That Clear Day
& I stroked her leg she said stop yer giving me sensations
I faltered at her temptations
Smoked a cigarrette
Burnt my regret
An offering I overplay
& I saw the clouds roll in on a clear day
& I’m hurt
& I’m torn
& I’m ragged
I’m alone
& I Iead myself on
With no fucking collar on
A walk round the block
No bags big enough to pick up the shit that I drop
...Tuesday 14th November 2017 9:21 am
Soft Silence
Heart stops to hear her breath
Starts on soft silence
AED, full Volts, clear!
Empty shadows hold now no fear
Soft silence busies away without a look
So easy in each other's arms
Mind & body duality
Returns as a singularity
Soft silence spreads its distractions
Pours fuel on warm embers
Bursts into something personal
let it burn, chain reaction, irrever...
Wednesday 1st November 2017 8:05 am
We're Doing No Wrong
Feel that twinge
Scratch that itch
Lost in this moment
Between her thighs
No shortchange
Fuck Polytheism, monotheism
I want to feel it now
Death, illness
Acts of God....fuck that
Today's for the living
Pornography obsession
Sins of the flesh?
Stone yer daughters
Excommunicate sons
Female circumcision
Who needs an after life
Fuck...
Tuesday 31st October 2017 6:49 pm
Another Worlds Timeless Hell
Another worlds timeless hell
Superstition, aggression to sell
Swords issue non-compromise
The world you want to ostracise
Under stones you leave the victim
Twisted heinous evil system
Wedlock secures no retribution
For both a stay of execution
Operate in pure self-deception
Live in the past no progression
No parallels with humanity
Your abstract world of...
Tuesday 31st October 2017 9:07 am
Devil Has The Advantage
Tears so cold felt like snow
Just happy they aren't mine
Selective advantage
Can I steal your life to stay young?
Want to ruin yer lipstick, not yer mascara
Lips downturn & eyes asking why
Say something, say something
Thoughts run through my mind like an hour glass
Brooding clouds bring premature darkness
No sunset today
On yer knees difficult to face your fears
Follow your fears, you k...
Tuesday 17th October 2017 1:35 pm
Am I The Only One Drinking?
Inside my own killing jar
No special social influence
Nobody to convince
Just reminisce
Continuous
Wanna do something with someone
No-one gotta be here
Step inside fear
Another beer
Auctioneer
Sold to the highest bidder
Gavel smash! bought author
Emotional introvert pauper
Reality dodger
Alter
Music transports I can feel
Gotta let your...
Monday 16th October 2017 4:02 pm
Goodwill & The Mountain
The Top
Milky Way lights to tell me the city has passed
Urban drumbeats, overflowing mind now miscast
One sided & demanding cold & unforgiving
Any mountain seduces with disbelieving
The Middle
Mountains & hardship always encourage humanity
Commeradery, unselfishly giving with mental impunity
A counterattack on what's unimportant, what's hollow
A way to g...
Monday 6th February 2017 6:22 am
Cooking With Mother
You'll need following ingredients:
1 female Homo Sapien pond life
1 male Homo Sapien pond life*
1 bottle of Lambrini or cheap Prosecco
30 lambert & Butler or 10g Amber leaf rolling tobacco
Fag papers
1 bottle of Red Square vodka
1 bottle Diet Coke
1/2g coke
Ketamine
Jeremy Kyle show plus audience of suitable misery parasites
KFC bargain bucket
*if pond life not available any idiot...
Friday 27th January 2017 10:07 am
I'm Ready
Bargained for less
Settled for more
Woke up
Smile on my face
It was her's
No more trepidation
No more masturbation.
&
..................I'm ready
Wednesday 25th January 2017 7:14 am
My Unfavorite Things
Helps if you know the tune.....maybe
Apologise to Julie Andrews plus Rodgers & Hammerstein fans in advance
Brown stains on undies
And whiskers on ladies
4g fun vacuums & screaming babies
Cunnilingus, then finding a string!
These are a few of my unfavorite things
Allah n Jesus, Scientology & Krishna
Jehovahs on doorbells
On planes farty smells
Pointless Vivisection, no cure it ...
Monday 23rd January 2017 2:55 pm
172800 Seconds In A Life
Two more days
Arms ready
Stand steady
Two more days
Two more days
Can't sleep
Gone appetit
Two more days
Two more days
Gifts bought
Heart caught
Two more days
Two more days
Diet worked
Gym un-shirked
Two more days
Two more days
Victoria's Secret
What a portrait
Two more days
Two more days
Clock watching
Cock twitching
Two more days
Two more days
Leave off...
Sunday 22nd January 2017 8:01 am
We're Doing No Wrong
Feel *that* twinge
Scratch *that* itch
Lost in this moment
Between her thighs
No shortchange
Fuck Polytheism, monotheism
I want to feel it now
Death, illness
Acts of God....fuck that
Today's for the living
Pornography obsession
Sins of the flesh?
Stone yer daughters
Excommunicate sons
Female circumcision
Who needs an after life
Fuck you n yer dead virgins
I'm doing no...
