Poetry Blog by stephanie
I sold my soul now i'm paying the price
He feeds off my anger and sadness
he wont let me out i feel trapped
i'm stuck in this deep dark deprivation
It started off fine because i was blind
Now i see it for what it really is
i'm outside looking in at it
his eyes are dark and souless
nothing in their but evil
I feel like a possession and object a thing.
Not a human bei...
Sunday 18th February 2018 8:45 pm
Here we go again with this abuse
you slap me down you say i'm yours to use
you also result to hitting me
taking advantage of my generosity
then you pretend you done nothing at all
When it's time to explain the bruises i'l say "I had a fall"
what do you want me to do ?
Pretend to care about you...
Guess what i don't love you anymore
you're rotten to the core
you dont m...
Sunday 18th February 2018 7:32 pm
The deed is done and guilt and fear come with it,
what am i hoping the effect will be?
I'm not sure to be completely honest..
it's a slight tad of happiness i get from it
but now i'm bitter and sad
Always something makes me immediately regret my actions
perhaps their is something i can prescribe myself to stop
Saturday 17th February 2018 7:54 pm
I am going to do something completely out of spite
i know it's bad it makes me sad it's definetley not right
It's something inside me that takes over when i'm jealous
this certian urge causes me to become rebellious
I will regret this in the future and i will be sorry
as for now i'l do it proud and not have to worry
I apologise in advanced for this
You'll find out some day...
Saturday 17th February 2018 6:08 pm
My confidence was taken from me
i had a lot and most people could see
i was loud proud and very happy
But everything changed and it stopped
moved house and school at the age nine
i refused to talk to anyone i had developed anxiety
Have been the same ever since
my parents didn't support me enough
i didn't get the attention that i required
because they were busy with m...
Saturday 17th February 2018 6:03 pm
Music used to be great and had a lot of lyrics and articulation
now it's just beats and noise a form of indoctrination
their was more than just a few words repeatedly constantly
a way of expressing yourself not monstrosity
Television show's used to be realistic and informitive
now they are all fake not very positive
reaility television is garbage tv
encourages people to lose...
Friday 16th February 2018 8:08 pm
Remember when thing's used to be good,
musical sounds, movies the taste of our food
remember when we had such fun playing outside
fishing running dancing going for a bike ride
A time before machines had us all hooked
when you'd go out for a meal and talk to each other and looked
When your parents would spend time with you
not online pretending to
When you would burn off ...
Friday 16th February 2018 4:09 pm
Shopping for thing's you dont need
spending all your money just to feed
You just got paid and that same day it's gone
the cooperations fool you they're one big con
Special offers things on sale
is their away to escape this jail?
They items you buy make you happy for a while
the obession and thrill of buying makes you smile
whether it's tops, bags, or shoe...
Thursday 15th February 2018 6:55 pm
i'm overly sensitive and also rather shy
i keep my thoughts to myself and hide when i cry
I notice that i'm an emotional wreck
I moan a lot and i'm a pain in the neck
i wouldn't put up with anyone like me
yet some how you do what is it you see?
Is it my certain skills like being able to cook?
Or is it because i enjoy other thing's like reading a book
is it because i'm un...
Thursday 15th February 2018 3:51 pm
Login and share your life upload pics of your husband or wife Share your kids with an unknown stranger putting yourself and them in danger. update your status and press post Show them off and boast. You need those likes otherwise what's the point? Sit back and roll a joint. it's sad that you feel the need to compete with your own friends who'm you deceit. A generation full of narcisists who know n...
Thursday 15th February 2018 12:06 am
perhaps one day i'l stop with this nonsense
but can you really escape your own fucking conscience?
Think future present past nothing will change unless you make it
when you see your chance you better take it
I should be wathcing the movie i paid to see
not worrying about my family
But unfortunately that's to much leisure
I deny myself that lovely pleasure
Who know's what you just might f...
Wednesday 14th February 2018 1:18 am
I should be focussing on the task at hand
yet i don't because theirs more interesting thing's in my head
i should be watching the movie that i paid to see
but i don't because theirs stuff to worry about
I should enjoy the train ride home listening to music on my phone
but unfortunately that's to much leisure
i must go back to thinking some more
Lying awake in bed at night...
Wednesday 14th February 2018 1:15 am
You're always very needy
wanting and attention you're so greedy
I think i give you a lot
clearly to you i do not
I'd like some peace and quiet
but when you come near you riot
Looking at me with those sad little eyes
Making me feel sorry and recognize
you put on a disguise
Wednesday 14th February 2018 1:08 am
Buying each other pointless things
chocolates flowers diamond rings
In the hope to share our love
But still it feels it's not enough
We could just forget it
and we wouldn't regret it
But those feelings i have make me want to share
love you show you how much i care
It's strange how without you i feel so alone
makes me weep cry and moan
I'm to emotional and sensitive...
Wednesday 14th February 2018 1:03 am
I am always second guessing myself
hiding my shame and health
Never knowing what to do
If i could only open up to you
It's scary the thing's i think
always contemplating drink
the level of stress is unbearable
It makes me depressed and feel terrible
Wednesday 14th February 2018 12:56 am
This sickly feeling i have inside
because i myself lack basic pride
I am upset when i go out
in fear that others may speak or shout
Yet this one lie had gotten to me
It's made my life a misery
I hide myself from everyone
I deprive myself that natural fun
If you look at me you'll see nothing
But in privacy i do everything
i fill my body with foods and cry
Wednesday 14th February 2018 12:51 am
They have loads of clothes that mek happy
mostly good yet some are crappy
They gave al my favourite thing's
even harry potter rings
They always get in lots of stock
even beauty and the beast clock
Everytime i go in i buy
Then check my bank and sigh
I got into every store
in the hope to find more
with all my clothes you'd think i'm rich
They even added disney sti...
Monday 12th February 2018 12:46 pm
It was literally th eworst
and my sister says her life is cursed..
The first day we lived their was crap
it certainly felt like a trap
The tennants where junkies and thugs
who tried to sell us their drugs
it started with brian scott
who clearly lied alot
he showed up late
he said it was great
and i was left in a state
The plumbing was terribly bad
The place i...
Monday 12th February 2018 12:43 pm
They sit in the toilet and squak
my mother still thinks that they'll talk
They love each other
their sister and brother
and have beaks as sharp as a hawk
They are green and yellow and blue
they watch you in the loo
but if you take a bath
they'll have a laugh
cause they'll cover you up in their poo
it's been 3 years since they were born
They feed on mostly sweet ...
Monday 12th February 2018 12:38 pm
Tiny is noise and loud
but cowers when in a crowd
tanay is quiet and loyal
hygenic and clean like a royal
both are crazy and fun
they love to go for a run
tanya likes to explore
tiny lets out a roar
she will always find her
she's always right behind her
and then they both lie on the floor
Tiny will chase all the balls
and bark when the buzzer calls
Monday 12th February 2018 12:36 pm
Cute and fluffy sweet little face
runs away when you start to chase
love to nibble on his kibble
runs around so much fun
wants you to give him ferret one
eats his eggs of a dish
enjoys a piece of fish
have to get up what's my rush?
Alexander's knocked over the toilet brush
comes in the kitchen when you cook
play with him and he'll dook dook dook
after playing for ...
Monday 12th February 2018 12:33 pm
Create one two three or ten
create both woman or men
let them live sad or happy
Create a wonderful family
Let them live free or without Free will
remind them to pay the bill
Make them happy make them sad
remove their toilet drive them mad
Kill them off let them drown
send in the psycho clown
give them motive find them a job
dont depress them or they'l become a slo...
Monday 12th February 2018 12:26 pm