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An Ingres Back

She has an Ingres back

She is a violin

And when she’s in his arms

She sweetly plays for him

 

She doesn’t know the words

He doesn’t know the tune

There’s a duet of sorts

In that sweet dark bedroom

 

His fingerwork is good

Her mouth is soft and warm

While she is in his arms

They will not come to harm

 

Her voice is like a lute

And y...

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musicbackslove

in sleep

 

 

The rain snaps

on the window pane

like sticks.

 

Sleeping

a young man’s sleep -

he’s gone

head back

neck curved

a swan.

 

Breathe even

breathe deep

dream on

dream sweet.

I don’t sleep

 

lie thinking

I’ll not pass

this way

again as

dawn breaks

with rain.

 

Next night

alone

I fe...

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lovesleep

in arms not meant

 

Smile sits, content

a dove upon a nest

settles down

for morning snooze

in arms, not meant.

 

In arms not meant

smile stretches

like a cat

in warmth

and harmony

content.

 

Smile knows

no matter

that it is not meant

for pleasure grows

and echoes

in another smile

another smile

content.

 

With warmth of ...

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loveWOL comp

the note

 

"Did you have a good fuck?"

The note lies in the kitchen bin.

I've just come in from a date with the new man.

 

To me, our marriage was long over.

But the jagged writing told

this was not the case for you.

And, if I did have a good screw

I can't remember.

 

The pain held in that note

is with me still, thirty years on.

 

And your kindness...

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the kindness of ex-husbands

unicorn

 

It was on Monday that I first saw the unicorn in my garden.

I noticed that he had to eat leaves from the trees.

If he bent his head to the grass his spiral horn would stick in the ground.

I started to feel sorry for the unicorn. He seemed lonely.

I realised I was in love with the unicorn.

He was so beautiful.

The unicorn and I talked for the first time.

He was ...

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loveunicorns

Space Junk

 

Catch a piece of space junk

Put it in your pocket

Save it for a rainy day

Maybe you could hide it

In your airing cupboard

Or you could sell it on ebay.

I guess a good place for you to keep it

Would be underneath your bed

Maybe today though you should stay indoors

In case a piece comes falling on your head.

 

Remember it’s the property

Of the...

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space junk

bucket

 

Born in a bucket

Brought up by bitches

Fed on red mullet

Schooled by old witches

Housed in a pig stye

Ensconced in a rat run

Dressed in drab tawdrey

Shod in old cat gut

A mother called Rancid

A father called Squallor

Shat on and spat on

Biffed by a truncheon

Jailed in a drainhole

Pissed on by tossers

Left on a scrap heap

Torn at ...

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great north diver audio

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pride and joy

 

I guess I should have worried

When you used to chop up worms

But I was your loving mother

So I wasn’t too concerned.

Maybe it was a bad sign

When you set fire to your bed

But I was just so doting

“Oh dear” was all I said.

And on the occasion

You hacked off your sister’s plaits

I must have been on your side so

We’ll draw a veil o'er that.

The...

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erpolitical poem

autumn egg

 

Lying on the muddy grass

among curled leaves

a shell, new hatched,

the inner curve

faint veined.

It is October now

how can this be.

An egg in autumn?

 

Above the estuary

silver shafts

glance down.

A curlew trills.

And I feel empty

as an autumn egg.

 

 

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great north diver

 

Solitary in winter

I find you on the beach

sleepbound.

 

I’ve walked some miles across this sand

wind knocking me back.

On my right the sea battles.

My hair lashes my face.

 

In this chaos of desolation

you are a concentrated essence

a nugget of pure exhaustion.

What lies behind your dreaming ruby eye?

 

The pressure of the sea

h...

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nature

beautiful in snow

 

If love is a tree

It is a tree in winter.

No lush romantic blur of green

To hide behind.

When spring gales blow

The branch will break.

The lightness of the naked winter bough

Springs back in gusty January days.

