Addictions, things that make me happy.
Things that used to make me happy are now my addictions.
I was a few bizarre episodes in, triggers called for introspection.
I reviewed the list and there are some additions,
“Just one more”, procrastination is a binding spell for all.
Its five cans deep without recognition its a blind habit,
“I will stop” this is a review of hypocrisy, it's...
Wednesday 3rd November 2021 4:40 am
“No mere human cannot stand in a fire and not be consumed.” ~ Christabel LaMotte
Consume the news,
be confused, sing the blues, blow a fuse.
Consume potions, from drugs to Netflix,
get lost in the Matrix.
Consume social media,
group-think Expedia, personal-connection anemia.
become one with the savior.
Monday 7th September 2020 12:50 am
Taking to the ocean
distance put between
my flippant will
and things to conquer
tugging at my sleeve
Turning, turning, turning
from that incessant chasing
the bay recedes, city lights
swallowed by the horizon
Test me, am I strong enough?
I try not to be broken
daily trials so choking
can I survive them?
At night, rocking in the wav...
Wednesday 25th December 2019 12:53 pm
When the eyes do the wine effect,
When the lips turn aroma on…
When the halo transmits magnetism
My mind thinks a hundred times,
How she would be in real?
I mostly happen to see her image,
And there she is defying every age.
Miracle born, miraculous charm
She stirs me from beneath…
And I simply wonder who she is!
Novel attraction or a cute tease,
Wednesday 6th November 2019 10:55 am
A desire stronger than the weight of the world, nothing in life matters more than the intake of poison, fogged mind and clouded vision,
Tell Me What's Love Compared To Addiction
controlled by controlled substance your own worst enemy living physically but empty mentally,
Happiness Depleted Unless Using Of Course My Best Friend Is My Drug Of Choice
scared of facing withdrawals to much p...
Friday 24th May 2019 7:15 am
I live on the dark side
of the moon
in the crescent blue.
I live my life in reverse,
hamster on the wheel.
Time passes still.
leaves me stranded
lost in an ocean abyss
sinking in my sinking ship,
sick at heart, sick of mind,
sick of time
on the dark side
of the crescent moon
I bloom in blue
Tuesday 20th December 2016 1:12 pm