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Desert | Haiku
you are a desert
hot sand slipping through fingers
cold nights all alone
Wednesday 9th October 2024 2:52 am
Casanova
Who knew you were a veteran
when I was still navigating in this labyrinth
I was just a neophyte
who tried to ignore our every fight
We tried to piece the jigsaw of love together,
But I’m insecure and you’re immature
Should’ve put a full stop before things became egregious
And now the route turns devious,
It leaves me so lugubrious.
It was so fatuous
...
Wednesday 17th April 2024 6:14 am
Invisible feelings
The frozen river you can’t see,
It flows through your eyes,
How delicate it may be you won’t feel it,
You shan’t see the feeling it becomes,
Those noises it squeals,
That may turn through strong desires,
You can’t touch in such approach,
From the lightest touch it feels,
The atmosphere it absorbs,
Surrounds the area with great pain ambience,
You see this for...
Wednesday 15th March 2023 8:12 am
Hidden Truth
The truth you’ve hid beneath the ocean,
Never has come in sights of the pirates above,
They claim the seas not knowing what you hid below,
Roaring around with treasures from the above,
Just not knowing me deep below,
Has led broken connections between them and me,
Time passes, kingdom rises,
The ocean is forgotten,
But they were nothing close to it,
...
Monday 13th March 2023 10:49 am
Wild Birds in Captivity
Those birds that roamed free,
Endless flights filled with glee,
They glide over the trees,
Flying side to side with the breeze,
Above the deserts, they can reach,
Following the wind that they preach,
Finding the oasis that they screech,
Under the clouds that breach,
A glimpse of their prey,
They plunge headfirst at bay,
Stumble and...
Tuesday 7th March 2023 7:10 am
Silence
My audience, my reason?
A steering wheel, my own fault.
It will not hear, neither will I.
Why bother conveying this?
You must know.
Yet you will never hear.
Solace in release.
Distraught in the moment thereafter.
Tuesday 26th April 2022 3:52 pm
Apology
i can’t think of any other words
i’m sorry
you’re the puzzle piece
that didn’t fit
and i bent your corners
and snipped off where you stuck out
and although the puzzle started looking pretty
to me
you suffered and
it was so obvious but
i was so stubborn ‘cause
i wanted it to look perfect but
you didn't belong
and i'm not sure if this means much
but
...
Monday 26th November 2018 2:07 am
Nothing Last Forever
{Nothing Last Forever}
As nothing last
forever and we
need time on our
own to find our
way out there
and through this
cold blue november
rain that keeps
blowing this pain in
and out of our lives
and don't you
dare look into my
eyes because you
will still see
there's love inside
of them burning
for you still but
we both are so
mes...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 12:01 am
A Shell
I stare at the empty shell in the mirror.
Is this what I am now?
My flesh tainted,
clothes tight and suffocating,
nothing looks right anymore.
My hair falls in the wrong ways,
my makeup is now a mask.
I am numb.
I am blistered and broken.
Nothing is real anymore.
I look away,
and once again
I am encased in the hopelessness
of this damned shell.
Monday 4th June 2018 11:06 pm
Don't Cry Over Me
{Don't Cry Over Me}
Don't cry over me
Don't feel sad for me
Don't you think that
I didn't want
to stay but I
couldn't because I
had to go because
God needed me more
Don't you think that
I didn't Iove you
because I did
and I always will
even from above now
Don't cry over me
Don't you forget that
now I'm your angel
watching over you
...Sunday 25th February 2018 3:46 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #23 {Lucifer}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #23} {Lucifer}
Lucifer is rising
faster than the
heavenly father `n`
his angel's cannot his
lustful, sinful hands
of Lucifer as he grabs
your soulless souls
to bring you down
to his level `n` to his
burning hellish throne
for that one mistake
that everyone has
made as we perish
`n` fade away into
the darkne...
Monday 11th December 2017 7:16 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #18 {He Just Don't Realize That I Still Care}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #18} {He Just Don't Realize That I Still Care}
He treats me like
I never really even
existed to him even
when I did `n` now wish
I didn't exist to him
but in his reality I
don't or never did but
I still do care though
`n` he doesn't care about
me or never really did
because if he did he
would at...
Sunday 10th December 2017 10:26 am
Once Was His Queen
{Once Was His Queen}
I was once your queen
You was once my king
but now I am nothing not even a friend to you
and now I cannot stand that you are still alive and breathing
and you have moved on like I never was your queen or even your lover
and I try to move on but I'm always hoping for us to make our ways back to each other but I know that will never happen ...
Friday 8th December 2017 3:32 am
Drape The Flag Over My Casket
{Drape The Flag Over My Casket}
As I lost the war that I was facing but please deliver this message to my family and loved one's back in the states
I am sorry that I couldn't make out of this nightmare but I'll always be flying with you only from heaven above now but I do miss you and love you all and please don't cry because this military woman is finally at peace and they ...
Thursday 7th December 2017 9:00 pm
Time To Move On
{Time To Move On}
It's time to move
on from everyone
and everything in
my life
It has been fun,
crazy, hurtful,
desirable, painful,
filled with more
? heart break
than I am willing
to keep suffering
with you or anyone
else on this planet
But it was a
pleasure now
it's time to go
M.I.A.
{missing in action}
...
Thursday 7th December 2017 7:58 pm
Time
{Time}
One day at a
time that
will ease my
weary troubled
mind
And just maybe
it will ease all
my wonders
away one day
And it's supposed
to get easier but
it will in all due
time but it still
remains the
same that you
are not here
with us
And all the
crazy facial
expressions
you made
somet...
