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always moving, dont get too attached.
immediately after i finish a book i have to start another.
rinse and repeat. always moving. don’t get too attached.
i worry that if i don’t pick up another book immediately i may never do so again
i fear i’ll become forever lost in the chasm
grasping for characters who’s stories have ended and unable to move onto the next
if i didn’t fear the nothingness i could learn m...
Tuesday 29th November 2022 2:43 am
Midnight Stroll
Silence after midnight
Who’s lurking in the dark
The wind is blowing in the trees
As I’m walking through the park
The gasping heavy breathing
My heart is beating fast
Lost in my surroundings
Reflecting on the past
Am I being followed
Why am I here alone
Is it all just in my head
Is it me that’s making sound
I’m sure I heard faint footsteps
I quicken up my pac...
Thursday 18th August 2022 11:01 pm
Demons in the Woods (10 line challenge)
Demons in the Woods
Running from the demons
Deep down in the woods
Head all in a panic
Heart fast pumping blood
Feet are feeling heavy
Trudging through the mud
Fear taking over my body
This situation I misjudged
Peeking over my shoulder to see once where I stood
Can’t control this trembling (I really wish I could).
© curiousdud3 05/2022
Friday 20th May 2022 10:13 pm
A Dim Afterparty
A Dim Afterparty
Thou shall never know if words could ever suffice
Nor should the laws of nature bound the mind to the earth
For we exist as long as the fade of eternal light
Brings a dimming to the afterparty as we find it cannot always be night
And though our hands feel our knees and our locked chests
Some can see clearly yet roam in the subconscious dark depths
In a ...
Tuesday 28th September 2021 7:20 pm
An Ending
Help
Nothings new
Nothings the same
Nobody yearning
No one to blame
Pretentious thoughts
Relentless smiles
Bloodthirsty thoughts
Sinless flesh defiled
It hurts
Pointless meetings
Insipid friends
Effusive pretenders
Matching the trend
World keeps turning
Illusions are gone
Within the abyss
The demons belong
I’m scared
Watching from th...
Saturday 29th August 2020 4:35 pm
dazed
numb; no sensation in your face
what's about to happen, you cannot erase
I know you thought it'd be a thrill
but now you can't say no as he gives you another pill
immobilized; your body is limp
you thought you had trust but now he's acting as your pimp
your body stays paralyzed
his hands around your neck, your lungs being pulverized
you panic as you cannot breathe
adrena...
Monday 28th October 2019 10:14 pm
June
Let the anticipation build Let the angst grow inside your gut Allow it to rumble and tumble and wreck havoc on your insides Feel the magnetic pull when we lock eyes a little bit too long and struggle to break away Watch me watching you while trying to hide your prying eyes Don't you dare rush a thing
Thursday 27th June 2019 5:34 am
The greatest loss for a kid
My mum,
My mum of eleven years,
Has gone - never to walk the earth again.
The past years - what have I lost?
Not much…only:
A motherly figure to go to when in harm,
Someone to praise me when I’m succeeding,
Someone to hold me tight when I’m in need,
Someone to teach me right from wrong,
Someone to kiss me when I’m sleeping,
Someone to make me laugh,
Someone to tick...
Monday 26th March 2018 12:27 pm
Weakness and sorrow
I am always second guessing myself
hiding my shame and health
Never knowing what to do
If i could only open up to you
It's scary the thing's i think
always contemplating drink
the level of stress is unbearable
It makes me depressed and feel terrible
Wednesday 14th February 2018 12:56 am
I See What Is To Happen (11/8/2017)
I'm Terrified
I’m scared that this is who I will be from now on
I’m afraid of what I might become
I’m scared that I’ll never have a healthy relationship
I’m afraid of losing everything again
I’m scared that any person who comes close to me will hurt me
I’m afraid of being isolated
I’m scared that I may be better off alone
I’m afraid of these thoughts racing
I’m scared th...
Monday 20th November 2017 8:31 pm
Falling
My Heart Beat Beat Beat.
My Heart Beat Beat Beat.
Feels like I am falling from 9000ft
A rollercoaster with no end
& when I am with you it begins to ascend
My Heart Beat Beat Beat.
My Heart Beat Beat Beat.
may be hidden and discreet,
but it's the only way it can avoid defeat.
Thursday 31st August 2017 1:30 am
Nervous -- 07/2015
Sitting
Waiting
Thinking
Flaking
Run until you can't stop
Go before your bubble pops
Breathe
Relax
Short and deep
How can this be?
Shush!
Just wait and see
Nice and easy
One step at a time
It'll all be fine
Sitting
Waiting
Thinking
Staying
Sunday 1st November 2015 3:05 pm
Tomorrow is a scary place
This life can peel away the layers of how I feel
Battling me down wanting my courage to steal
Sometimes I go into my dark place
For my dreams and fantasies I cannot face
Will not let fears of failure take my happiness away
I will have the strength to see the end of this day
What can be done about tomorrow
Maybe your dreams I will borrow
Look into a life that’s not mine
Is your life all ha...
Tuesday 14th July 2015 5:17 pm
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