Rudyard Kooistra on
12 hours ago
The thought of you alone, only a spirit no physical mechanisms to communicate although I suppose you thought that through?
Maybe you were born knowing and it was your purpose a secret between God and you
Maybe you tried so hard to ignore the pain
Scared of your thoughts fears of insane
Did you know something that no-one else did
Had this planned since you were a kid ?
Wednesday 7th April 2021 3:57 pm
"You have been here a few days now",
"Since Saturday", she replied
"And why did you come in here?"
"Because I attempted suicide"
She didn't have any worries,
She wasn't sad or happy,
It was blank, emotionless state,
Nothing to do, nothing got her interest,
Now been quite a few time living through this noiseless rhyme,
It was like a vegetative state, living in her mi...
Friday 19th February 2021 6:15 pm
(Originally song lyrics for a friend, wrote after the tragic suicide of Chester Bennington)
In the backstreets of my mind
I kicked a ball against a wall
It bounced into a neighbours yard,
Where, I cut my hand upon a shard
of glass that glittered in the sun,
Into my mind again I'd run
And wake within this broken life
Upon my wrist I held a kni...
Saturday 9th January 2021 2:26 pm