Nothing is hidden

From the heart or eye

As we stand firm against the chill.

Beautiful in snow.

 

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love

son goes

 

I walk back up the lane

my toe within your heel

two journeys marked in mud.

 

The bus has gone

you’ll text me when

you’re on the train.

 

Back home, retrieve the key

wash up two cups,

and two crumbed plates.

 

Fold back the futon

shake the duvet

wash the sheets.

Put away the sugar till next time.

 

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apple haiku

 

Cascades of pink lace

Adam and Eve in Eden

Skin, flesh, pip, stalk, gone

 

 

 

Cascades of pink lace

Adam and Eve meet a snake

Skin, flesh, pip, stalk, gone

 

 

 

 

 

 

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haiku

"The last remaining Mara hare . . . "

 

“The last remaining mara hare has moved on . . .”

I wonder where he went.

Was he upset because Scampie the meerkat died aged twelve?

A good age for a meerkat I’d suggest.

Or was he miffed because a new milk snake is on display

in the Tropical House? Did he want to be there too

snug in the palm-tree warmth

hopping over all the lizards, showing off?

 

“Th...

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beguiled by seals

 

On Porthgwidden beach

I was beguiled by seals

as, slippery as eels

they smoothly sparred and courted

romantically cavorted

on the darkling tide.

Nipping, so I could see revealed

two pink mouths snapping.

 

Their backs made

Loch Ness Monster shapes

then, two heads alert,

eager as dogs waiting

for a ball.

Chasing off again, both caught

...

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barefoot self

 

I want to find my barefoot self

has she been waiting all this time

here in St Ives?

 

A little girl, I saw the beatniks on the pier

was mesmerised, left something there –

my raggetty-black-jumpered self

playing a guitar.

 

At Troika studio, pocket money spent –

something from the seconds shelf.

And a ceramic pendant, orange like the sun

on ...

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owl

 

Owl sinks soft

A silk handkerchief

Bringing blackness to vole and leveret

Soft as fog

Sharp as razors owl sinks down

 

Like a blanket over a birdcage

Then

Swish, away, a lens shape,

Slips into the barn

Quiet as snow.

Sizes up his children ……….

 

 

 

 

 

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drift reservoir

 

The reservoir at Drift.

It is evening.

 

Deserted picnic benches, fishing signs.

Tension – depths of dark water,

a high retaining wall.

 

I walk along the parapet.

I look down.

I look across.

 

On the far shore a dead swan lies

breast blown, rib cage exposed,

feet blackwebbed leather,

a far scattering of feathers.

 

Hurried...

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spooky reservoirs

peace

 

 

Today

I feel a sense of peace

as if someone

had told me

that there is no such thing

as death.

And I felt as if

I’d known that all along.  

 

 

 

 

 

                                              

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earth

 

I felt you near today

as I was pulling weeds out in the rain.

 

You’re never there when I read my poems,

buy new clothes

or put my make-up on.

 

But today

when I was pulling weeds out in the rain

I felt you there

watching,

over my shoulder.

 

The strawberry runners

were stretching out their arms.

Cooch grass roots spread out l...

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another kiss

 

 

Another kiss you’ll never have

you used to say to me.

When I was busy,

feeling tired,

and I would turn away.

 

If I had known how few

those kisses were to be

I would have spared the time

to give those kisses free.

 

So now I send those kisses back

ten thousand fold to thee

yes now I send those kisses back.

Wherever you may be...

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love

on porthcurnow beach

 

Porthcurnow sand is made from shells

the sea is clear as air.

Granite rocks crouch crack-meshed

sparkling with embedded crystal.

 

We spent our first night here

in sleeping bags between two rocks

where we held hands.

 

Each time I woke

the stars had twirled around

creating a new picture.

At dawn I swam.

 

A tiny black leach attached ...

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china horses

 

When I was in my seventh year of heaven

white china horses galloped on the path,

moss was in the meadow,

goldfish flicked tails deep in the pond.