Thursday 7th December 2017 6:15 am
I Will Not Let You Beat Me Down
{I Will Not Let You Beat Me Down}
Darling I won't
let you beat me
down and it's
high time that
this cowgirl
picks herself back
up off of the
ground and get
to moving on
down the long
lonesome road as
I kick the hell
out them blues
you have got me
going through
and now it's time
to forget all
about you
little
darling
...
Thursday 7th December 2017 2:44 am
No Guarantees
{No Guarantees}
There's no guarantees
that you actually ever
loved me at all
And
There's no guarantees
that you was even
worth my tears over
these year's
And I'm not gonna cry
and I sure as hell ain't
gonna shed no more
tears for you since
you left me to be with
her and tore my world
apart while breaking and
wreckin...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 11:02 pm
My Forever Sleeping ? Angel Daughter Lily
{My Forever Sleeping ? Angel Daughter Lily}
My forever sleeping angel daughter Lily as her eyes became to heavy to hold open any longer because she heard Jesus calling her home so she cried out one last time and took one big gasp of air into her tiny lungs and then she was gone and now me or her daddy's life isn't never gonna be the same because we don't have beautiful our little Lily...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 9:35 pm
She's Trying
{She's Trying}
She's trying to forget:
She's trying truly to
force herself to
forget about the
conversations
between them
She's trying so hard
to forget his voice
She's trying to forget
how he made her laugh
even though she felt like
she's was dying on
the inside
She's trying to forget
all the beautiful
romance...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 3:59 pm
The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime
{The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime}
This shy girl awaited
for the love of her
lifetime to come a
long into her lonely
life that made this
delicate ? rose
stays so closed off
to the outside world
around her and even
more so to men
because the way she
has been hurt before
so she closed the
doors for finding her
love of a lifetime and
she me...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 3:32 pm
She Misses Him Badly
{She Misses Him Badly}
They shared something
so beautiful and something
so deep and true but that
was so truthful lustful love
affair ended to soon because
he didn't believe her so she
went on her way no matter
how much she cared or loved
him and so much she wanted
to stay but she knew that
they would only hurt each
other in the end and they
did bec...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 7:33 am
He Was Gone With The Wind
{He Was Gone With The Wind}
He was gone with the wind
but when left with the wind he wrecked my ? heart like a nuclear war head exploding killing everything good that once existed inside of me
but now I'm sitting here in this pain that is driving me to drink one more shot to try to forget about the wind that blew through my loving arms
that hasn't returned or never will a...
Monday 4th December 2017 9:29 pm
With This ? Rose
{With This ? Rose}
I will keep it with me even after it withers and died
And
I'll place into a book to hold our love that way until the very end of all times
Because with this ? rose is delicate to the touch so protect it with your love
And
Your love is forever real
And
As the day's is lon...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 10:26 pm
Tears
I feel like I am choking,
drowning in my unspilt tears.
But the dams don't yet break even though the buoy in my throat is rising with the sea
and the canal that is my throat, tightens.
No matter how hard my mind steers the sails away from the emotional storm within,
The crashing seas cannot help but spill over the edge of the boat.
My tears are smooth like the PVC ma...
Saturday 13th May 2017 8:40 pm
Missing You (for my love)
I'd hold you close but you're not here, longing for you I shed a tear,the bedsides cold, my hands are too, If you were near I'd reach for you, the night sky is black but mostly blue,like how I feel when I'm missing you
Wednesday 22nd March 2017 4:35 pm
To Die and Resurrect
To partially open the doors of my poem, "To Die and Resurrect", words that are only a thorough touch of silent wounds which I carry on my skin, executions in the black of the night don’t come as a surprise. I only know that I died and revived to let the water rise from the ground and not let my brothers die of thirst.
To die and resurrect...
Under a savage sky,
of looks that stifle,
I seek...
Tuesday 7th June 2016 11:41 am
Everything became yesterday!
I loved you so much
that there was no time or place to resuscitate
You were the delicate origin of my verses,
the wisdom that lead my dreams,
the perpetuity of my sufferings,
and under your nuances I loved you
with the same red that my blood carries
I lived so many seasons beside you...
a delirium I never imagined,
the vile sins,
the painful memory,
the images from the past
Toda...
Wednesday 27th January 2016 3:08 pm
You don’t know…
You don’t know what I would do to conquer the territory of your body,
to be the pioneer of your heart,
and not a tiny dream
where dumbness is everything
I succumb over my fantasies
because I only have you
as an indelible mark
on my languid nights
You do not know the magical feeling that runs through my belly
that invades and robs my feelings,
with dementia when I dream of you
and on...
Wednesday 27th January 2016 3:02 pm
Following your steps...
Following your steps I've worn out my thoughts
forgetting and remembering you, forsaking and finding you,
letting you go and desiring you
and I digress in the mountain of my thoughts
Following your steps, I’ve punished my tears;
I look at you and my eyes dilate,
you ignore me, my heart erodes
attempting to give you love’s beauty
Following your steps, I have worn o...
Friday 20th March 2015 2:28 am
Shadow...
Without you I cannot imagine myself;
I lived an unreal past
that was part of the soul
I thought loved me
I sailed on the river of your lies,
of everything that you said you felt
I made up a mirage of tender caresses
where you were the delight of all my senses
Among thorns of silence I landed;
tears blinded me and without pause
and swiftly my way became ...
Saturday 28th February 2015 3:30 pm
Was there never a time for me?
What do I do with my pain if underneath this wound my wishes are crushed and I die every day?
You violated every beat of my heart, and I, stealing the minutes to every hour
dared not express that my desolation deepened inside my room
You never gave freshness to my skin, not even a pretense of love
and I fell into this ordeal, under this soundless orphanage
I longed you so ...
Tuesday 18th March 2014 1:15 am
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