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Hold On
Some people walk into sadness
the way dusk enters a room —
without asking permission.
They let it pass through them
like weather through open windows.
I do not know how.
I run until my lungs run empty,
until my body forgets its name,
and it finds me —
beneath the practiced smile,
behind the masks I call kindness,
in the rooms I lock behind me —
even when all I want is to stop wanting...
Thursday 16th July 2026 2:46 pm
Funeral
I have been to one funeral my whole life
I might've been around six, decked in all white
Since my memory fails me today, I resort to humour
I joke about avoiding funerals, for white is not my colour
I thought I was blessed for as long as I was a kid
Away from grieving adults, away from wooden coffins
But now I worry that a chain reaction is due
It looms over me, the enor...
Monday 22nd June 2026 7:20 am
Haiku for 2026 [No. 10. Vultures]
Their hate feasts on grief.
His wish? It is their command.
The Poppy? A joke.
Le Uilleam Ó Ceallaigh,
Déardaoin, an ceathrú lá de mhí an Mheitimh,
an bhliain dhá mhíle is fiche a sé.
Thursday 4th June 2026 9:29 am
They Say No One's Immortal
They say no one's immortal,
But I still curve my G's the way my mother taught me,
My brother still carries her eyes, her smile,
My father still wears the sweaters she knit for him
They say no one's immortal,
But the books on the shelves
Still contain her lengthy annotations,
And every nook and cranny of the house
Contains the remnants of her love
They say n...
Sunday 24th May 2026 3:44 pm
Snow
When I was six years old,
my bunny, Snow, passed.
Her body went cold
as I squeezed her heart out.
There it was, on the ground,
beating out my name,
creating the sound
of love she had for me.
Dropping down to my knees,
my pointer and thumb
picked up the heart I squeezed,
with blood beneath my nails.
Did she really love me,
or was she someth...
Wednesday 20th May 2026 3:47 am
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Thursday 14th May 2026 6:08 pm
No words
Walking into your kitchen now bathed in shadow
So full of laughter and light not so long ago
The Piano once so loud and expressive
Now sits shrouded in its cover so pensive
Like a dog waiting for its owner
Midnight tears roll for the fallen
Silent tracks at the mercy of night
No questions or answers
No anger or fight
Only shocked disbelief
No wrong and no right
...Tuesday 12th May 2026 4:09 pm
Their Despondency
Unity with emotion
Isolation dwells within the thoughts
Together in absence
Forsake me not
Passed down like heirlooms
but no care in the process made
No value within ourselves
A cycle broken, A cycle replaced
Disintegrate internally
No longer recognizing what's there
Merely splintered pieces
Uncomfortable for those aware
A quiet absolution for a quiete...
Monday 11th May 2026 2:15 am
To The Moon and Back
The day you left the earth was far too soon.
You always said
“I love you to the moon and back”
You were my whole life
Now you’re just a memory in my mind
I think about you all the time.
I sit with your ghost
And think of the good times
It brings a tear to my eye
Each time I remember we never had
A proper goodbye
I look in the mirror
And see yo...
Thursday 30th April 2026 10:04 pm
briefly
"briefly"
Morning’s borrowed light
slides in unasked,
a soft spill across the floorboards,
easy as breath on a cool pane.
Mourning’s borrowed light
comes barrowed in,
uncasked from whatever vessel
kept it sealed till now—
a gentle run that steadies
over the greaves the heart still wears
for the one who grieves,
a release that settles the chest,
...
Saturday 18th April 2026 10:40 pm
I Lost My Mum in a Supermarket Once
I lost my Mum in a supermarket once,
I'll never do that again!
There I was, thrust into daily life,
so complacent that to see her
sometimes felt a chore.
I'll never do that again.
I had nightmares of her in pain
that seemed like they would never go away,
and they didn't,
nor do they still,
Relentless, again and again.
But I feel like such a twat.
Every time they say,
"So sorry f...
Sunday 12th April 2026 7:12 am
Sweet Menace
Thrown from my slumber into wake,
Heart pounding against my chest
As if my ribs are about to break
A dream; you with another sowed despair into my rest
The ceiling stares back at my sorry state
Tears quietly well up, rolling off my face
The universe undeniably choosing this fate
Tormenting my sorry soul, I pray to be erased
I did not know a love like this exists
...Friday 10th April 2026 8:44 pm
Griefly
To love and lose
Is to choose a love that meant you
Could be the one standing here today
Taking on anew
How freeing the moment
The tears uncontrollably shift the lash beneath the pounding samba dances of your pain
That skip that whisks your life away
To the land of milk and honey
Only to arrive back crashing down
Into the factory thumping in your ribcage
...