 

Herder to my lead sheep

I hid beneath the lilac tree

crushed blackcurrant buds,

made playgrounds for worms.

 

I discovered that lead has a smell

and worms can never play.

But I liked worms

An...

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childhood

arrival

 

You arrive

in a flurry of bags and boxes.

We take a glass of wine,

walk across the field

so you can see the sea.

Through your eyes

I see everything

again.

Thank you.

 

 

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friendship

help please :)

Getting my act together re starting an Open Mic in Aggie. But . . . . does it make a difference which night of the week it is? Weds & Thurs seem popular on WOL's gig guide. But Wednesday's already booked.

And . . . does it matter?

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fat seal

 

There’s a seal in the harbour

fat as a bottle,

hankering after the “Jeanne Marie”.

The fisherman ignores

the black unblinking plea

but we, on the quayside,

wish he’d throw

a fish.

 

And I wish I was in the water too.

I want to squeeze his tight bulk to me,

feel the brush of hard whiskers

smell his ocean breath.

Want that ease of motion ...

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fancying seals

the rub

 

It’s that time of the morning

when widows walk their dogs

avoiding the space at the breakfast table.

When frustrated wives ride horses

down the valley, just for the rub.

 

The beach is empty and the sea is warm.

I paddle and invent a song.

Sitting on a damp cold rock

I let the wind dry my feet

and I think

life is not so bad

for a woman witho...

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contentment

by the roots

 

Sometimes

I start to pull

my hair out by the roots.

 

It’s just a little pain,

a tear, a hole forced from my head.

A very small attempt at a trepanning.

 

And as I sit daydreaming,

I find I’m holding strands

within my palm.

 

Fine spun threads!

I have to rise,

walk across the room

drop them in the bin.

 

And as the bin f...

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rallying

I’m glad the steam rally won’t be here again.

I can ride past on the 85 with no reminder.

Nothing to make me dwell on those three days each year

When you were so engrossed – in steam!

 

Although we had the ancient taxi – off  the plate -

You had to go there on your bike - I bussed it.

It seemed so romantic, meeting up

as you removed your cycle clips

while I f...

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memorieslovesmoke

silly housework poem (warning - contains the word bugger;)

 

I’ve lived here now three years and more

Bugger

Don’t look as good as it did before

Bugger

The skirting board has all gone fuzzy

Bugger

The colour’s dulled, the corners muzzy

Bugger

I’ve filled the place with loads of stuff

Bugger

Heaven knows I’ve got enough

Bugger

They say that after several years

Bugger

The dust bunnies get bigger...

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daftnesshouseworkswearing

diamante ghost

                                

 

                                  fingers

                               chill hard

                    grasping pulling scratching

                       scream soul ache loss

                     screaming aching losing

                             empty needy

                                   ghost

 

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diamanteghosts

diamante love

                                                                              

                                         x

                                       love

                                  hot steamy

                          kissing sucking fucking

                     eyelids mouths fingers tongues

                          pulsing sweating panting

     ...

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diamante

by your leave

 

We walked out together in the morning

but I came back alone.

The mist was heavy.

You had on your best boots

for walking.

You didn’t bring me home.

 

Ties loosen

as time moves on.

I can spend a day

without a thought for you.

But sometimes

when the mist thickens

I hear your voice.

 

It never says goodbye.

 

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Ghosts

no place like home

 

Dusk seeps up through marshy ground

Gases bubble, a spooky sound

The owl swoops softly overhead

The bat flies from his foetid bed

But here is where I’d rather be

Not in the house where you haunt me.

 

The house looks warm and cosy though

Through the doorway I won’t go

Look through the window, you will see

A  kitchen homely as can be.

But I know ...

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ghosts

white knights

 

White nights joust on the hill

Spoiling for a fight

And in a lonely cottage

I turn on the light.

