Dear Friend, So Much Grace
Oh my dear friend
how I wish you were still here
to grace this planet.
Your most fervent desire
was to be in union
with the Divine,
maybe that's why
your sweet soul
flew away so soon.
You embodied so much light,
your kind words and compassionate sentiments,
your music & poetry
& invitations to stroll,
you were earnest in all endeavors.
Your friendship was...
Saturday 31st December 2022 5:08 pm
Introspection Trilogy
Lessons
"I hate my life"
"I love my life"
Why the labels?
Erase the blackboard,
"Just life living itself"
Jump into that!
Why Not?
Lined face like rivers,
etching paths,
how ancient is my journey?
Here today,
one day gone,
born again?
new horizons?
Meanwhile, here & now,
smile, laugh,
cry a little,
it's short term
remember,
...Friday 30th December 2022 5:59 pm
Always
Protective instinct so strong,
want to shield from harm,
always in state of alert,
too much
can lead to collapse.
Remember
all are connected to Life,
let go,
let Life protect.
Love in a peaceful
trust-filled way--
all is safe
all is well
always.
If catastrophe falls,
Life is still there,
Spirit lives--
all is safe
all is well
always.
Friday 30th December 2022 3:35 am
Prayer for a Person Seeking Recovery
I pray her whole
not fragmented
not broken
formed from the word
born from the void
a child growing
as are we all
I pray her whole
I pray her healed
her healing
her path
slow or fast
I pray her whole
Wednesday 28th December 2022 4:53 pm
Wonderful
My legs are strong like tree trunks,
my arms circle wide like a round moon,
my feet and hands carry me far along my tasks,
I nurture & prepare & arrange & clean & color
the world with strength & patience.
I am a mother & a father
& a bearer of creation,
each day opening new
with sustenance & inspiration,
I am life,
lived one minute at a time,
lived with timelessne...
Wednesday 28th December 2022 4:32 am
A lovely poem written by my niece (JB), mother of 3 little children. (Sharing with her permission.)
"there’s a future I remember
where my children have acres to roam
amongst fruit trees they know by name
we’ll plant herbs & flowers at their roots
a deep bow of reverence
a cyclical exchange
the pollinators will dance & buzz
& we’ll soak in their frequencies
vibrate higher than we knew we could
there’s a spring we’ll fill jugs from
such life giving energy
water ...
Tuesday 27th December 2022 7:12 pm
Love Note
My heart hurts
sometimes
when I think of my loved ones
because I want them to be happy
every second of every day
or at least most of the time
which is an absolutely ridiculous notion
because everyone knows life is not like that,
life brings sorrow blended with joy,
so I guess I will have to settle with the hope
that joy arrives to lift their days,
& with trust
...
Tuesday 27th December 2022 5:50 am
When the Light Smiled
The old monk
with the flowing brown robes
took a deep breath as he placed his gnarled fingers
on the worn dusty book,
good & evil,
why why why?
The old priestess
with the flowing blue robes
took a deep breath as she pulled the green herbs from the moist soil,
good & evil,
why why why?
The light-filled beings
with their flowing silver translucence
softly touch...
Monday 26th December 2022 6:46 pm
Night Angel
Every night she climbs
to the roof top & sits,
bare footed,
contemplating the life
unfolding before her.
She wiggles her toes
& watches the twinkling stars.
How is humanity doing this eve?
There are sleeping ones
& crying ones & worried ones
& peaceful ones--
a full garden of experiences.
Everything is growing,
this she sees.
She blows a soft kiss
to re...
Saturday 24th December 2022 4:43 pm
She Chuckled
She chuckled as her body crumbled back to its dust,
she chuckled as her breath grew heavy & weak,
she chuckled as she succumbed to the "indignities of old age,"
her legs gave out,
her organs lost capacity,
her heart became erratic,
but her love expanded & expanded & expanded,
lighting up the room,
lighting up our lives,
we sat in her glow
& let go.
Eventually,
m...
Friday 23rd December 2022 7:38 pm
Tiny Blossom
(dedicated to my friend Pam; we had many conversations trying to figure out what this life was all about)
Now that you live
on the other side of life
oh dear dear friend
can you see deeply
into our hearts?
Can you see sorrow buried deep inside the heart of even
the cruelest among us?
Is this how it works?
Are there truly evil intentions
or is evil a mask
for fathom...