Sunday 21st December 2025 2:45 am
Love With Nowhere To Go
I still wear your jacket
It’s worn and torn
With missing buttons
Your remnant scent
Was lost some time ago
I want to keep your arms
Close around me
Anything to stay warm
In a dim November kitchen
Still haunted by your voice
Around this uneven table
Five chairs untucked
I've moved between them all
I reluctantly accept
The silence of our house
I'm caught in the folds
Of this in...
Friday 10th October 2025 5:16 pm
心折れ Kokoro Ore*
Friday 29th August 2025 4:11 pm
Last Friend
As soon as his last friend had gone,
He felt, for the first time, alone,
With no one to make sense of life,
Nobody to call on the phone.
When he called out in need of help,
Or roared like a lion in pain,
Who would be there to listen now?
Who would ever listen again?
The service had been a comfort,
The vicar was well up to speed,
But the empty chair by his s...
Friday 22nd August 2025 8:26 am
Remembering my brother homeless but the richest person I know
You were loved. It warms my heart to hear how people remember you. You had nothing but every person that ever crossed paths with you speak of your generosity. Your immense compassion burst from you never hesitating to share the little you had scraped together. I am proud to call you my brother. So beautifully remembered you may not have had anything worldly but you were rich beyond words. I'm humb...
Sunday 13th July 2025 11:16 pm
Beneath the Noise
Thursday 27th February 2025 3:53 pm
The Path of Immortality
The Path of Immortality explores the timeless journey of the atoms that compose us, weaving together the origins of life from stardust to the cycles of death and rebirth. As we grieve the loss of loved ones, this poem offers solace, reminding us that no part of them is truly lost. Their atoms continue to shape the world, giving rise to new life in ways unseen. It is a gentle reminder that we are a...
Monday 10th February 2025 1:57 pm
The Unwanted Guest
He has come again
Never welcome, never kind
The unwanted guest
How I wish we weren’t intertwined
Sometimes he gives notice
Sometimes, none at all
The unwanted guest
His shadow looms and curtains fall
When he departs
The darkness stays
The unwanted guest
When will he free us from these chains
A friend to none
Yet known by all
The unwan...
Friday 17th January 2025 3:15 pm
Le Grisou
On winter days, with frosted breath,
We wander to the warm, great hall
To see this sacred scene once more.
A mother mourns her perished son,
As mothers do across the world,
While washed-up men, most often old,
Pick off the innocent for sport.
Grouped women, tethered in their grief,
Mop up the personal effects,
Doused in their humid, sodden tears.
Soon, beyond anger, b...
Saturday 11th January 2025 9:34 am
bereave me
You are never far away from my thoughts or heart's embrace,
we are tethered between life states and alternate existences . . .
believe me.
Saturday 4th January 2025 10:23 pm
Only
Another star twinkles its last
And yet the sky does not mourn
Only the moon weeps gently
Behind the wisps of clouds
But still the golden star will rise
Breaking horizons line
In reds, pinks and yellow
and the land answers with song.
Only the sea whispers gently
Against the grey rocks
Bubbling through the pebbles
Murmuring of memories
But still the mountains stand
Defiant and stron...
Thursday 2nd January 2025 8:52 pm
The Last Letter (Continued)
David sat in his childhood room, the stack of letters trembling in his hands. Each one was a window into his mother’s heart—a heart he had taken for granted. Her words, so full of love and longing, cut through the years of silence between them.
He found a letter dated ten years earlier. It spoke of her hope to see him at Christmas. He hadn’t come that year. Another letter, written five years ag...
Saturday 28th December 2024 1:36 pm
The Last Letter
Evelyn sat by the window, her frail hands clutching a pen. Outside, snow blanketed the empty street, muffling the world in silence. The house was still except for the faint ticking of a clock, marking moments that felt too long and too short all at once.
She stared at the blank sheet of paper on the desk before her. For years, she'd written to her son, David. She’d sent birthday cards, Christma...
Saturday 28th December 2024 1:24 pm
The Girl Who Sold The Stars
Beneath the aching winter’s shroud,
A child walked mute through the bustling crowd.
Her feet, bare whispers on the frozen stone,
Her ribs a harp of hunger’s tone.
She carried a box, her treasure, her thread
Of tiny star-sticks, sulfur-fed.
She called to the rich, the hurried, the gray,
“Buy one, kind sir, and light your way.”
But no one paused, no coin was tossed,
...Wednesday 25th December 2024 9:27 am
ashes from your urn
Ashen grey is the house of remembering.
Before each portal opens,
your faceless bard swoons.