 

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energy

whitechapel ladies

Oh won’t you come down with me Whitechapel ladies

Oh won’t you come down with me Whitechapel girls

It’s for Mary and Annie and Long Liz and Catherine

Mary Jane Kelly and all of their woes.

 

Oh when you go down to the streets of old London

The alleys, the rookeries, doss houses too

Remember us ladies who did it for pennies

And never no never for the love of you.

...

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wind in the chimney

The wind in the chimney echoes

echoes.

Air skims the pot

brings a memory floating

down to the ashes.

No coal for the fire.

The hearth it lies empty

empty empty

just the wind in the chimney

roaring roaring.

 

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carrion

The ravens’ claws keep steady grip

on this castle for their keeping.

Winds whistle through empty squares.

Not even a shard of glass remains to rattle.

 

Stark on this buttress cliff

the stones look out to sea.

I thought it must have been

the isolation hospital.

 

Saw in my mind, islanders tucked up

sweating out the fevers and the agues

obliviou...

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glastonbury musings

pop stars were skinny

cheesecloth and loons all the rage

in my hippy day

 

now they are podgy

where are all the handsome ones?

thank god I'm past it!

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tongue in cheekdouble haiku

feather, wood and bone

 

Wood and feather

brittle bone

silver leaf.

An obvious marriage

behind glass

to keepsafe.

There is a world

to know.

Place on paper.

It’s a poem

an heirloom.

If only I could fill

the box with wreathes of  mist then

I could be an artist and a poet.

Smoke out the meaning.

Let it breathe.

Feather, wood and bone.

 

 

fo...

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art

lap of luxury

An endless supply of Mojitos

A wind-up radio

A wall to kick a ball against

Or a children’s pillow

A bar of soap, some sun cream,

Strings and strings of pearls

A virtual sherry trifle

Or a wide-eyed blow up girl.

Lifetime’s supply of champagne

A cup of jasmine tea

A pencil and some paper

A crate of scotch whiskey

The V&A Museum

A karaoke machin...

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nonsense

the sea by night

 

 

The sea by night is a beast of a different nature

Sinuously moving around the harbour wall

A snake, a boa, suffocating granite barricades.

It slips and mounts like a lover

Crashes home, then silent, waits.

An enemy, a mystery, oily, oleaginous,

Creeping deeper than fate.

In innocence boats rise and fall, as if sleeping.

Starlight sparkles and the to...

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the sea

last time

 

 

Mouth dry as an Egyptian coffin

I lie, a heap of ashes in your arms

Young passion is so wet and green

in age it darkens into smoke and bone

 

Smoulder up to death’s dark curtain darling

Dust to dust you always will be mine

My heart, a fire pit of braziers burning

Who knows when it is for the final time?

 

 

 

 

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deathlovedoom and gloom

watching paint

 

I love to laze on summer days

as brush strokes slip

and bristles drip –

a front door is transformed from grey

to vibrant red, or cobalt blue

enhancing life with changing hue

 

the Forth Bridge glistens in the sky

Van Gogh’s sunflowers burn the eye,

Renoir’s ladies laze and lie

a palette knife spreads thickly by

 

a laden brush of silky oil

...

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chocolate shoes

 

I want to buy you chocolate shoes

with cherry buttons at the heel

a petticoat of sugarspun

like candifrost

and sparklers

 

I want to buy you chocolate shoes

with parma violets at the heel

and as the chocolate melts into

the tender crevice slip my tongue

to find the delicacy there

the cleavage inbetween your toes

 

I want to buy you ch...

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Feet

waterperry

 

at waterperry

iris stood

elongated strands of blue

box-clipped peacocks fan

tea and cakes were all home-made -

there was a snake

i saw him

curving through a glade

of fern

into a bubbling stream

at waterperry

when we were vaguely one

though you were always distant

in control

i waited till you got me home

 

one day I...