Thursday 19th January 2017 8:10 pm
What a Waste
A moment teetering; between pity & loathing
A moment to reflect
A moment watching
A moment I could control; just out of reach
A moment to assemble words
A moment of slurred speech
A moment to hold a hand; to say I care
A moment to whisper lets go fuck
A moment to giggle n stare
A moment I knew was there; a certain clarity
A moment I didn't take
A moment near an event horizon...
Monday 16th January 2017 5:45 pm
Next Time
Glass slipper doesn't fit
I'll carry on cleaning the same
To be honest Cinderella Charming
............Is a fucking dumb name
Monday 16th January 2017 4:39 am
What Do Yer Say?
Let me see what you can see
Let me be yer honey bee
Put me can into yer can-can
Let me be yer superman
Let me shop for yer knickers
Without giving you the jitters
Let my heart skip a beat
Let me sweep you off yer feet
Feeling comfy from the start
Even with yer fanny fart
Put me ink into yer biro
A mediocre superhero
Sunday 15th January 2017 6:28 am
1 in 50
A simple man, now bold
Touched the hand of God
Sampled by a man of the cloth
A lesser man, a sloth
I’m not taken aback no more
I’m simply taking it back to before
Saturday 14th January 2017 8:45 am
Serial Killer Butchers
Met two guys at a punk gig in a pub
Daughter was driving, was drinking 7 Up
Stood at the bar - pint in hand
Idle chit-chat, waiting for the band
Minding our own, then this guy did blurt
We do that - pointed at me shirt
Printed on me shirt a Tobe Hooper massacre
Texas chainsaw - leatherface, abattoir
Redefined horror - slasher, maniacs the lot
Oddball family - teenage s...
Wednesday 4th January 2017 12:44 pm
Breakfast at Dictionaries
Took breakfast with a big word
Onomatopoeia, like it a lot
Snap, Crackle n Pop!
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 9:35 am
The Day They Took Me Foreskin
******Mild Adult Content**********
It happened too quick, I was laid in bed
Skin tightened up, garrotted the head
Said to the Ex "look at that... Gawd blimey"!
Best get to the Docs, looks like dried calimari
I said I'd leave it , being a man
Mistake, mistake, said the ambulance man
Thought it was ok to fiddle with it
Couldn't get it back over....Jesus!...oh s...
Monday 2nd January 2017 3:42 pm
They Said, I Said, She Said
I said my girls from Kenya
They said "why"
I said I like her
They said shes black
I said I know
I'd noticed that
They said date yer own type
I said what
You mean white?
They said have respect
I said we do
Yer right, that's correct
They said what yer got to share ?
I said lots
Laughter, company, we don't care
They said it'll ...
Sunday 1st January 2017 7:54 am
Man Vs Mountain
****Slight Adult Content*****
Off to the dark continent, I've something to do
In the footsteps of Dr. Livingstone, Tarzan & crew
Intrepid explorer, hope the monkeys do behave
Not dragged off, to be made a reluctant simian sex slave
Cousin Louie, yer can get ter fuck
I'm not that way inclined.......yer out of luck
I'm not the King of the swingers, please!, not today!
I...
Saturday 31st December 2016 6:35 am
Going Now
For my daughter. 24, born with autism, kicking it's arse everyday. Now moved out into assisted accomodation....& loving her little bit of independence - place not the same without her.
Thought it'd be Peter Pan forever
Brave new world, brave together
Counts gone, Independence Day
Back at weekends, I hear you say?
Bare room, bed & departed belongings
Stepped ins...
Friday 30th December 2016 2:41 pm
Don't Treat Me Like Me
Broke my heart, lost the door
Finger tips momentarily touched
Float away without an oar
Don't tell me you understand
Just offer a permanent hand
Don't trivialise my condition
Please, please, please be "that" physician
Don't tell me you've had the same
Rubbish my feelings, hand me the blame
Don't tell me I've ruined the day
I'm sorry, it just won't go away
Don...
Thursday 29th December 2016 11:06 am
My Gay Mates
*******Warning Extreme Adult Content*******
Speaking as a fundamental full blown heterosexual....
In a bar in Spain met a geriatric gay couple
Camper than camping, & far from supple
With two straight dogs n a dodgy heart
Busted sphincter, never heard his fart
A few more coconut flavored drinks
My curiosity grows, & shyness shrinks
I enquire about what their sort did in bed
He turn...
Wednesday 28th December 2016 10:42 am
Not the Man I Used to Be
Hailed as a hero to all
That don't know him
A harvestman, of porcelain
Collective picture of me
Identify & catch the fall
Dealing in lies
The joker has no hand
No full house, empty pair
Cards are for tricks
Slight of hand, baffled eyes
Desiccating words
That dry my soul
Spat out, shat out
From my own mouth
A truth? not unheard
Shackled myself down
Bound in false words
Iron...
Tuesday 27th December 2016 6:31 am
Social Media Studies
Safety of a keyboard
Megaphone at your finger tips
You describe your philosophy
In glourious, tedious details
Silent your lips
Trawl the media, type the spite
Big man, big M.A.N
Big girl, well D.O.N.E
Dumb on a smart phone
7000 friends?, I'm no fan
Off with their heads
Leave me my thumb!
