I didnt do it
That pain in your chest when your crying at night tears pure white
Show me the pain and insecurities you continue to shoulder
So i can come in like the rude friend that doesnt ask to come over
Knock shit over
Running in the dark until I fall off the worlds edge whose missing me anyway
I think about that everyday falling asleep waking up still in darkness
Trying to harness
...Saturday 4th September 2021 6:06 am
Contradicting
Power is a word that I havent seen used properly
You take that same anger and let it build
Lets be honest we do not know what the truth is until we hear it somewhere else
A deaf man can hear the difference in the tone of our conversations
I been looking foward to the end and i can not help it
Its easier to play the cards you picked and werent dealt with
Im confused on what yo...
Thursday 8th July 2021 6:24 pm
Dark Symphony
Where is that car going ?
And why is it getting so cold
Im not sold on this thing called life just yet
Its a hate crime to be stuck here in this hell hole
Pain is digging deep in my soul
Lately ive been on cloud 9 waiting to rain back down
Get wiped off the windshield splattered on the ground
Oh put it in reverse run back around
Those tires aint nothing but the continous...
Wednesday 7th July 2021 6:54 pm
Eventually
Maybe soon or suddenly
With unyielding feelings
Do tell me your hear me
Dont run
Is there really a cure for a lostness in ones soul
A map that takes you to your deepest darkest corners
I assure you the journey is well spent
Money trees that grow green and let it rain to the poverty
I'll walk past it like I've had it my whole life
Eventually Ill kill the doubt that pla...
Wednesday 16th June 2021 9:34 pm
Compressed
This aint over look at me and tell me you love me and wont walk away
If my neck breaks to look back and see that your still there tell me what shackles hold me
You said you loved it forever and ever thats what you told me
Insomnia or
A forever dream
I dont know which one sounds more enticing
The dark is getting brighter as the light approaches
Tuesday 1st June 2021 2:57 pm
Walk
Take a step
Fall back let the situation rise to its climax
If im going to see death i want to hold her hand and walk off into the sunset
We stop by to see sleep around the corner
I got left on sleep front door homeless
Woke up a brand new owner
New life new pain and new steps to becoming better
Walking into the sunset till it set fire
Transforming my personality till it...
Tuesday 1st June 2021 2:53 pm
Puddles
Why did you leave when the rain started dont you need a umbrella?
Do you need me to be your umbrella for todays showers
I will give you that I rather walk in the rain
With you through a thousand hurricanes
Just to splash in puddles with you again
Friday 14th May 2021 5:53 am
I Never Loved You
Let it rain tonight the streets are so dry and ragged
Would you really be intrested in dancing out here in this rain
Pitter pat tip tap
Its wild how you listen to idle chit chat
Shoes that dont fit no but they come with nails in them
And that mile you walk has glass broken on the streets
Im so happy im not looking for that love anymore
Im so glad i dont get excited by that w...
Tuesday 19th January 2021 7:09 pm
Sleep with me
Stay with me dont leave me in this dark valley
Lay on my emotions pet them tell them it can all go away
Everytime im sleepless i have images of our times coming and going
Eventually youll walk in that fire and understand the burning
Peoplw will walk in an ember from hell just to find out where your going
Will we fall to our senses and stumble down lonely park drive
I see the s...
Tuesday 19th January 2021 4:21 pm
Every Part of You
I want every part of you on me
Catch my rhythm baby
Let me pound you to the beats of our hearts till our souls get lost
Lets find them in each others eyes
Give me something to play with somewhere to start
Tell me where you want me to finish
That climax we been chasing is within our reach
Why are you running from me entering your domain we have been here to many times
Maybe ...
Sunday 10th January 2021 4:48 am
Coming Back
Sweet love you got something i havent had before and im a lover you just cant ignore
Hold your hands and open doors
Amazing thats what you are in every tense of the world
You give me butterflies in the dead of winter
And in the summer time i get flurries
Feeling the beaming of the sun hitting my face in the morning
You sleeping to the beating of my chest
Waking up to me car...