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deception

rebel in the boneyard

 

I’m a rebel in the boneyard

I don’t give up

I scream and cry

and strut my stuff

I wear tight jeans

I don’t sleep nights

I’m a rebel in the boneyard

feelin alright

 

I’m a rebel in the boneyard

and that’s good news

don’t know if it’s drugs

don’t know if it’s booze

or bipolar disorder

that brings on the blues

I’m a rebel in the bon...

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daftness

midnight

 

I smell candles

nipped.

Tweaked into smoke

by tawny fingers.

I see a coathanger of stars

as Leo crouches.

Midnight.

A mist sneaks in.

A distant roundabout is lost

on the horizon.

 

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from a distance

 

I thought I saw you on the hill.

A silhouette

leant to the wind.

 

Walking the November road

in slanting rain

thought it was you

but I was wrong again.

 

That message

in a bottle.

Who was it from?

Thought it looked familiar

yet the handwriting was changed.

 

Voice in the darkness,

hushed tones.

It sounded like you.

...

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fascinators

 

The bride looks pensive

as fascinators tremble.

Windy wedding day.

 

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haiku

on lundy

 

Lundy was a distant man.

Aloof.

Towering.

A misty man.

Severe.

I thought

“Poor man

he’s been battered by the ocean

since time

began.”

 

Lundy kept his shroud in place

I could not see his face

his granite nose and chin.

He would not let me in.

 

Three light houses had he.

I thought

“Silly Lundy!”

Because the first...

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loneliness

watering mother

 

Too frail for a flannel now

she stands beneath a peal of rain.

Her daughter wields the watering can.

 

The water has to be just right -

elbow-measured. In this way

the tables turn, mother becomes child.

 

There’s a delicacy, feeling safe,

now privacy has gone. She’d thought

that seeing mother naked

would be wrong.

 

But, carers are dis...

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love

cable laying

 

Communication of the deepest kind

across the depths of undulating oceans.

Marconi knew.

He wanted words to spread.

 

Isthmuses and continents are linked.

Communication.

I didn’t understand until we met

at Poldhu Cove and visited the monument,

our pilgrimage.

 

With your usual grace, you touched the panel.

Fingertip to bronze,

communicat...

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communicationlove

royal wedding day

 

I notice my champagne flute has a chip –

trust me to pick the only one.

But then

what can you expect from Oxfam?

 

Just yesterday I thought

“Stuff the royal wedding!

What do I care?

Shall I become a media-manipulated pawn?

Vive la revolution!”

 

Yet here I am today,

defiant with my bottle of champagne

and M&S Chinese takeaway.

While...

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four weddings

 

Acton registry office

four months gone

in a dress dull as a sparrow

shorn hair and lace up boots.

I was laughing as I signed the book,

then lost my voice.

              *

My friend’s wedding,

her dress twenties sleek.

Dancing in the Polish Centre

first taste of champagne

and salmon.

The church is now turned into flats

with carparking an...

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the king and queen

 

The king and queen are out today

Rip-roaring over edges

Making bulletpoints.

 

He takes her by the hand

“Fly with me – our eggs can last awhile

In your sweet absence!”

 

No dove's-tales for them.

Passion hard as arrows - 

Flight an ecstasy, a ballet

As together they worship freedom.

 

Settling amongst a spangle of flowers

He feeds h...

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birdslove

mousey

 

The woman who smelled of mouse

All blousey in her felt hat

Was in love with the man with the stubbly neck

Who lived with the flea bitten cat.

 

He admired her red-dyed hair

And her eye liner all skewiff

You could tell that he was enamoured of her

When he started boasting a quiff.

 

One day I saw him on the bus

Perusing the Argos mag

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love

female ritual

 

wipe dust from

the golden stopper

clunky little bottle

ignored since last October

 

shake well

hear the ball-bearing-click

as swirls of cream and carmine

blend in female ritual

 

slightly stuck,

a rind of pink plastic

peels away from the rim

that artificial smell

makes me remember

last summer

 

winter’s gone

in war...