Wednesday 21st December 2022 4:34 am
Look at the Skies
Fear trickles down our neck,
fear of how to survive,
fear of all falling apart,
fear of suffering--
our own,
those we love,
those we don't even know--
fear for the planet,
fear for the future,
fear rises in our bellies,
fear dances in our brains,
& then we remember--
where are we going, ultimately?
Everything changes form, eventually,
so breathe,
fear i...
Monday 19th December 2022 6:27 pm
Palette
Solitude
settles like quiet dust,
resting, echoing.
Companionship
stirs up the air,
buzzing, energizing.
Some people like to be alone,
some people like company,
many people like a little of both.
Creatures squabble,
creatures cuddle,
all living things reach out,
to our own kind,
to non-kindred also,
reaching out
I find you
with my resting & my rising...
Sunday 18th December 2022 9:49 pm
Old Gal Christmas Song
I've gotten old
& let my house go to pot,
you know, entropy & rot,
but, hey,
that's okay,
I'm grateful I have a roof,
I just can't speedily hoof
around anymore,
laughs galore
is my remedy
for aging body,
"laughing all the way,"
just be happy, I say!
Sunday 18th December 2022 9:47 pm
Beautiful Heart
Fill your heart with love
but make it a nourishing love
not a breaking love.
If your heart is breaking,
take a breath
& smile at it.
Love your own heart first!
Make your own heart whole!
If it is shattered,
glue it back together
with your own strong fingers.
You don't need anyone else
to set the beats
of your heart to joy.
Once your heart is whole,
you...
Friday 16th December 2022 5:29 am
Steady Within
You don't need to ride
with the wind
of other people's emotions.
Stay steady within yourself.
Send out love,
send out compassion,
send out caring,
but don't get tangled
in the branches
of other people's trees.
Stay in your own tree.
Let the leaves fall
& mulch into the soil,
don't try to rake up other people's messes.
Be a gardener in your own yard,
sha...
Friday 16th December 2022 4:19 am
A Solid Lady
I want to be a solid-shoed lady
who gets things done,
you know, cleaning & tidying & cooking & decorating.
Instead, I am a lightly-shoed lady
who whiles away the morning writing poetry.
My house is a mess, alas!
It's almost Christmas & my fake tree is still unboxed!
Not a decoration in sight,
not a single present purchased or wrapped.
I guess I am not the lady I want to ...
Thursday 15th December 2022 4:33 pm
A Slow Walking Lady
The lady in the old old painting
that I inherited from my mother
(who I believe acquired it from some European relative unknown to me)
is walking down a country lane in a little village.
This lady looks old & weary
& I imagine her pace
is steady but slow.
I imagine she is going
about her day,
doing what must be done
(farm tasks, domestic tasks, surely).
She inspire...
Thursday 15th December 2022 4:29 pm
Imagination
I want to run away with dancing fairies & go on an intriguing adventure,
I want to go to that place where time stands still
& everything happens in one glorious moment,
I want to be free of this flesh that weighs me down
so I can fly high into the sky with the birds
& swim deep into the sea with the fish.
Oh mortal body why do you confine me so?
Oh soul that is my essence when...
Wednesday 14th December 2022 4:37 am
Dance
There are multiple ways
of looking at the world,
you can see all the things you dislike
& wish they were different,
you can see all the things you like
& whisper a prayer of thanks,
or you can just look at everything & laugh at it all
because laughter makes the heart light & belly happy.
If you laugh often enough
(usually silently inside with but a wry smile on your face...
Tuesday 13th December 2022 4:27 pm
Songs of Joy & Wonder
She held my hand
really tight
& wouldn't let go,
this old lady
who I was chatting with
during a break
from a Christmas choir program.
Seated in a chair,
she was dressed elegantly
in a fluffy coat & flowing skirt.
Her grip on my hand stayed tight
as she looked up at me.
"Would you like to hear something special?"
she asked.
"Sure," I answered.
She conti...
Monday 12th December 2022 4:37 am
Healing
The day before the dawning,
Spirit did its preparations,
opening hearts,
softening minds.
The day before the dawning,
the Grandmothers said their prayers,
fingering beads,
chanting before altars.
The day of the dawning
arrived crisp & clear,
with a promise of rain,
but not yet.
Before the sky could open up
& cry in relief,
some things needed to g...