Culturally empty
Narcissistic vanity tool
Social? human? scum!
So dead you don't even
...
Sunday 25th December 2016 5:12 pm
My Show
Enduring mystery
Where sadness meets
........It's ends
Rather have something
........I don't want
Than nothing at all
........A traveller
Without destination
This is my show
With my rules
My mistakes
My ownership
Along for the ride
I just want to go
.........Home.
A traveller
With a destination
Sunday 25th December 2016 8:01 am
My Prison
I’m laid in my room
Nothing, no sound
The silence is deafening
I don’t want to wake up
Alone anymore
Evermore
Nevermore
Raven, please
Come knock
Upon my door
Thursday 22nd December 2016 5:03 am
A Day for a Life
A day in a life
A life for a day
I pray..........
Give me one more day
Woke up early
Panic attack, head reeling
Reeling, pleading
I pray..........
Give me one more day
Jumbled, confused
Should have written it down
Pitiable, clown
I pray..........
Give me one more day
Feel like I'm dying twice
Both body & mind
Lost, can't find
I pray..........
Give me one more day
Got to ...
Tuesday 20th December 2016 6:36 am
A Butterfly Flaps its Wings
A butterfly flaps its wings
Some other place he sees what it brings
Two distant lands
Takes both her hands
Choose a place at the pane
Steals a look, says the same
Two distant lands
Two distant sands
Find a flower, harvest the seeds
Plant then forget to water it's needs
Two distant lands
Two distant hands
A butterfly flaps its wings
Some other place he sees what it brings
Two di...
Monday 19th December 2016 8:43 am
The Cuckoo & the Fledgeling Meet
The cuckoo and the fledgling meet
No song to sing, no dawn to greet
Sullen days, to the refuge retreat
Down the rabbit hole, exit lights my back
What disorientating & the degrading lack
Falls not free no terraferma, just terror, black
Knowledge & energy collide to confuse
Fever then to plague, no soul to transfuse
Attacked from inside, fuck it, light the fuse
Dealing with adversit...
Sunday 18th December 2016 11:25 am
I'm a Pencil
I'm a pencil, HB
A finer pencil you never did see
But, constant sharpening is killing me
What's the alternative to be?
Left in a drawer with an absence of light?
With nothing to do, can't put up a fight
Rather be out, for all to see
I do hope that life keeps sharpening me
I'm a pencil HB.
Sunday 18th December 2016 7:57 am
Which Dick Ordered the Caramel Latte?
Nobody wants to be working class no more
It's all Louie V & Michael Kors
Jimmy Choo yer taking the piss
Hand sticked by kids in Bangladesh
Gucci & Prada have nothing to fear
Keep selling ter fools year after year
People who work in Poundland or Greggs
People who still should be plebs
To people with delusional chic.
A false sense of identity, hermaphroditic
Glamorous Coco Channel sell...
Saturday 17th December 2016 2:34 pm
This isn't what life had planned for me
Drip drip drop little acrid showers
Sad weeping the eyes while the rabbit cowers
Monkey see , monkey do
You don't see me, haven't a clue
I don't wear makeup, or use perfume
I just want liberty from this terrible room
You wear pink ribbons, rattle charity tins
While our flesh piles rise, we die for your sins
We see humans, bedevilled by vanity
We see humans, but never humanity
Step insid...
Saturday 17th December 2016 1:28 pm
Heart
Left ventricle
Right ventricle
Instinctively
Steady pumping
Beats out
Biological rhythm
Never stopping
24/7
Until......
She's gone
Saturday 17th December 2016 1:25 pm
Going, Going, Gone
Push the button, light the cord
Too slow
Quiet storm
Operator, switchboard!
Say hello, say goodbye
You say yes
You say no
Operator, standbye!
Hold a look, try realign
Hold your hips
Kiss your neck
Operator, hold the line!
Hold my hand, send me images
Magic beans
Pied piper
Operator, accept all charges!
Tried, couldn't reconnect
Mumble, stumble
Lost for words
Operator, d...
Monday 12th December 2016 8:56 pm
The Quick & the Dead
God can judge the quick & the dead
Read to break the chain, powers in my hands
When it's quiet the devil flies high inside
Can't see much in the dark
Unless it's fear or wanting
Word is wind that passes by
Breath like you breath
Look like you look
Spoken word never comes back
Shadows move to a dark corner
See madness, then something takes it aside
Morning is dead, a day with the quick ...
Monday 12th December 2016 9:13 am
Mothballs n Piss
Modern day pseudo hieroglyphics
Speaks of modern day specifics
Mothballs n piss, a puddle on the floor
Someone's left their number on the door
Written in Sharpie says the author is Ken
Wrote it all down with his felt tipped pen
Warns us he's 10"long, & to 'be here by 8'
Checked my watch panic, thank fuck I'm late!
No symbols of pharaohs, asp or cat
What's that a scarab?, no, says...
Sunday 11th December 2016 9:05 pm
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