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the male twins

 

sad to see

the male twins

both so very plain

 

lank haired

loose lipped

short legged

wide hipped

 

and two of them

 

it seems so like sod’s law, just . . .

why can’t they both be gorgeous?

 

 

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meat and potatoes

 

It’s a meat and potatoes kind of life

now I no longer sing.

A getting in the coal

sort of existence.

 

Without love to bring

a bubble to the yeasty bread.

Without yearning

making the heart knock.

 

Imagination’s horns are safely lopped

now I no longer dream

and romance’s wagging tail

is docked.

 

Flowers dry in the vase

now...

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The Tooth

 

It’s always there.

Each time I visit,

on the polished table

beside the glass of water

and inhalers.

The tooth.

 

I know they care for you

so how can they

leave it there?

Old and rotten,

broken, grey.

 

It been left for months

unless of course

it is a different one. . .

a different tooth.

 

I begin to recognise it.

...

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old age

foxheart

Fox curls round

a rosequartz heart

in my garden.

 

Above her head

a rose is planted,

two dusky poppies

 

fresh from their pots.

Soon, around her heart

they will entwine

their roots.

 

In summer

we’ll remember her.

 

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warningwolverine

 

WARNING there's a WOLVERINE

RUN AMOK on WOL

he's eating all the bunnies up

and screaming LOL

 

He's DeconstructingPOets

and HE HATES us all to BITS

he's MEAN and Cruel and UGLY

and he's getting on my nerves

 

He's got a trunk and everything

and really smelly breath

he says his name is WOLIVE

and he...

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WOL goes NUTZ

on waking

 

On waking

 

after dreams of an Arabian souk

having no money for smoky dancers,

whose sand clad feet slap dusty alleys

I hold a microscopic lizard

he wriggles in my cupped hands

when he leaps away I see

he is skinny as a wire.

A childhood friend not seen in years appears.

There is a bus ride, the bus near missed,

the road skirts perilous cli...

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dreams

museum diary part 2

 

ATTENTION  – forty visitors from Rosemundy will arrive at 4 o’clock!!

One of the harbour model display lights is flickering

I sold a copy of Exploring Cornwall Underwater but it was not priced

I charged £3.50 hope that was alright

 

Graham – the clock is still not chiming – maybe it’s been overwound?

THE ALFRED RICKARD MEMORIAL PLAQUE HAS

BROKEN AWAY FROM THE W...

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kingfisher stripe

 

Grey hair with a kingfisher stripe

Fills me with hope

No longer knowing who to be

I see her, an elderly

Jean Shrimpton from another age

Good bone structure she was all the rage

Grey hair with a kingfisher stripe

 

Grey hair with a kingfisher stripe

Elderly partner in his leather cap

A dithering almost lost it chap

Can’t make the stairs to the co...

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love

little dog digging

 

with sandwiches sanding

and babygros crawling

show offs astranding

and dungarees paddling

holdinghands lovers

and little dog digging

some muffled sunbathing

there’s no one complaining

sitting on blankets

sunglasses and wellies

deep rock pools enticing

as sandcastle city

(no planning permission)

grows wetly and slushy

from bright plas...

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rabbit

 

walking

I see a rabbit

hopping

tiny as a brown velvet button

he stops

afraid that I follow

but

he is intent on going

the very way

I wish to go

not wanting to scare

I stop too

suspiciously

we eye

one another

 

this could go on

all day :)

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total immersion

 

There was a man I used to fancy

And a woman I admired

Saw them on the beach this morning

Struggling with their crippled child.

Almost too big for them to carry

Lolling heavy in his chair

They lifted high the clumsy carriage

As I tried hard not to stare.

He wore a wet suit and they wheeled him

Deep into the turquoise sea.

They laid him gently on a su...

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angels in ealing

 

In Ealing blackbirds sing all night.

 

I’m here to see the woman who cannot die

 

I pass Christ’s church, the door is wide.

There’s a sign – capitol letters in felt tip

“Open for prayer and contemplation”

I go in but I cannot settle.

