Poetry Blog by FruFru
Big Sal on The Story Of My Heart (Tue, 28 Aug 2018 08:00 pm)
Big Sal on I Could Love You (Tue, 28 Aug 2018 07:58 pm)
I will go on with my life,
like I would never know you.
Like I did before we met,
when I didn't know you.
I was careless, I was free,
not realizing round the corner,
something is waiting for me.
There was you. There were nice things.
Now it is over and I go on,
looking for a new corner to come. By.
Monday 13th April 2020 10:03 pm
What is this empty feeling again inside me?
Ahh...it's you again.
Yes, you come to mind from time to time.
At that time in the past...I could swore I don't but...
now every new thought makes me doubt.
Is it possible I really loved you?
Naaaah but I knew this could never work.
The past me is more clever than present me.
I wish I could skip these 10 years....
Monday 23rd December 2019 9:57 pm
You still mention me in conversations,
just like you would have the right to judge me.
I did not set all my sides free, honey,
your knowledge is exactly as I wanted it to be.
One day bothered you my questions,
should I just stared at the wall when with you?
Another time you didn't like how I treat others,
what real harm did I actually do?
The other day you th...
Sunday 1st December 2019 11:09 pm
Here I am losing,
The moment I naively denied,
You said you don't want to see,
more of me.
The words you typed,
should set me free.
I only feel deep pain.
Should have known...
But I didn't see,
Wasn't able to recognize,
how fucked up you really are.
Memoring is the worst,
when did we get this fa...
Friday 15th March 2019 10:24 pm
I think about it all the time...
the sweet temptation,
wrapping my thoughts around the mind
I am wondering
How many books I need to read?
How many courses yet take...!?
to hold the leash...
- control the bitch!
She is a mess, she is wild...
I gasp from her ideas saying:
Oh, no you didn't...
- she is destructive!
But God! I...
Monday 26th November 2018 9:47 pm
Yes, I am guilty!
Guilty of possesivness...exactly like you said!
Of being too loud and not collected...
I didn't figure it out yet!
I am thinking long enough...about this song.
Want to make it proud and fierce,
but only sadness comes along.
Gosh! You two have no idea,
how many times I cried, felt like a doormat!
My memory was showing pictuers,
of your lovely, litt...
Monday 22nd October 2018 7:24 pm
One love replaces another.
That's how things work, you claim.
And the: "It will never get better.",
is a line, which should be banned.
You draw every day like a painter.
You draw smiles on sad people's faces.
In our hearts we call you 'dear'.
I'd go with you anywhere!
You've moved me!
I love that logic of yours.
Admire your eager and happy mind!...
Monday 27th August 2018 9:48 pm
I live in a world that often surprise me.
Where you have to stand on your own if you wanna survive,
where emotions are a bad thing and someone who plays with them is categorized as 'the funniest person alive', (and it's your fault anyway cause on scale of -627-0 you feel five)
where the highest value is to get laid before you at home hug your wife,
and where dogs are appreciated more...
Saturday 7th April 2018 5:28 pm
On the other side of you is me.
Then on my left and on your right is her.
Tight with strings that pull us closer,
If you touch her, I die.
If I touch her, you die.
Unable to admit ourselves,
situation makes us lie.
Telling everyone: 'I am fine.'
only to keep my friends with me.
So I am just smiling...
and drinking poisoned wine.
It contains ...
Monday 22nd January 2018 9:25 pm
Sometimes I want to wake up in someone else's skin.
To see how differnetly smells the world in other bodies,
...or is the feeling just the same?
Maybe you do feel like me. Better? Maybe worse?
I wonder how is it like to be her. Him. Everyone.
The feeling that will never be known for me...but one thing is for sure.
Death comes for all of us!
So why wasting time across the ...
Friday 1st September 2017 9:44 am
My heart is strong as steel.
Although it shivers and I cry.
It should've stopped at birth,
but it refused to die.
Love made a hole into it,
but now it's looking differently on you!
Do you really think survival of three surgeries
can't survive a flu?
It watches people leave,...
realizing everybody goes away...
But it blindly trusts and puts a new heartbeat...
Sunday 18th June 2017 11:38 pm
I'd give anything to turn back time...
I'd do anything to change your mind...
I'd say anything to make you stay...
I struggle with those sad feelings all day.
'You remember when...?' That's how my depression starts.
Need to stop remembering.
I feel like I'll never be happy again. As long as memories excist.
Love hurts. Dot. Pain pain pain. 'Oh I think I might be ok.' ...
Thursday 6th April 2017 10:18 pm
How my first year of college feels like?
It's a big bag of junk. Mostly junk. In the bag are also some things I know and like. Old friends, old jokes, old sympathy strike.
Mixed together I have to take the pieces out. One by one. On daily light. No idea what I'll get. But somehow...I have to make sense out of that.
Don't ask me why...don't ask me how. I feel like nothing I've experienc...
Monday 23rd January 2017 9:55 pm
I can't act like I don't CARE,
MISS or FEEL.
Don't think I am weak because of it.
And not ashamed.
I just do. I do miss you.
And even if I don't wish to kiss you anymore,
sleep with you and cry beside you...
And even if I am saying I am over....
I do miss you as a friend...
...behind your back is where I stand.
You told me:
once I am done, I am done forever....
Tuesday 17th January 2017 11:51 pm
Small, bright sparkles on the sky,
number of distance way too high.
Too long to reach, too hard to find,
their lonely souls and loving mind.
The only leaf on river floats,
his sorrow speaks some quiet notes.
If you would listen carefully...
the wind will sing, leaf miss the tree.
This little proofs of solitude,
can perfectly describe my mood.
I'm not a st...
Friday 13th January 2017 11:55 pm
No general, no goverment,
no any God or Normality
can not take control over me
I am the Free Catastrophe.
No one tells me what to do,
maybe I am under all standards
but any teachers, preachers or manners
won't stuff in my head unanswered answers!
I don't take shit from anyone anymore
I don't bend my knee
I don't care if they like me or not
only one thing coun...
Wednesday 21st September 2016 11:03 pm
I am pondering on you
we are in bed in your dark bedroom.
That's the thing I like to do
cause I just can't stop loving you.
Your fragrant smell makes me feel safe.
Your voice calms me down for days.
Your warm body keeps me close.
You are my best ever-heard noise.
But in this dark, secretive night
a hunch is running through my mind.
How long friendship like t...
Monday 19th September 2016 11:53 am
You only see yourself
like there is no one else!
How fair this seems to you?
There's nothing I can do.
Do you realize you have the power to hurt me?
Do you realize the mood I am in at the end of the day depens on you?
There is no such pain as missing somebody.
You know this kind of pain,
you feel it too.
Something is a joke to you
but deep down it smarts.
Not a mi...
Friday 16th September 2016 5:06 pm
I was lying next to you,
wanted to hug you, couldn't do.
Thinking about all our past,
wondering what future has.
You were moody, did not like,
we have to lie this close all night.
Besides your Crush slept on the bed
and I was your cock-blocking thread.
Nothing but nights of this kind,
made me realize love is blind.
Emotions dance a devil's jive,
Bitch tries to...
Saturday 20th August 2016 4:59 pm
The Girl who will never care!
But it is tempting cause it's rare.
She could be sweet, rough or adoring,
but for sure she can't be boring.
Her body is hot and you are caught
in Her smile, in Her style.
She is everything you're not,
with Her stands comma, where should dot.
Love is a game and there is no rules,
but be aware of molecules.
They can fuck up things a bit,
the Girl can also...
Thursday 28th July 2016 11:21 am