He strikes a drum of bone and brittle whispers;
With cracked powd’ry fingers,
he inscribes your name in dust.
He etches it longer than it ever was,
the curves of your urn.
You gather there your ashes and nourish my soul.
Sunday 24th November 2024 7:26 am
Black & Blue
Cry me black and blue
And black and blue
And crimson tears will fall.
Break apart this wanton fret
That consumes us all.
Broke into my heart again
To build a crumbled wall
While I waste internally
Replaying what I saw.
Cry me black and blue
And black and blue
And scarlet veins will die,
So strain ...
Saturday 23rd November 2024 6:32 pm
Archeology of Understanding
In the quiet aftermath, the word "quit" echoes,
A heavy silence in the corridors of memory.
A single word, a door to myriad pathways,
Each avenue intertwining, meandering through the fog.
Clues lie hidden in the shadows cast by our verses,
Fleeting glimpses of understanding,
Yet certainty eludes us, at every turn it seems:
Answers remain just out of reach.
...Tuesday 19th November 2024 10:45 am
Fallen Out Of Love
Agony in misery in hopeless blackened light,
Regretting all that we have said
Beyond the veil of night.
I chose the path of least remorse
And yet here I am
With your heart
So soft, so supple
In my red stained hand.
Beaten
Beating
Beatless.
Monday 18th November 2024 7:49 pm
I once had an older sister
I once had an older sister
I once had an older cousin sister;
Used to come over for summer vacations
and other auspicious occasions,
many times I cried to make you stay
for little longer,
Now you're gone for ever;
To return never.
The fun we had at beaches and seashores,
Could I ever forget?
The laughter you had in arcades and photos;
Was it all a facade...
Thursday 7th November 2024 4:48 pm
Should I Choose Myself, or Continue to Choose You?
How does one move on from betrayal and grief?
Resources swear "follow these steps to find relief".
Accept the hurt, embrace the pain,
Choose to trust your partner and learn to love again.
I'm convinced this advice comes from people who just don't know,
That being betrayed by the person you least expected to hurt you, hinders your ability to grow.
I accepted the hurt, I embra...
Thursday 24th October 2024 7:33 pm
22five22
my heart screams in echoes
and
I wish you could see
how far I've come since
you died.
how I brave the unknown
with my face in your hands.
how I leave no trace of fear
dripping from my mouth.
how every "yes"
is said with my whole chest.
this is how I love.
and every step I take
is with you
Tuesday 24th September 2024 6:39 pm
I Smile In The Face Of Death
As I wake up flat on my back
in an unfamiliar bed,
surrounded by hazy faces
and teary eyes,
and wobbly smiles,
I find that I cannot
for the life of me
remember who and why
they are here for this old guy.
A figure clad in black, too,
stands right there at the door.
I don't know why they won't come in
or why they're being ignored.
Perhaps, I think,
they...
Tuesday 20th August 2024 9:40 pm
Archer meets the Bull
to grieve is to know love intimately.
to pluck his voice from a crowd,
though I've not heard it in years.
to reminisce about my fingertips
reading his calloused hands like braille
and finding my next breath in every tactile.
to recognize any morsel of his being
in any dimension
and pledging patience to the search
in every lifetime.
to finding him.
and knowing he is ever present.
...
Tuesday 20th August 2024 5:21 pm
in the darkness, lights
I was ready made for grief.
to live an ode to a common thing,
this elegy to peace.
and on the days that I feel nothing,
I torment the stillness behind my eyes
because feeling is proof of living.
and I so badly want to be alive.
to dig deep in the scar garden,
to excavate my hollow pit,
to sow a lifetime of memories
of being just out of reach.
it is my...
Wednesday 14th August 2024 4:24 pm
Tears Of Nostalgia
When will incessant rains will stop its sorrow,
when the deadlines of late assessments deepen the thoughts flow..
Thought after thought, with flourish and flow of
One's fond memories they keep inside their soul 💘🌬️
Thursday 11th July 2024 11:50 am
The Loss
Every loss is felt
Just as a ripple is spelt in water
Ever decreasing, calming asunder
A clock ticks in a house even emptier than before
The dark lingers in a hall still and sure
The cat rules now
Wondering why and how
Water weeps from a pungent wound
Never to be cleaned but to neglect and fester
Such a thought no beautiful sight could hinder
Leaving the los...
Monday 8th April 2024 3:25 pm
Karma's Consequence
Now I’ll be like your ghost
You’ll feel me everywhere
But I’ll be nowhere to be seen
Haunted by my memories
Tortured by my presence in your heart
And I’ll miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And as you wander in search of others
To fill the void, gain a sense of fulfilment
As your luck and name change meaning
You’ll soon begin to realise
All roads lea...