Saturday 9th January 2021 3:50 pm
Hidden Gems
There it goes
Somewhere
Off in the distance where nobody can see me
I'll take time to write my symphony
Every word is an earthquake of emotion rumbling your spectrum
Hear the soul's beat and become what I've always imagined
You have seen what I love and became what I hated
If it was something that was mistaken I could say i hate what i created
Pain did not end it but ha...
Monday 28th December 2020 4:18 am
Unsent Love Letter
This was my last reach my last time telling you that i dont, and telling you i cannot
I walked the walk and talked the talk and found out the other side aint that green
You decided that love aint gone dance on the floor Its not going to sing no more not going to go the mile for me
Do you think i hate the moments I remember.... every step on the payvment
Why you think the sun doesnt sh...
Tuesday 24th November 2020 5:39 pm
Loving You
Loving you is easy because your you
Loving you ain't hard because all I want is you
Walking through fire was easy I get chills from you
Crossing the ocean was light swim cause I get and extra push from you
Getting the stars and moon for you wasnt a impossible thing cause this love gives me wings
My words they beautiful they take after you
My rhythm is amazing it took all you...
Thursday 22nd October 2020 11:02 pm
Temptations
Most of the hell I went through is when I walked on egg shells
When I grew up I picked those up and gave them hell, you were a temporary breath
Coming in and going out I hate that I want to hold you in knowing I gotta spit you out
Yes it hurts we all feel pain and I hold the sword that stabbed us both
Its not easy to be king it's easy to me that's why you won't understand
To sub...
Thursday 22nd October 2020 10:48 pm
Hate You
Bet you think I hate you like the moon hates the sun
But how can I hate you? Unless you feel like you earned it love
I cant get time back but i can go take a watch back
I cant get love back but i can free myself from your trap
Lonely isnt bad
A tree can grow into a forest, or does it die alone and lay there and dwiddle
If you hate me im fine like wine ill always get better with...
Friday 16th October 2020 1:16 pm
New Life
I pictured pain in its true settings
And i see you sitting in a chair arms folded head dazed
I bet the lies that you told sit on your soul
They fester and twiddle their thumbs
Those hours on end that were just used for our own evils
And the devils that danced and the fire that pranced
Walking on the yellow brick road covered in ashes from the last fire
Doesnt look so bright ...
Friday 9th October 2020 10:36 pm
Sex with the Devil
Happiness in those eyes
No more pain in those eyes
Never a lie told to me because what you got to lie for
Arms open ears turned body language focused
I got something to say and I need you to hear it but my mouth won’t speak it
If the relationship falls it’s because our love holds it up
It stops and starts our love stutters it needs some helping up
I love the unknown I need to ...
Monday 20th July 2020 6:58 pm
I hate you
Yes I choose to be what I am anytime I make these decisions
I hate that I am the beast the feasts on your weaknesses and give into my gluttony
But I’m not all at fault and if I was would you fall into those cracks just to find my happiness
Or would you say it was unnecessary because you can find yours at the end of that fictional rainbow you so love to look at
If the world cracks apart...
Monday 20th July 2020 6:34 pm
Ignorance
I am that pain you hide that fact that resides in the river of your thoughts
That sly feeling you get when you throw on that coat ready look in the mirror and smirk
The same embodiment when you look at that girl and she lifts up that skirt
Or when you see that one guy who has been eyeing you ordering that same drink slipping his desire into it when you turn your head
Have you forgotte...
Wednesday 20th November 2019 2:21 am
Morningstar
Hello my beautiful morningstar
My pleasure that i hold dear to myself
Who's beauty I hold to my self
I am the devil and i have deal to make before you waste your beauty here
Walk this green earth ignorant to pains existence or swim in your emotions and lose yourself like an ordinary human?
