Touch
missing you is not something I do quite often,
but when i do,all i miss is your warmth and touch.
your words were anyways a lie,
but your touch did made me feel alive when i felt dead.
-k.d
Sunday 19th July 2020 10:26 pm
Soldier of my own life
My heart has gone through so much,
Just like soldiers on battlefield.
Wounds of broken promises and lies,
Just like wounds suffered by swords.
Wanted to lose hope but stood strong,
Just like warriors who stay strong till their last breath.
k.d
Tuesday 7th July 2020 9:56 pm
Journey
it's funny how everything can change in just a second.
Now when I look back,
I can clearly see how far I've come.
And when I look ahead,
I know there's still a long journey ahead.
k.d
Tuesday 7th July 2020 9:55 pm
touch
after all these months
I may have decided to let you go
because we both know we never belonged to each other
but deep down I still crave for your touch
your fingers carefully moving around my body
your smokey lips on mine
my head laying on your chest, your hands caressing my hair away from my eyes
your arms embracing my tiny body and you saying sweet things in my ears till I f...
Monday 29th June 2020 8:34 pm
let go
Spent too much time in the void between staying and letting go, I choose to let go.
To let go all the emotions, all the pain, all the hate you made me experience.
To let go all the love I have for you, all the memories I made with you.
YES! I choose to let you go.
YES! I choose myself above you.
-k.d
Monday 29th June 2020 2:31 pm
wanted
wanted to cry,
but smiled,
wanted to talk,
but stayed silent.
wanted to feel happy,
but endured all the pain.
wanted to live,
but died.
k.d
Tuesday 23rd June 2020 10:10 am
SHE
when out
she was known for her
goofiness,
infectious smile,
non stop chattering
and childish charisma.
but inside the walls of her room
she was the one,
with puffy red eyes,
bloody wrists,
broken heart,
and lost soul.
k.d
Tuesday 23rd June 2020 9:42 am
smile
when the world continued to move,
she was stuck in her life.
she wanted to move on,
but her body felt numb.
she wanted to live,
yet she felt like dying.
she was losing all her hopes,
yet she dint give up.
she was hurting badly,
yet she kept on fighting.
and now when she looks back,
all the pain is long gone,
and there's this smile on her...
Monday 22nd June 2020 10:48 am
LIFE
WE ARE BORN,
TO DIE.
WE FALL,
TO STAND.
WE LOSE,
TO WIN.
WE BREAK,
TO HEAL.
STOP CRIBBING,
AND START LIVING.
COZ THAT'S WHAT LIFE IS MY FRIEND.
LIVE TILL YOU HAVE TIME.
k.d
Monday 22nd June 2020 10:35 am
You wanted to live
Pressure was too much
Pain was unbearable
You tried tried
But you failed to heal
You were worth all of it
But they made you feel de trop
You just wanted to be happy
But all they gave you was sadness
You wanted someone to comfort you
But all they gave you was negligence
You wanted to live
But soon they made you dead
...
Tuesday 16th June 2020 6:32 pm
BUT PLEASE GIVE YOURSELF A CHANCE!
Please don't abuse yourself
i know it's suffocating you
I know the pain is unbearable
and you want everything to just end
Please put that knife away
it's for chopping vegetables
not for ripping apart your wrists
Please throw that rope away
its for hanging clothes
not your precious soul
I know it's hurting you
i know it's bad
But pleas...
Monday 15th June 2020 12:50 am
love for myself
i dont need money
i dont need fame
i need no people
my love for myself is enough to bring me
joy and smile.
k.d
Sunday 14th June 2020 10:12 pm
I’m grateful
I’m grateful for
breathing
fighting
healing
smiling
I’m grateful I chose to live.
k.d
Sunday 14th June 2020 3:08 pm
COMPARISON
You compare yourself with me,
You tell the world I am wrong.
When you were the one who cheated since day 1,
And I was the who stayed loyal even when I had reasons not to be one.
I loved you unintentionally ,
You betrayed me all intentionally.
I healed you,
You broke me.
I heard you out,
You neglected me.
I stood by your side,
You left m...
Sunday 14th June 2020 7:40 am
you!
I was calling your name,
but you kept on walking.
I just wanted to hold your hand,
but you pushed me away.
I was dying there,
but you dint even bother to look back.
And when i left,
all you wanted was me to come back.
k.d
Sunday 14th June 2020 12:47 am
SO I LIVED!
i loved the feeling of blood flowing down my wrists,
the sensation of pain used to make me feel alive.
i was not afraid to lose my life,
because i was already long lost.
thoughts of killing my ownself dint scare me,
beacuse death was my only desire.
people used to say i am going crazy,
but they never felt my pain.
i tried, i tried so many times,
to li...
Sunday 14th June 2020 12:22 am
Was it so hard to love her?
She was broken,
her soul was falling apart.
You were the cause,
yet she kept on loving you.
She took all the pain, all the suffering,
in hope that you'll change one day.
Months passed by,
and her soul became hollow.
She was getting suffocated,
but all she craved was your love.
You betrayed her not once not twice but so many times,
but she t...
Saturday 13th June 2020 8:14 pm
FIRST LOVE
I would be lying if i say I didn’t miss you
Because deep inside i know i did
You were the love of my live
But soon I realised it was best to let you go
Pain was piercing my soul with each passing day
And it was time for me to say my last goodbyes to you
It’s been two years and
Life has been good lately no pain no sorrow
But deep inside the thought of you st...
Saturday 13th June 2020 7:07 pm
YES! I AM READY FOR IT.
Now when i look back to my life after all these years of pain and sorrow,
only to realise that how far i have come.
Looking back to my older dark soul,
i am proud of my growth.
I am just 20 and i know there's a long long road ahead,
and i am ready for it.
This one last look to my past,
with teary eyes and a bright smile.
Now i am leaving behind my past, ...
Friday 12th June 2020 9:58 pm
Pain
I was reading a story
When i felt a sudden spark of pain in my heart
I was feeling like someone was piercing needles deep inside my soul
It was unbearable and tears were rolling down
I closed my eyes, it was all dark
And then i saw you
I tried opening my eyes but I couldn’t
Because deep inside I still wanted to see you for maybe one last time even when nothing was real
B...
Friday 12th June 2020 9:14 pm
Everything is right yet it’s not!
Sometimes even when everything is right
Nothing feels right
Everything is complete
But deep down all you feel is emptiness
Your life is going smooth
But all you feel is sadness
You’re happy
But all you do is cry
You don’t know the reason
But all you feel is pain enduring you
You don’t want to give up
But all you do is losing hope
...
Friday 12th June 2020 9:07 pm
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