Saturday 10th December 2022 11:01 am
Every Day Alchemy
Breathe in anger
Breathe out anger
Breathe in hate
Breathe out hate
Breathe in fear
Breathe out fear
Breathe in surrender
Send out compassion
Breathe in compassion
Send out love
Breathe in love
Breathe out love
Be still & go about the day
Friday 9th December 2022 6:03 pm
Renewed
Remembering Spirit
lifts me up
My smile is wider
My feet step lighter
Light breaks through
the dismal thoughts
Yes! to the living
Yes! to the giving
Remembering Spirit
I walk renewed
Thursday 8th December 2022 4:17 pm
Prayer for Wisdom
Blessed Spirit
Bring us wisdom
When to speak
When to stay silent
Blessed Spirit
Be with us
The winds are wild
& the seas turbulent
Please send the dove of peace
Please send the hand of love
Fill us with compassion
Fill us with patience
Blessed Spirit
We hear the flutter of wings
& give thanks.
Wednesday 7th December 2022 4:46 pm
Finding Myself
Sit
& get empty
I'm telling you
it's as good as scouring a toilet
everything shines
when it is cleaned of all that accumulated debris.
Sit
& get happy
I'm telling you
it's as easy as a baby's first step
one foot forward
& whoops back on the floor again
but the joy of that first step into the unknown!
Sit
& find peace
I'm telling you
it's as wonderf...
Monday 5th December 2022 4:15 pm
Suddenly
Worrying, worrying, worrying
about you, are you ok? are you a mess?
Wondering, wondering, wondering
how can I help you?
how can I fix you?
Suddenly
it dawned on me--
I needed to see you as whole.
I needed to stop obsessively thinking about all the broken pieces scattered on the ground.
I needed to, in my mind, glue all the pieces back together,
like a revered vase fro...
Monday 5th December 2022 4:27 am
Things to Remember
When life gets heavy
invite it in
& let it sit fully in your belly
until it is time to breathe deeply
& release it to the calming ether.
Remember always the breath--
it is a portal to clarity & peace.
With no resistance & no pushing,
the moment for decisive action is revealed,
the moment for quiet contemplation is recognized.
Remember that movement & stillness complem...
Saturday 3rd December 2022 7:06 pm
No Doubt
When I was young
I would look at my grandmother & other old people
& wonder,
what is it like to grow so old
that so many people you love
are dead & gone?
Grandma never talked much about this,
although she made a joke
that she was the only one of 11 siblings left,
so surely,
"God must have forgotten me,"
she would say with a chuckle.
Now I am old
& the hand of...
Friday 2nd December 2022 5:20 pm
Serving Up Joy
No worries
No problems
Only joy.
No fears
No regrets
Only peace.
Some people say the human experience requires suffering as the flip side of joy,
while others say suffering can be transformed into joy by a change in perception.
This is an interesting alchemy to explore,
so ladies & gentlemen,
let's set the pot of herbs to simmer on the stove
& see what we can conc...
Friday 2nd December 2022 4:19 am
Night Song
At the end of the day
when silence descends
I am filled with happiness
for no known reason.
At the end of the day
when solitude arrives
I am filled with peace
for no known reason.
Happiness flutters under my eyelids,
peace infuses my resting body.
My mind is soft as cotton,
the travails of the day vanish into the stars.
At the end of the day
I am a weary tra...
Friday 2nd December 2022 3:59 am
Prayer
I don't know how to reach you
my darling
as you suffer & self-destruct
-- & so I turn to prayer.
I can't re-arrange this
I can't soften this
I can't solve this
--& so I turn to prayer.
How do I pray my darling?
Waves & waves of love,
waves & waves of forgiveness,
waves & waves of hope.
Oh may these waves reach you
my darling
& wash over you
with blessin...
Tuesday 29th November 2022 4:27 pm
Angel Wings
Do you want to meet an angel?
Close your eyes & invite one in, it's that simple.
Sometimes angels fly in on a breeze through an open window,
sometimes they dance under dew drops in an early morning garden,
other times they jump from cloud to puffy cloud & laugh when you look up at them.
But do you see them?
Close your eyes & invite one in,
they are waiting on the wings of your...
Tuesday 29th November 2022 4:23 pm
Getting Help
No more rescue mode
No more fix-it mode
Just being present,
Surrendering,
Not in defeat,
But rather--
opening
accepting
hopeful
helpful
With self-love
& other-love
In peaceful balance
I am here
Here is my hand
I am not here
You must let me go
But you are not alone
No my darling
Legions of angels
Await your beckoning.
Tuesday 29th November 2022 4:19 pm
Like Water
Be like water
Soft
Strong
Clear
Moving with the tides
Still lake
Be like water
Rippling
Resting
Welcoming
The child gliding the stone
Concentric skipping circles
No beginning no end
Just flow.