Does it not intrest you in what you could truely become a love a pillar of light in the dark
...Sunday 23rd June 2019 6:11 am
Rib
Impossible to be separated
This love wont be mitigated
You wont be disappointed, if i see rain i wont go there
Take me to the side when we met
When i seen you on that last step
Who would of thought that was the first step into happiness
We have came and went so many times ive watched you move from here to there
With nothing but each others best intrest in mind
We shot in...
Monday 4th June 2018 6:47 am
Painless Torture
This night oh this dark and lovely night where the moon dances with my eyes and till the sun rises again
I have not felt a pain so uneasy as this in years it brings me to the edge of my seat
My heart wont miss a beat
The heavier my eyes grow the more the night glows
And I must refuse to sleep
Body exhausted and my mind a bottomless pit of potential
Thinking of things of old and n...
Monday 23rd April 2018 6:22 pm
Dont Stop
To long we focused on getting here now you want to take your time
No lets take it off now put your problems on the floor let our bodies go to war some how when you lay next to
My body reaches its exctasy I feel pleasure in the way w eundress and stare into each others vanity.. you see my vulnerablities and make my mind go weak
But thats not enough lay down let my warmth envelope yours a...
Sunday 28th January 2018 4:42 am
Poetry
Its not in me but it speaks to mine directly contradicting my every decision
I see a bad choice in actions i cant even see that as a lack of wisdom, i take it more as a detour
To my land of freedom a place thats all peace and no waste
Where all energy has a place and the face of love is seen and worshiped like the way it should be
But ode to you and yours that find that love in bet...
Sunday 28th January 2018 3:54 am
Mountain flower
I was walking pushing my soul into the floor when i seen a flower something ive seen many times before
It was gorgeous a true beauty to behold
And innocent much like me when i was 10 years old
Its petals were like mirrors reflecting the truths and the past
Its leaves were so well concealed they were one with the grass
But there was one thing oh so unique
The center of the flo...
Friday 28th July 2017 9:56 am
Emotional Prostitute
Every heart wants somethings thats harder to get
Like looking for that rainbow in the desert
Or the dry spot in the rain forest
But no some people are hunters
They prey on your weak emotions while you pray for acceptance
You could stand up for them while they stain your name when your down
That same stain will be seen around town
Looking for love no im just a corner hoe for ...
Wednesday 28th June 2017 11:05 am
Hole in the ground
I was walking and i fell in a hole in the ground
Its not like i wasnt paying attention
I was aware of every sight touch and sound
Panicking i could or yelling is a option
But i rather sit here and think how did i get here
Ive ran into the headlights of life while watching deer
Is the world still moving is time still ticking
Am i being to unattentive because i fell in this ho...
Sunday 8th January 2017 3:59 am
Wrote a Symphony
I dreamed i wrote a poem with words wisdom and notes of beauty
Somthing so sound it could of woke sleeping beauty the queen of the east
Joined hands with the demon of the west when i write it's not to write at you i got a pen and paper how could i attack you
What cause words hurt
I mean they tickle a little but action is what makes a mistake
You wanted something calling you out i...
Sunday 27th November 2016 6:52 am
Running Trains
The last man last time looking
How far has he come and where is he looking
His bag is getting heavy he feels a little tired
The kids stop just to admire
His stature, Thier parents tell them dont stare please
But all this makes the man feel at ease
He grabs his ticket like a eagle grabbing its prey
The teller guesses this man had a really long day
Trench coat thick black gl...
Thursday 24th November 2016 7:49 am
Memories
The best role played on screen aint on screen
And life aint as pretty as it seems a beautiful dream of a ghetto where the grass aint that green
But the life of a few young me with a pistol that they want to bang
And they still think a black man hangs.. in the balance no it hangs in what if's and what of's
What if he picked up that book instead of that gun that teach bullets to fly an...
Sunday 20th November 2016 3:22 am
Get it back
it takes time to realize watches only tick with every step you take
And earthquakes only last as long as reality refuses to shake
I can sit her and talk about calmities and pretend like they help shape my world
the only thing that shakes my inner makings and make all of my pieces stick together is that sticky thing love
It has me feeling invincible to harm and invisible to the negati...
