It's not easy
This feeling I can't control,
I can't name it and I just don't know,
It's nothing I've felt before,
So I can't just ignore,
This tragic change inside,
My stomach hurting and I can't hide,
From this feeling I might deny,
Is this all just a lie?
I can't help but expect the worst,
And honestly I think I'm cursed,
Because every time I feel this way,
Something always ruins it's stay,
My heart flinching from the blows,
A feeling my heart only knows,
So yes I might push you away,
And then go bipolar and ask you to stay,
So bare with me as I try to love you,
Because I'm trying to let you love me too.
M.C. Newberry
Tue 14th Oct 2014 14:46
The feeling of being torn between emotions is
well caught here.
Is "bare" (although apt in one way) actually
meant to be "bear"?