Poetry Blogs (Love lost)
Wanting life easy but living it hard
Dons his sick kilt and has one for the road
Gone to repeat the story he’s been told
In the bar where he hasn’t been barred.
Scotland is playing, they’ll win or they’ll lose
He orders a pint, the fifth of the night
Loneliness fades and the world becomes right
An amber-flecked al...
Tuesday 26th March 2019 1:52 pm
you and me
were meant to be
in some sort of way
you planted this tree in April
and I watched your leaves bloom through may
your roots they stick to my ground
and if the sun dries up and there’s no water to be found
I’ll curse nature in all of its names
to bring rain
Thursday 25th October 2018 12:03 pm
Since this is the way it's going to be,
I'll sum it all up with poetry...
Where do I even start explaining the way I feel?
I just keep telling myself: this can't be happening, this isn't real.
In my heart it seems there is a sudden void.
You built me up, only to break me down; now everything appears destroyed.
My life's orbit has suddenly stopped- where do I go from here?
Wednesday 27th June 2018 4:42 pm
when the siren sound of my love casts an endless ocean of dopplers upon me, as though lightening does from above in a brutal storm, my soul, my heart, my everything surrenders to the tantalizing taste of his audible delicacy. created from one, the one, the one love lost to the sea of the dead and the to the disease of greed still for me it is pride which fills my chest as i lay to rest to the swee...
Wednesday 30th May 2018 5:32 pm
I've got green stained knees
they remind me of you.
its the color of what once was your room
that you always said you hated,
yet you never bothered to paint it.
where we stayed up till 4 am
dreaming of our future flat.
visions of blue walls
and pictures of waterfalls
because you were in to that sort of thing.
Now I'm laying in the summer grass
as God’s tears come trickling down,
Wednesday 25th April 2018 1:42 pm
I can can bang on the walls but to you it just sounds like a knock on the door.
I can scream until my breath runs short and my lungs hurt but to you it just sounds like a whisper.
My eyes think it’s an open door and that I can walk right through but my heart shows me that it’s bullet proof glass and I’m only going to hurt myself if I try to leave.
Friday 2nd March 2018 3:18 pm
I woulda - shoulda - coulda - done better
Could of been a better man to you
Oh baby, for this I am sorry - sad but true
But you know as I know - as everyone else knows
You - shoulda - coulda done better by me too
And if you woulda - I just might have been a better man for you
We both shoulda known better
We both woulda - shoulda - coulda done be...
Tuesday 27th February 2018 7:05 pm
Hey, Juliet, your time has come and you’re alone.
All your childhood dreams have grown and your still standing in your sequins.
Reflections prompt so many questions while loosing your religion:
Maybe you shouldn’t have listened to your mother?
Could Romeo have been disguised as another,
Simply passed over as just another lover?
Always searching for the ideal partner…
Monday 19th February 2018 2:40 pm
After I'm gone
And our song becomes a prayer
When your day is long
You have this gift
To sing or to hum along
To fill the empty place
With our memories
When annoyances become found recollections
When forgiveness would have been a better choice
Or simply a more passive quiet voice
When love is deserved least - we love the most
Know that I love you more than...
Thursday 2nd November 2017 2:31 pm
In the wicked game we played;
The distorted rules we make,
The empty words we say,
And the goodbyes in the end of May;
The lies of February's promise;
And the man I want to love.
Cruel honesty that got us in the beginning, and the only thing that's left for us in the end.
By June, a threat of winter's cold;
It wasn't even close to turn our hearts to stone
A teared hear...
Monday 11th September 2017 4:25 pm
I wrote a poem you'll never read
I'll sing a song you'll never hear
As the pictures on the wall starts to fade
As the dust invades the picture frames
And the seasons come and passed outside my window pane
I still hadn't learned a thing
Time passess as quickly as the clouds crossing from the endless of skies
Your name resonates in the eternal soul of mine
A mundane thing to do is to cry
Monday 11th September 2017 3:01 pm
"As you are bewitched
By my beauty
Allow me to be a bit naughty!
