Bemused and Confused

I am so hurt and completely confused

Walking around, dazed and bemused

Once again, I trusted and cared

Private feelings I did share

My heart opens, like it has never before

Now I am lying on the floor

I gave everything I had

It was all good and no bad

I loved like there’s no tomorrow

Now I am filled with pain and sorrow

I was patient to th...

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CHAINS

Nothing in life comes easy to me

It’s a struggle to try and break free

From the chains that hold me tight

And further enhance my plight.

Everything I do just holds me down

I can’t have a smile, only a frown

To decide just like that

Would just bring me even more crap

I think carefully before I do wrong

But I am just singing the same old song

I don’t understan...

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Deep inside me
Buried in my soul
There's a giant storm
Raging out of control

Everything is entangled
In the winds without direction
Everything lost their place
Because of the destruction

Feelings became broken
In the shadow of fears
And I lose in seconds
What I won in years

Desires became fragments
Being slashed by my doubts
Their light disappears
In this eternal blackout

M...

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In silence my tears whisper agonizing words

Tears that have names, faces,

wounds saturated with lies;

the ignored pain of indifference

that becomes ungrateful before my eyes

nullifying what I wish to achieve...

It's not like I crossed this threshold because I wanted to,

it’s the false truth of a world of injustice,

sinking in a mud of mirage,

in indolence…

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here’s to the afterlife —

what fate does the day after The Last Day hold?

doubt ,

doubt consumes man’s faith .

down into the depths of the pit

my mind descends ,

down to the caverns ,

the walls closing in .

the light dwindles ,

crushed under the weight of this apparent reality .

hopeless and helpless ,

lonely and tired .

beaten down by the endless sorrow .

di...

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Sometimes I can

rail against it,

sometimes it

conquers me.

Sometimes I hide

it well, other

days the fatigue

of fighting it shows.

Some people

Sympathize,

Empathize

Others say,

"Get over Yourself."

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My head and heart feel heavy
My legs restless 
Can't sit still
Can't sleep
Black mascara rivers
Stained cheeks
Chapped skin on my lips
Forced smiles
Inconsolable sobs
Heaving shoulders
Sadness 
Missing you
 

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My brother

called you back

from the edge

of death.

But you were

in so much

pain, and you

had suffered enough.

We said good bye,

My Mother, My Sister,

My Brother and I.

We held each

other and we

did cry.

The day that

you left us.

The day

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By : Ali Taha Alnobani

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Sweet Heart we

used to make love,

now all we

do is fight.

I cry myself

to sleep

many a night.

I'm angry with you,

I think maybe

you're having

an affair.

You're angry with

me, cause you say

emotionally I'm

not there.

I guard my

heart, because

...

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