I walk around

end up by the Lady Chapel.

 

Everyone’s head is bowed.

Is that what you’re supposed to do?

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Holding the hand of the model maker

 

Today I have been holding the hand of the model maker.

With my brush I attempt to make good -

as they say.

 

He died soon after he finished

a wonderful re-incarnation

of our lost harbour.

He made it as light relief while working on

some effigy of violence.

That was his real job.

 

I like to think of him

losing himself in ...

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past

museum diary

 

 

"Good Luck! Have a good season!"

 

"I have read the child and vulnerable people policy

the storage heater by the counter feels stone cold

napkin rings £10 – spares in drawer with light houses

transferred £5 from churn to box

no post

 

have read the “people policy”

Ann left a parcel for Jenny under the counter

G. Wilson became new member – cash...

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lament for a dead badger

 

There’s a badger on the road

pushed into the verge

lying in a puddle

getting rather nibbled

his fancy coat is raddled

all snarled up by the rain

 

Each time as I approach him

I seem to see him stand up

shake himself in puzzlement

get up and run away

 

If I lived close by him

I’d take him and I’d bury him

I’ll have to phone the counci...

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a nonpareil

 

I saw the ragged crow

hover over gravestones

a twig almost a branch

clasped in his crusty beak

 

an offering to his raucous mate

a promise of love and nestbuilding

for in his beady little eye she –

the epitome of beauty shines

while he in handsomeness to her appears

a nonpareil.

 

 

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love

eating spring

 

I have to eat the spring

Gulp down its green life

Bite the buds

Chew on the writhing stalks

Swallow green energy

I have to eat the spring

 

Winter was a meagre time

An era of starvation

Spring is full and wide and deep

Its promise speaks deliciously to me

 

I have to eat the spring

Nibbling it won’t be enough

I have to make a banquet...

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spring

blackbird's song

 

I pull the curtains on the blackbird’s song

The youth of the year’s calling

I’m safe indoors

Stoke up the fire

Let winter last so long

That spring will come

Too late

 

Too late for me

The blackbird's song

It only brings back a past ache

Let young ears hear the blackbird’s song

As old ears quake

 

This dusk time is too raw for me

...

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spring

scar tissue

 

Scar tissue - pure

impregnable

smooth

life rolls off it like a glacier

 

Tough as old boots that’s me

 

Scar tissue

as blemish free as

porcelain

a reflective eye

cool as a pearl

Scar tissue

 

Tough as old boots that’s me

 

Scar tissue

Tearless and fearless

Cut glass features

Taught as perfection

Ignore the re...

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What I'd like to do today

 

Mum, I’d like to come and

sit in your kitchen at the formica table

drink coffee, eat chocolate biscuits

in the warm

I’ve so much to tell you

we’d laugh about everything

forget me knots in the garden

the apple tree would be in blossom

 

Dad, I’d like to visit you today

see what you’ve been up to

we’d go to your workshop

I’d sit on your paint...

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losslove

paper mache

 

Like lifting lino - underneath

another world revealed.

Adverts for corsets, garden twine

and orthopaedic shoes.

News of a war, or peace in our time.

 

                      * 

 

I move the realistic rocks we made

for the museum. I painted them, grey and gnarled,

but it was you who made the frame.

And stretched between the two

is paper mach...

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love and time passing

gazelle ghazal

 

Quiet as a hart in the forest

She’s tiptoeing, his tame gazelle

 

With caribou songs she serenades -

Are his ears deaf to his tame gazelle?

 

He looks about, antlers challenging

An elk blinded by his tame gazelle

 

With springbok start, did he notice?

She’s whispering, his tame gazelle

 

The antelope are all stampeding

Yet she stands sto...

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ghazalgazelles

wayne

 

I think I'm in love with wayne sleep

I know some may say he's a creep

but that cute perky smile

would beguile for a while

I think I'm in love with wayne sleep

 

I think I'm in love with wayne sleep

and if to his bed I did creep

I'm sure I'd have fun 

I just know he's the one

I think I'm in love woth wayne sleep

 

I know what you're going to ...