Tuesday 29th November 2022 4:17 pm
Divine
Pray for wisdom
Pray for patience
When to act
When to wait
Reminder--
All things heal
In their own time
Sometimes it takes years
Sometimes it takes lifetimes
Sometimes--
A brilliant spark
A brilliant moment.
Pray for patience
Pray for wisdom
Divine healing
Divine timing
Divine divine divine.
Tuesday 29th November 2022 4:16 pm
Her Prayer Beads
I keep my grandmother's rosary
under my pillow
so when bad things happen,
sad phone calls late at night,
sad dreams through the night,
I hold it in my hand
nestled under the pillow,
safe & warm,
dark black beads
cool to the touch,
Jesus on the cross
suffering,
little silver plate with Mother Mary image,
10 beads five times,
with 3 beads in between,
Fat...
Monday 28th November 2022 4:19 pm
Balance
What is the perfect balance
between being and doing?
Closing my eyes
looking inside
letting the world settle
around me,
opening my eyes
looking outside
letting the world twirl around me,
the perfect balance,
following the breath,
deeply in,
deeply out,
a gentle smile,
a willingness to change,
sit & rise,
rise & sit,
like night follows day
& da...
Sunday 27th November 2022 5:22 pm
Holiday Gathering
He is 2 years old
& wants to make you laugh,
it is clear
that is his favorite pass time.
He lifts the little plastic tub
holding the crayons
& dumps the crayons
willy-nilly on the table
& puts the little tub on his head
& walks around smiling & laughing & looking at all the giants (grown-ups)
as if to say--
why are you talking so much,
let's laugh & laugh,
...
Saturday 26th November 2022 5:28 pm
Meeting the Day
Rising to start the day,
I enter into a dream-like state,
my mind rides on a cloud,
my feet walk on air,
the light is soft,
the space between my breaths
is the deepest quiet.
Oh to carry this peace with me
no matter what comes
is worth all the gold
in the mountains!
Saturday 26th November 2022 5:25 pm
Live in the Light
Live in the light
Bathe in the light
Become the light
We come from the stars
We are made up of a matrix of light
Move into the light
Sway with the light
Sit in the light
Gentle eyes
Gentle words
Life can be light
When we live in the light.
Friday 25th November 2022 5:24 pm
Freedom
She set me free
when she came to me
& proclaimed:
I am not a victim,
victimized, yes,
she explained,
but the power & force of her soul
transformed all--
healing
& resurrection
& freedom,
she was not buried
in the ashes of her sorrows,
she was vibrant & whole & luminous beyond description.
I bathed in her light,
wept with joy,
& rose to slay my own ...
Friday 25th November 2022 5:11 pm
Learning to Shift
I have been incarnated in human form
on this planet for 3 score & 7 years,
& finally, finally,
I am becoming more adept
at shifting.
Shifting one's mood,
shifting one's thoughts,
shifting one's emotions,
shifting one's consciousness,
is a very handy skill indeed.
The more you practice it,
the easier it gets.
Sadness descends,
change gears--
tune into the...
Thursday 24th November 2022 5:23 pm
Oh How I Love!
Alas, I cannot carry a tune worth beans,
but oh how I love to sing!
If I could sing with oratorical melody,
I would foresake the spoken word altogether
& simply sing all the day long.
Singing stirs up the air!
Singing makes my soul dance!
Truly, singing carries me away to transcendent joy.
Papa once arrived home when I was a teen,
heard me singing loudly while cleaning h...
Thursday 24th November 2022 4:53 pm
Opening
I want to be the happiest person on earth.
I want everyone else to be the happiest person on earth too.
Happiness is such an incredible gift.
It is gold wrapped in an old cardboard box,
tied shut with coarse twine,
& pushed under a bed where it gathers dust & is forgotten.
The days roll by,
the years pass,
happiness is lost
amidst all the turmoil & troubles of being aliv...
Wednesday 23rd November 2022 5:31 pm
Cocooned
Air coming through the window tickling my skin is so delightful,
it is as if the earth is sending me its breath to soothe my weary soul.
I close my eyes in rest & smile at this thing called life,
here I am--
a solitary, temporary being,
cocooned in love.
Tuesday 22nd November 2022 4:31 pm
Arriving & Leaving
Love fully, but don't cling.
When fear of loss strikes at your heart,
turn to the comfort of the eternal soul.