Pleasure expect not to gain
Without a little pain.
Take me to
The most expensive
Restaurants that exist.
Let me order dishes top
On the menu list.
Hurry let us go
To another place
Having for an open -kitchen
Don't you doubt
I have interest
For a none-stop bout.
Wednesday 2nd August 2017 3:55 pm
I still remember the first time we made love,
It was simple and easy, with your weight above.
I remember expecting pain and feeling none,
I remember biting my lip when we were done.
It was so long ago, half a decade gone by,
But it still keeps me warm when you're not by my side.
Perhaps it's wrong I know I ought to move on,
But how do you stop an oncoming storm.
I still wis...
Tuesday 9th May 2017 2:26 pm
Always I think of you,
I don't know why I do.
It opens doors I cannot close,
I feel adrift in the chaos.
Each time I look inside of me,
Searching for something to hold to my heart.
A memory of pain or fight or slight,
So I can say it's good we're apart.
I find nothing, there is nothing to find
You were good to me, you treated me right.
I'm lost and lonely I now need ...
Tuesday 9th May 2017 1:44 pm
Saturday 17th December 2016 1:25 pm
Push the button, light the cord
Say hello, say goodbye
You say yes
You say no
Hold a look, try realign
Hold your hips
Kiss your neck
Operator, hold the line!
Hold my hand, send me images
Operator, accept all charges!
Tried, couldn't reconnect
Lost for words
Monday 12th December 2016 8:56 pm
You walk to the door and I’m just sitting here,
Second guessing myself.
I see you are moving on. I fear,
I’ll be the dusty book in the back of your shelf.
You open the door and I’m just laying here,
Doubting if my decision was right.
I know I was the one who let you go my dear,
But I thought you’d be the one wh...
Friday 14th October 2016 2:17 pm
All is peaceful and still and then, in the back of my mind
It travels like a wave, slipping silent over my head and
Around my heart where it stays and waits.
But for what does it wait and for how long will its
Patience last before it leaves me for good?
In spite of these uncertainties and my fear of its leaving again,
I still welcome its coming.
Monday 6th June 2016 5:15 pm
Thursday 26th May 2016 6:03 am
O how you sweet were your poisonous lies, my love
How they made me give every single piece of me
How you them made me willingly drank all the poison in
That all I can ask myself is why
Why play with my heart if you never intended to respect it?
It will forever be a mystery for me that people like you can exist
But for the boy with the blue in his eyes
with the desperate love i...
Sunday 1st May 2016 1:21 pm
Do not fill my empty
Because you are emptiness in itself
Do not praise my beauty
Because my beauty should be there without your praise
Do not say you love me
Because loving me is what I should do
Do not make me yearn
Because yearning makes me so sad
Do not make me happy
Because when you go my happiness goes
Sunday 1st May 2016 1:03 pm
How could she go
cause her daddy wasn’t far away
unless she really wants
to kiss to this sad song
the difference is we both wake up
to the cadence of a different love
then I am made like the villain
I only want a peaceful morning
do you remember when
I saw you fucking him again
don’t you forget
to say you’re sorry
the bloom is off the rose
Saturday 12th March 2016 5:04 pm
Eyes so dark like drowning in molten mystery
Your stare shatters my resolve
A seraphic touch played its music on my skin
Your hands lead me into danger
A rhythmical voice that unburdens my heart
Your song confuses my mind
A remembered dream that torments my sleep
Your face impregnates the screen
Once my lover now my friend
Your silence screams at me
Betrayal bites the hand that fed...
Tuesday 26th January 2016 11:12 am
You confessed your love for me so soon
Brought light into my dark seedy life
You had my heart, as the stars have the moon
But you've ripped it apart like paper to a knife
I cannot continue this path much longer
For my efforts are always dismissed
I'm weakening where you are stronger
I've been at my knees since we kissed
I beg of you to loosen your grip
Let me go and tend to my...