Saturday 8th October 2016 8:43 pm
Me myself and I (Closed)
O what i wonderful day for me to wake up only to wait and see what horror lies ahead
I shall not falter but tread lightly on this thin line and proceed to go on with my day
Let me put on my boots work my hours long but fulfilling
Learn my job hard but where I can achieve greatness but first i must be great
Talented as such myself will show me more behind the closed door
I lie on...
Thursday 29th September 2016 6:23 pm
Open (neglected)
When its late and the rain pours and i wonder whos curves are at the door
Id rather ring you until you open wider while i fall deep inside yah
Am i wrong to have fantasies and longings to give you long things
Put you on your side to hear your moaning
Feeling like a rock stuck in a pipe waiting to burst when it get to tight
Let that water drip and make wave that echos to the mornin...
Thursday 29th September 2016 10:37 am
Last call
Its the final curtain lets see who was acting and who really hurting
A burning desire to be a follower no matter the case
Instead of showing some back bone you rather limp home with your tail tucked between your legs
I bet you thought you was big dog on campus till you seen a real monkey act up
Even a rose got thorns dont think a beauty cant defend itself
You got grass thinking...
Monday 12th September 2016 9:42 am
Pitch Black (hit&run)
Maybe my last step
Im not turning on lights
I wanna walk blind
Maybe fall in the road
See a falling star going 80 miles an hour
But it all moves slow
Why move i like it here
No pain i cant feel a thing
Im content why go?
i bet if i jump wave around ill scare it
and its all mine so i wont share it
come ill show you where depression lies
in a 2005 chevy lights
...Monday 5th September 2016 9:43 am
Depending
I hate the arguging and the cursing
The fist fights using words and
The long walk through the fire aint no beach over here
Its just a pilliar of mixed emotions waiting to get knocked down
Im not gone hold it up lets see how long faith keeps it up
Now im the one laying with a frown
You disappointed fine i get it but that dont mean you dont tell the shopkeeper wassup
You still...
Monday 5th September 2016 9:27 am
The Call pt one
Hey hello how do you work this damn thing
I never had a problem till you walked in
What a shame i was a better man
Then i let curiosity take its chance but its amazing do you agree
Is the line busy
Dont matter you grabbed me by the throat with a rope now im waiting on you to hang up on me
Im the same one they left hanging when it was cold out chilling on the backstreet
No...
Thursday 1st September 2016 7:30 am
Lonely Devil
I hear you screaming at me
Haunting my good dreams
While snuggling deep into my bad ones
If i ever had one
I dont believe in dancing with the devil cause he got two left feet
Why dance for him when he could dance for me
Play puppet with the weak minded
Manipulation of the strong wheeled
Till they roll down a hill
Offering no brakes or breaks for that deal
You w...
Tuesday 23rd August 2016 10:06 am
Walk Away
How cold can you be
Shut a door with no handle on my side
Shut me out like i just couldnt produce
Got me all me shaken like i seen my worse fear
But it is not on eight legs or a world without a sun
A world without my sun
The light that brighten my days
The lips that enclose my pain
The ears that listen to my fortune
The eyes that see my best
The curves that i driv...
Tuesday 9th August 2016 6:19 am
Dancing on the moon
You can hear the pitter patter of little feet
But they are stomping on the clouds when it rains
And know its pouring and every tear the sky shares you feel that pain
Its not the best feeling but you cant run
Dont you think we know your playing up there fishing for stars and cooking with the big dipper
Catching fire flys then throwing them across the sky making us make false wishes
...Tuesday 9th August 2016 6:00 am
A Queen She Is
Dont think i dont watch you from a distance and dream what is
or look from up close to see whats a far
No rock no stone shall be over turned
For this queen has earned her turn
Fall down trust me to catch you and hold you tight
When you have nothing left i wil tell you its alright
A face as warm as the sun with a deamonr like ice
Or maybe a spirit free like the winds on a kit...
Tuesday 9th August 2016 5:46 am
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