Remember none of this lasts forever--
we all arrive & we all leave.
Embrace with joyful exuberance those you love,
hold them in your heart,
dwell with them in their souls,
in this,
we find peace.
Tuesday 22nd November 2022 4:30 pm
Little Boat
Smiling, smiling, smiling,
I can't stop smiling.
Why?
Because I am happy.
Frowning, frowning, frowning,
I can't stop frowning.
Why?
Because I am sad.
Back & forth we go,
rowing down the river of life.
How grateful I am to have this little boat that is your sweet,
sweet love.
Tuesday 22nd November 2022 4:28 pm
Nap Time
Houses are a marvelous invention.
They have windows that open to the outside,
just like eyes,
you can open them to see what's going on.
I like to nap by an open window with the shades drawn.
I invite the world into my quiet space,
all the sounds alight with a soft greeting--
birds squawking & chirping,
cars rolling by,
dogs talking their barks to each other,
construc...
Sunday 20th November 2022 4:47 pm
Keep Trying
If you always want
exactly what is
unfolding before you,
you will live in bliss.
If your desires
match this moment's reality,
you will smile all the day long.
Is this what it is like
to live intentionally
as a happy person?
But what if "what is" is horrible?
Look deeply & ask--
is there something beautiful here?
Viktor Frankl writes of a young woman lying in ...
Sunday 20th November 2022 4:44 pm
House to House
I want to be grounded
like a child rolling
down a grassy hill
with abandon.
I remember doing that
when mom would pile us in the car & take us to a far-away park.
I want to be joyous
like the parrots singing
their chatter from the high-up palm trees.
I remember feeling that
when we would run the neighborhood
with flattened cardboard boxes to use as sleds down dir...
Saturday 19th November 2022 4:46 pm
Winds
If I step outside
& sniff the winds
I hear the explosions
I hear the cries of the mothers
I hear the gunshots
I hear the anguish of the fathers.
Far or close,
the winds carry
the sorrows,
the insanity,
of us,
us on this turning orb.
I step inside
& pray.
Friday 18th November 2022 4:57 pm
Good Enough
A moment of
sweet homeostasis
oh how welcome!
is that beautiful balance,
not all perfect
by any means,
but ebbing & flowing
in a peaceful rhythm--
no expectations,
throwing society's standards of success out the window,
no screaming or yelling,
just chuckles
& gentle pats on the back,
doing good, buddy,
doing good--
sweet homeostasis
is good enough...
Friday 18th November 2022 4:39 pm
The Long Journey
Why does a soul incarnate
& choose (if it is a matter of choice?)
a life of slow self-destruction
notwithstanding the pleas
of all the beloveds,
begging them to get help,
to heal,
to live in glowing health
rather than cowering suffering?
No, no, says the person
pursuing their own destruction,
I don't want your help,
I don't need your help,
as hurtful, ugly wo...
Thursday 17th November 2022 5:02 pm
In Our Hearts
We carry sorrow in our hearts
like a stone
too heavy to lift,
too dense to dissolve.
But still...
there are times when
our hearts
expand
wider & wider
until remnants of joy
fill all the empty spaces
& our hearts grow lighter
in that sliver of a moment
of kind illumination.
Thursday 17th November 2022 4:45 pm
This Moment
Memories can be a wonderful thing,
triggered by a flash in the mind,
a photo stumbled upon in a dusty box,
a story shared by a friend.
Enjoy them, learn from them, but don't cling to them
at the expense of this present, precious moment.
Be present, right here, right now,
something beautiful is unfolding,
let your eyes be open,
let your heart be open,
this very moment ...
Wednesday 16th November 2022 4:56 pm
Learning to Sew
Take the thread,
attach it to the needle,
push it gently through the garment,
to make what was torn apart
whole again.
Life arrives at our doorstep
in a tangled mess of threads,
we think we need to unravel the twisted knots,
but no--
just drop the bundle & start anew,
with a deep breath
& quiet mind.
Life can be a simple garment,
a cloth embroidered with colo...
Tuesday 15th November 2022 5:00 pm
Movement
Energy flows in,
energy flows out,
like the tides
ever rising, ever falling,
the pendulum swings
back & forth,
people rejoice when it is moving
in their direction,
people weep when it moves
far to the other end.
Understanding the movement of the poles,
north & south,
understanding the turning of the globe,
east & west,
brings peace.
Bend deep like a min...
Sunday 13th November 2022 4:41 pm
Break Through
Yesterday has its regrets,
today brings its challenges,
tomorrow carries its fears.
