I make myself suffer in subtle ways.
In constantly drinking the worst flavor of Monster Energy.
In dragging smoke into my lungs time and time again.
In breaking promises to myself, to my friends.
In failing all my classes.
In not taking my meds.
In falling in love with two of my best friends.
In refusing to tell anybody any of this.
Pain tastes so much better in ...
Monday 11th October 2021 9:20 am
I fell expecting she would catch me before I sunk into the dark hole of my own wishes and beliefs.
As i fell,
Thoughts and questions ran through my head.
What is love?
It's a feeling of deep affection,
But this love is more of a fatal attraction.
When you love someone more than they will ever love you,
It becomes more like envy and fuel that feeds into your hopes and dreams of ...
Saturday 1st June 2019 1:59 am
It was warm but not hot
With a bit of a breeze
He slipped on his loafers
And stepped out with ease
She chose the red flats
And a light airy dress
But sure to impress
They agreed upon eight
At the local estab
He rode the bus
She took a cab
A quick drink and a smoke
Then they headed down
To the carnival
That had just come to to...
Wednesday 1st May 2019 9:17 pm
I liked the way he looked at me
Like I was the only thing he could see
or that was worth looking at.
I liked the smile he made for me
A tailored face, specifically
to tell me what he couldn't say.
I liked the things that went unsaid
The message in the nod, the tilt of his head,
the eye contact held too long.
I liked his arms, skin brushing skin
Friday 18th January 2019 6:05 pm
This is me
I still can’t quite believe it’s true
It hasn’t been
too long ago
when I stood up and let you know
I wanted you
to hear from me
that I loved you, you said:
I’ve known a while
it’s not your fault, not mine, but “us”
is not something that’s happening
my words are painful, but they’re real
I’m sorry, I ap...
Wednesday 23rd May 2018 2:49 pm
You must know
Life is not a show
You go up, you go down
But stop acting like a clown
You may pretend you don't care
Anyway you know what we share
Every time we both meet
We're falling in love a little bit
I do love you but never said
I'll still be like a shade
Will be watching all your moves
One day you'll see it proves
That the one from the past
Was always first to give h...
Monday 28th December 2015 8:05 am
I write things about you
I love to write things about you
I always want to write about you
Ever since I saw your smile
Feelings of hapiness begins to pile
Ever since I heard you laugh
My heart became familiar of this unknown "stuff"
I knew right then and there
This feeling will even get deeper
And then one unexpected day,
Our gaze met... Oh Hey!
My heart beats...
Tuesday 22nd September 2015 12:01 pm
By: Ali Taha Alnobani
I'm to leave now
A tall ghost is carrying my bag
A long street is walking behind me
A mad merchant bought my smiles
And no water to renew the dusk
I can't have my step begun
Even if the rain washed my tears
I'm to leave now
Can I have a deep look at your eyes?
Can I take my dreams, your smile
And my dried red rose?...
Wednesday 6th March 2013 7:33 pm
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