Saturday 24th February 2024 12:27 pm
meandering transfixed sans temporal landmarks (24/10/2022)
every day
it’s all
the same.
together, it blurs. coagulates.
fills furrow-trod brain grooves
like grout. experience withers
on the vine, in the leaves, leaves
little brittle dust-skeletons
decomposing on the bathroom tile
so deficient they can’t grow a garden—
only this greying grieving heaving
metastasising mass breathing
again again again
once more once more
the same the sa...
Friday 9th February 2024 11:29 am
Left behind
Gone but never forgotten, is what they love to say,
but those waves will still hit, like nuclear shit,
Since the day we parted ways.
Just like that radioactive breath, that rots us to the core,
And eats us away, day by day, until once was becomes no more.
See the peace for you becomes my pain, your dreams became my twisted reality,
For the agony that you leave behind, w...
Friday 9th February 2024 10:07 am
WDINDOY
Why do I not dream of you?
The ocean grows darker, it's calling too deep
But I build a bastion of love in my sleep
So why do I not dream of you?
Why do I not dream of you?
A lawlessness reigns in the unconscious sphere
It whispers of fragments, a sense that you’re near
So why do I not dream of you?
Come, now let me dream of you
Let us run freely in worlds w...
Sunday 3rd December 2023 10:19 pm
Bold & Silent
I turned the volume down so I could hear you.
Everything is still too loud.
Too many voices, and not the one I needed to hear.
I want to hear.
Mourning that lasted for nine hundred sixty four days.
Salty tears soaked waterlogged greenery.
Droopy head. Droopy leaves.
Pruning a root bound plant
Repot.
Acclamation felt like dormancy
Dormancy was intense
Lef...
Wednesday 22nd November 2023 2:31 am
Somewhere
Gaza: a father beats the floor in grief
As he feels his son’s last desperate breath.
It seems indecent to say any more,
As when, that evil Saturday morning,
A Holocaust survivor was cut down
During a crimson-coloured bout of rage.
I tell myself: this cannot be the best
That humankind has to offer. One day,
The innocent will inherit the Earth,
The puffball types in unifor...
Thursday 16th November 2023 5:37 pm
There were fireworks tonight
There were fireworks tonight
And each time there was a spark
It reminded me of your heartbeat
You're still lighting up my life everyday
Every breath I take is harder than the previous
My life is so incomplete without you
It feels like I'm breathing underwater
Where oxygen is scarce until you come back up
I would do anything to have you here with me
Life seems to be getting harder as ...
Tuesday 8th August 2023 4:54 pm
A loss of life & words
I lost my Brother, and my poetry went with him
Words replaced by a bottomless hollow
Knowing he has not one more tomorrow
The words I needed drifted away
Hiding from the light of day
Wallowing in a sea of grey
The sea, which drowns us all
When someone dear passes away
He liked a drink, and liked a fag
But was the best brother I could have had
'A good looki...
Wednesday 2nd August 2023 1:22 pm
Sunsets
Erecting her easel
at the foot of the boardwalk
she mixes the paint
a hell-fire pink and crimson
and dips her brush to begin…
She paints
the end of all things
a voice lost to the fractured mind
the final moments of a life
a hand slipping away
She paints
farewell hospital conversations
her father’s beard as a cloud
she thins the blue paint with her tears
She colours in his eyes
L...
Wednesday 21st June 2023 3:51 pm
In Love In Angst
Whoever wants to die before his time-
Is not in love. How can it be so true
For someone who has seen
Both sides of the coin from the same distance!
War and peace, no matter -
You can’t afford to be slipped over.
So much to feel within, so much to feel
For, so much to feel genuine.
Yet you look for the end in itself?
Deep intimate theories invading
...
Friday 3rd February 2023 6:29 pm
Friday Morning Chemo Brain
Today at school, I locked myself in the bathroom
so I could cry where no one could see.
Things aren’t the same anymore and I don’t know
how to communicate it.
I find myself unable to do the simplest things—
to comprehend, to remember, to articulate
the things I could before.
This morning, I sat in silence and stretched and breathed in deeply,
and I said t...
Thursday 12th January 2023 1:00 am
deprivation
They say time fills the void that grief brings
That life becomes easier and we are supposed to feel comfort in knowing that the emptiness and the pain weaken their grips around our throats
How happy we should be to allow these to pass
But I would rather the emptiness fill me like a garden hose in an Olympic pool and the pain dull like an open break sealed with bandaids
And when the...
Wednesday 25th May 2022 12:10 am

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