Nicola Beckett on BANANAS
18 hours ago
Must I hold back
Hold back on saying
Excel in doing
For the words may be too strong
Strong words can weaken this angelic
Beautiful soul at times
At breaking point
To heavily love somebody
Like I do you can put strain on the heart
If one way
But for love
It to be returned
A constant circle of security
A pure heart too pure for purity
Sunday 7th March 2021 7:58 pm
And one day,
the sun stopped,
the rain stopped falling,
the flowers didn't look high,
the sky emptied of stars,
then a tear dripped
from the heart and became our breath.
We need a sacred tear,
before the fall...
Tuesday 17th September 2019 8:18 pm
All the hurt is making me stronger, The deceitful ways help me strive for better days,
I know how it feels not to be loved by your loved ones
I know how it feels to be cold,
Living with no heat, three pairs of socks on my feet,
Still I stay strong in the mist of my storm
Knowing my self worth is better than not knowing at all,
So many stumbles and falls I took to see me,
Monday 18th June 2018 2:56 pm
Every moment to fear,
Forever holding back internal tears.
Life- so complicated,
The world too big, too scary,
my mind so full of queries.
Never certain, never happy,
each decision could be deadly.
An escapes impossible,
every outcomes implausible.
Sinking under water,
Always being taken for a martyr.
The pain runs so deep,
Barely able to ...
Sunday 17th June 2018 11:34 pm
20 years to see
The world encompass all.
Its' messiness unbearable,
But when I caught your voice,
Its' sweetness a dulling touch.
The world and its' massive wildness,
Disappeared all to dust.
Saturday 30th April 2016 4:05 am
Excuse me, if you have not had news from me.
In reality, I walked through cities and streets observing life and its lethargy, looking for a reason, a reason that made would make me react to what man with his selfishness, irrationality and lack of scruples, destroyed; and not to feel this hell of memory, which baffles me.
I continued my way into this battle that burned my cries and just as th...
Thursday 10th July 2014 1:10 pm