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being in love with wayne sleep

loneliness

 

Loneliness enfolds like a blanket

a coat of no colour

a cloud without a lining

only a mirror

 

Wrap yourself

windingsheet tight

stare out the night

Loneliness enfolds like a blanket.

 

Tuck in your toes

afraid of life’s bite

shroudsafe

protected.

Loneliness enfolds like a blanket.


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why do bananas

 

Why do bananas

Rock hard, green, intractable -

Once bought, turn to squelch!

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haiku

dove

 

 

He said

Dove

Let me cup your feathers

In my palm

Cajole your flickering heart

Until you coo

 

He said

Lie warm within my arm

Plump as a lamb,

Caress the curls of your astrakhan

 

He said

Let me ease within

Until pearls come

 

She

Simply formed her body

To a smile

And said

Sweet nothing

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elephant

 

I always loved the elephant

The elephant in my room

We used to have such laughs and chats

I hope he comes back soon!

 

Each day was such a riot -

oh what would happen next!

but now it's gone all quiet

and I am really vexed.

 

For there has been spring cleaning

He had to go away

And now the house is boring

Cos he’s not here to play.

 

...

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elephants/rooms/childhood

like paper

 

In a dream

I took your hand.

It felt like paper.

 

You tried to hide it

in your pocket.

But I pursued it.

 

Then you moved away.

 

 

 

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Love lost

turtle haiku

 

Turtle swims - happy

Plastic bag floats - enticing

Nobility sunk by man

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEgugBsGwaI

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haiku

books haiku

 

the books I once bought

now faded, yellowed, musty

where did my time go?

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haiku

company

 

there's a spider in my bathroom

and a mouse in my kitchen

a moth in my bedroom

and something in the loft -

who says I live alone?

 

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kiss haiku

 

your skin was like milk

your kiss was a butterfly

then love disappeared

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haiku

ghazal - under grass

 

The lane winds on, it’s overgrown with grass

Too dark for daisies, ivy crawls through grass

 

The rusty swing stands creaking like a ghost

The rabbit hutch sits empty in the grass

 

The gate hangs off its hinges, hesitates

Mildew adorns glass panes, like slimey grass

 

Children don’t come now, keeping a secret

Sweets are no longer hidden in the gras...

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Ghazal

a little journey

 

Yours was a little journey

Barely from A to B

You never ventured very far

You chose to stay with me

A paw laid gently on my hand

Told more than any tale

A purring presence on my bed

Your charm could never fail

You always were a slinky girl

So sooty black and chic

My gemma, little witchy cat

You always were unique

The garden is your bed now, ...

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catlove

sarah beaney

 

I wish I was like Sarah Beaney

She’s strong and she’s tough and she’s cute

She’s got those great tits

And that intriguing lip

I wish I was like Sarah Beaney

 

Oh I wish I could be Sarah Beaney

She’s sexy and funny and smart

She’s never afraid of mistakes that she’s made

She knows everything

She’s the queen she’s the king

Oh I wish I could be Sar...

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girl crush

chocolate

 

come live with me

in a chocolate house

with a chocolate cat

and a chocolate mouse

there’s a chocolate garden

and a chocolate path

we’ll drink hot chocolate in our chocolate bath

the roof will be made of Toblerone

the windows made from lollypops

we’ll have a Milky Bar telephone

and a chocolate trolley to take to the shops

we’ll have After Eigh...

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lovechocolate

dirty dog

first memory

wanting something

I couldn’t have

 

out with grandma

saw a toy dog

grey and dirty

lying in the gutter

I wanted him

 

and grandma

my accomplice

took him home

to her flat

and let me play

with him

 

mum came back 

from having

her hair done

little dog was seen

 

for the first time

my mot...

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childhood

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