, to the infliction of pain.


But it shows indeed I still have a heart.

That i can take a loss and feel ...

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Someone I used to know

You were somebody I used to know.
You meant everything to me, not long ago.
I remember everything and I know.
I'm not longer a thought in your mind anymore.

You were the ray of light in my darkness.
The calmness to these violent storms.
The shelter to the hailing rain.
The comfort behind closed doors.

You lit up my world ablaze.
Spoke truth into my soul.
Inspired me to be a better man.

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Adam and Selina Part.1 (poetic story)

I drive up to the park, just to kick back, relax and unwind.
As I go over events, ponder on the details, in this life of mine.
I sit back, light up a cig, recline back and take a toke.
Exhale and sigh, with hands on my eyes, as I blow out heavy smoke.

I look at my rearview mirror and something catches my eye.
I see this woman and can just about see her face.
I noticed she's been sat there fo...

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Why does it terrify me so?

For sometime I had to battle my own mind.
To reach out and tear myself away.
To seek my hidden truths.

To find what it is that I'm seeking,
What is needed of me.
What I'm needing to do,
To uncover the mess in my head.

I exists in a place of solitude now.
Where not many would find me.
However sometimes, I'm conflicted.
As theres two inside me.

Psychological battles,
The thoughts of betr...

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Before I'm put to rest

Before I'm put to rest.

There's some life lessons I've learnt.
Never betray your own heart.
Even when you fall in love

Before I'm put to rest.

Take heed in the advise of others.
Because life is so uncertain.
So focus, don't wonder

Before I'm put to rest.

Do good in your life and take care of your people.
The blessings you feel.
So answer their prayers, even if they tell you they don't n...

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Celestial Moon 7/4/20

Sitting under this light,
I conversate with my soul, to seek a better truth.
This cigarette smokes swirling over me,
But I must say, what a beautiful view.

I can't help but deny, this beauty over me.
Nothing shining brighter than this, not even the nothern star.
A smile creeps up on me, in awe of this light.
I think of something I've known, all along.

This moon must be jealous though,

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Let you go

Suddenly it happens again,
Without thoughts or reasons.
I remember the feeling of pain,
In the time you disconnected and went missing.

For a moment I'm convinced that I miss you,
But then I remember in the end what you did.
I remember you fondly, every moment we had.
I miss the future that could have been.

In my head I have a conversation with you.
Ask you how and why were you able to let...

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Loyalty and Devotion

Loyalty cannot be bought,
But earnt.
A virtue not everybody can understand,
Or learn.

I express my loyalty to you in many ways,
In many forms.
It may come across different to the usual stuff,
What we class as a norm.

Depending on your position in my life,
I act accordingly.
But the deepest bond that I've had,
I'm loyal very differently.

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Did you hear my heart beat?
How did it sound to you?
Was it racing wildly, you couldn't even count?
Or was it relaxed, pumping with soothing tunes.

When you heard my heart beating, how did you take it?
Did you find out what you needed to know, when it started pacing?

Is this where we belong?
How our story is to start?
I wonder would tears come to your eyes,
If you find my heart finally st...

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Dancing with the devil

When the devil offers to dance with you 

You should say always say never 

Cus the dance with the devil

Will last forever


After downing a bottle of henny

Sick thoughts I have many 

Puffing trees till my eyes bleed

Visions of the devil I see


He talks to me through this bottle tonight

Asking me to embrace his lessons and come

"Destroy yourself child of god" 

"Let the devil in and bec...

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Gang related - an uncles anguish - Fictional Story

wake up from a buzz from my phone.

Its my nephew he leaves me a voice note

"Uncle I'm coming to your home" 

He sounded worried,

So I try call him back, but im met with the tone.

I'm hearings knocks at my door.

"Open the door uncle, I'm feeling cold"

I open it and in he rushes in.

I'm confused, look at the clock its 4am

"What the hell is this"

He's bruised up and bleeding from his nose,


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If I wrote a note to God

If I did write a note to god.
I'd explode my thoughts upon this page.
I'd tell him the world is dying.
Were in days of suffering and pain.

Our so called "leaders" dont lead us.
Instead they deploy mind tactics to control us.
"They have enough money for wars,
But cant feed the poor"  Quoted by Tupac Amaru Shakur

As humans we are divided.
We all bleed the same,
breathe the same air!
Into ...

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Everyone has their way to vent.

Let things go.

Dim the darkness inside.

Let the mind go.


When I was in pain I smoked till my vision was blurry.

Don't worry.

I'm only trying to get god in a hurry.


I would smoke till my eyes bleed red.

Lay onto my pillow with twisted fantasies of being dead.

Laying in a coffin, having wreaths of my name.

Mind racing wildly, dr...

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Fueled by vengeance.

I swore to destroy all those that wrong me.

I swore vengeance on those who tried to berate me.

I swore vengeance to those who tried to assassinate my character.


Tis better to give bullet then to receive them.

My anger shot arrows so many it blots out the sun.

Once I've seeked and destroyed those people.

Then and only then, have the games begun.



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God bless the dead


Dont worry my brothers,

Save a spot for me cus I'll see you soon.

These thoughts and memories,

The dreams that consume.


Had me thinking on life, feel choked till I can't breathe.

Losing my people, blinded me to the better things in life I couldn't see.

Losing these people brought tremendous amounts of pain.

Moving on in life, till my heart froze and changed.



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The Wolf and Moon

A lone wolf walks amongst the highest peak.

See's the life of a bright beautiful moon.

The wolf stares in awe and howls, till the lungs feel weak

But notices the moon doesn't move.


He howls louder yet theres no change.

So he tries to climb higher so he can see.

He howls once more.

Mesmerised by a beauty that's so free.


The next night comes, in awe he howls again.


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