Friday 24th April 2015 12:09 pm
When you said goodbye
I realised deep inside
That this would be the final time
I ever saw your smile.
And God called your name
And you floated peacefully away.
This is permanant
A tattoo on the heart
A scar engraved in my skin
I think about you everyday
And everyday is a losing game
Until the next time,
I see you again
Monday 12th January 2015 3:12 pm
She didn't understand what she did
When the first hello was said
Words soft and sweet wanting more
Listening to every word she told
Honest and fun a sweetheart's tale
Giggles to stupid jokes I failed
Becoming depended on her each day
Each moment I think of her
My drug it seems, I'm addicted
Orgasmic pleasures with her miles away
More erotic than I ever imaged
Wanting more than I could have
I wish for differen...
Sunday 28th December 2014 12:38 pm
A connection between you and me
A lost connection in time i cant find
I cant let go as it comes by
A fortune lost in space
A fortune in her heart and i cant find the keys
with struggle I breathe
A nightmare that never ends
If it comes to an end I fall
we have our separate ways
Just that one piece we need to see
space is infinity
The emotions I cry with ...
Tuesday 23rd December 2014 9:11 am
Just another drop love, just another glass.
Just another bottle , im sure that this one will last.
Just another day gone , just another week ,
Its only here and there love, its just to help me sleep.
Its just another month where ive felt a little stressed
And ive needed it to get me by and decide on what is best,
Its just another argument , that I cant remember now ….
I know t...
Friday 12th December 2014 3:27 pm
So I can't just ignore,
Monday 13th October 2014 4:12 pm
I would once again like to awaken with you be my side;
to have the pleasure of gazing into the beauty of your unfathomable soul through your deep dark eyes.
Through every step of it I could sense your warm presence hovering beside me;
smiling at me;
filling my being with everything that you had.
The yearning to be with you was all I could think of.
Monday 11th August 2014 3:25 pm
By: Ali Taha Alnobani
I'm to leave now
A tall ghost is carrying my bag
A long street is walking behind me
A mad merchant bought my smiles
And no water to renew the dusk
I can't have my step begun
Even if the rain washed my tears
I'm to leave now
Can I have a deep look at your eyes?
Can I take my dreams, your smile
And my dried red rose?...
Wednesday 6th March 2013 7:33 pm
© 2011 by Ali Taha Alnobani
Tuesday 5th March 2013 11:41 am
Tuesday 5th March 2013 11:26 am
Its cold outside
And Winter in my soul
The virgin snowfall numbs my thoughts
And my eyes and ears are frozen whole
Still cold and colder still
Passion frozen as passion will
And still the snowflakes fall
As silently as a snowflake tends to fall
As cold as cold can be
And the heat within means nothing
It’s the heat from a thousand words in moti...
Thursday 24th January 2013 7:45 pm
I don’t know if you remember me, we met thirty years ago
And made love in my council house flat
I remember the day quite well
And although I’ve never mentioned it, I was totally under your spell
We met for lunch in Manchester
And later I took you home
It was raining outside if I remember
But inside it was a beautiful day
We slipped into bed so easy
Sunday 20th January 2013 12:39 pm
A weepie for bedtime in the UK,,, Ahhh!
I don’t receive love letters anymore,
I am so wounded; I am an empty husk,
A zombie moping with an always-eye on open door,
Drifting through an empty house, an empty life, what for?
To sit upon our window seat and read the love you wrote,
With blades of sunshine pouring in that strike your scented word,
I’d choke up...
Wednesday 21st March 2012 12:33 am
I loved you once as deeply as any man could Will
and, if the darkest truth were known,
in my heart I love you truly still
Though the distance that lies between us
may seem so very far apart
space and time will not unbind
the aching, raging heart
So farewell my love and lover once
and, as lovers ever true,
we will live and laugh and love again
like lovers that are new
Monday 6th February 2012 11:19 pm
I thank you for the quietness,
For the bank on which I wasn’t left,
For your soul which gave me happiness,
For letting me know my craft.
Yes, I loved, but… in the way I could.
Yes, I laughed, but… in the way of my mood.
When falling down I drank and smoked,
But there were always prank and I joked.
I simply knew I was not lonely,
I didn’t re...
Wednesday 4th January 2012 6:43 pm
You only feel lonely when you’re in a crowd
Say you need peace and quiet then turn the music up loud
Only feel let down when you’re being held up
Say you’re okay, and then almost erupt
Only feel my presence when I’m far away
Only say go, when you want me to stay.
You speak words of wisdom and act like a fool
Set high standards for others, then break every rule
Friday 11th November 2011 2:10 am
Trapped in this awful fucking life where I wanted to love but ruined the chance when I got it. I’ll never forget her but what does that matter now with defeat snapping at my heels, she fully understands the past snapping at her heels, like mine does. Her words, not mine. I surrender to the nightmare night-time dark veil of defeat and await my end. It came sooner than I thought...
Tuesday 20th September 2011 7:59 pm
I was at a MIND writing class today in Macclesfield given, 5 minutes to write about a line from a book here is what I came up with
Tall and slender, looking from the window,
the sun rose across the sky, a mesmerising enchanting lulaby,
awaking her senses breathing new life into the day.
Yet it was broken by the crash of thunder, the smash, last, the rain whipped aga...
Thursday 8th September 2011 4:46 pm
Sharp and sudden, the cruel slash of searing pain
begins to fade yet forms the deepest scar.
Smouldering gut wrenching embers burn mouth dry
and storms torrential ashen eyes
for a love that lasts and lingers long.
And when there is time to remember
what used to and may yet still be
think only of the beauty that was had
not loves tragic mournful loss
but only of summer da...
Tuesday 21st June 2011 11:25 am
On a sun kissed shore long ago I left you crying
Along a forgotten highway we used to tread
Down by the river delta we screamed our hearts out
Places where we were only recently two lovers, hand in hand instead
I’m not sure your heart was quite ready for the emotions that I brought with me
Yet for a while we were the talk of the town, for you had never before walked ha...
Tuesday 19th April 2011 5:39 pm
In a dream
I took your hand.
It felt like paper.
You tried to hide it
in your pocket.
But I pursued it.
Then you moved away.
Wednesday 26th January 2011 8:34 am
Its been in the cupboard long enough
Been in the shoebox shoved at the back of the shelf
Hundred and one items of love
Hundreds and thousands
Like alphabet spaghetti I’m all mixed up
My heart still holds words of love
But your gone
So no point writing
Or holding on anymore
Time to scatter this history upon the floor
And sort it all out
Let it all go
Sunday 21st November 2010 1:27 pm
My foolish heart!
Stop beating so nervously and quickly!
I have no more strength to bear this pain,
everything is quite plain.
My eyes have become tearless,
my arms have become helpless,
I have no more strength of will,
I am so tired and ill.
There is no more sense to forgive,
there is no more sense ...
Thursday 26th August 2010 9:09 am
I would come back
but the roads are hidden.
Though many times were ridden
they haven't left any tracks.
I would come as a spring dawn
breaking the winter's yearning,
greeting the beauty of the morning,
the first flowers on the lawn.
I would come as a tender rain,
as an April t...
Friday 20th August 2010 4:30 pm
She Drilled a hole through it
A faux diamond 8 mm bit
Couldn’t afford the real thing
Passed the noose
Made a pendant
To hide an empty heart
Like a millstone
When it calls to a well,
The cloth sack to take the kittens,
Back to heaven,
It weighs me down.
I wish on it.
But the pebble just dashed the hope
And I hung on a threadbare rope
Of your return
Friday 16th July 2010 6:39 pm
This isn’t happiness,
This is a set of lips,
Curling at the corners,
Retired from being kissed,
This is a facade,
The back arched,
Leaning in to whisper,
I’m destroyed by culture.
This is emptiness,
Vacancy forming dust,
This isn’t happiness,
It never was.
Tuesday 27th April 2010 8:35 pm