We rise & review
what happened,
what we did
in the days gone by.
We descend & worry,
who knows what
the morrow has in store.
We walk & meet today's
troubles & frustrations
with tight muscles & hesitation
until....
a break through
a break down
a break out--
like a g...
Saturday 12th November 2022 5:03 pm
Cleaning House
There is a little lady
who lives inside of me
& runs the show of my days.
Every morning she rises,
puts on her little apron
with 3 pockets,
& does the rounds
around her house--
tidying up yesterday's messes,
cooking breakfast for her family,
bathing & grooming
& opening the front door
to greet the sky & start the day.
Her mind plans her day
(this & that & ...
Friday 11th November 2022 6:32 pm
Rain
I feel the rain
drumming in my heart
a staccato beat
steady & sure
replenishing
plants, animals, people
with thirsty openness
we sing to the rain
rain! rain! rain!
the rivers & lakes & oceans join in the chorus
fill us with your life
of celestial joy
falling, falling, falling
from the sky to our eager
outstretched hands
renewed
we dance in the puddl...
Wednesday 9th November 2022 4:31 pm
An Army of Angels
I walk into the darkness
& pray for our healing,
truly, there is no lamp to light our way,
we are as children
without a guide,
the path is thorny & rocky
but we continue on,
we believe
in hope,
we believe
in new beginnings,
surely the road will open before us
& we will find our way to wholeness.
I walk into the light
& give thanks for our healing,
trul...
Tuesday 8th November 2022 4:20 am
A Day
Every day unfolds
in perfect harmony.
How can the melodies be anything but perfect
when my breath is my only song?
My breath rising & falling,
that is the sole task for the day,
that is the single goal of the hour,
all else is window dressing
to adorn my time with color & curiousity--
oh, this is what this day wants me to do--
I approach it with relish,
I sing son...
Tuesday 8th November 2022 4:17 am
Cat
Cat sleeping,
misty morning,
cushioned chair,
(un-stuffed by cat,
little by little,
day by day)--
cat likes it that way.
Monday 7th November 2022 3:05 am
Silence of the Hummingbird
I asked for a quiet mind
& it arrived
floating on a peaceful cloud,
the words disappeared,
my mind became a blank canvas of emptiness,
how beautiful the realms
of no-words,
of deep silence.
I thought of the hummingbirds
who travelled thousands of miles across oceans & continents,
moving from one far away place to another--
was everywhere they flew like home?
...Sunday 6th November 2022 3:11 am
I Am (affirmation poem)
I am old like the earth
I am slow like a glacier
I am calm like a mountain
I am rested like a lake
The streams of my days
flow through me with no turbulence
My breath is my guide & comforter
There is nothing I fear wrapped in the arms of Life
I am young like a fresh sprout
I am fast like a blazing sunrise
I am energized like a sudden rain
I am happy like a starry n...
Thursday 3rd November 2022 3:26 pm
As Far Back As You Can
There is
what is seen
what is thought
what is felt.
Behind that,
there is
who is seeing
who is thinking
who is feeling.
Even further behind that,
there is
who is seeing the seer?
who is observing the thinker?
who is noticing the feeler?
Go as far back as you can
behind the objects & events in your world
behind the thoughts in your mind
behind the ...
Tuesday 1st November 2022 4:10 pm
Morning Air
The morning air in Fall
washes me with joy.
It is cool & light
& invites me to breathe deeply.
There are no burdens dancing in the air,
there are no worries carried on the breeze,
no--only the solace of the new day,
the promise of moment by moment unfolding--
no expectations,
just curiousity--
what comes next?
A breath of air,
this is all I need.
Tuesday 1st November 2022 4:07 pm
Beauty
What is beauty?
When I call upon the beautiful,
what am I summoning?
Not physical symmetry,
not physical perfection,
not that gorgeous look
of the put-together body,
the lovely home,
the splendid garden.
No, all that is fine & wonderful to admire of course,
but beauty,
that true beauty,
that lifts the stars to the sky
& carries the seeds into the ground,
...
Sunday 30th October 2022 11:20 pm
Seed of Joy
I sit in my chair
cozy under blanket
window open
air floating in
I breathe
I think
Where does happiness come from?
Outside? clearly not,
well sometimes,
but it is fleeting,
this we know.
Inside? this is where
the jewel awakens--
zoom away (not on your computer!)
but in your mind--
to that distant place of origin
where nothing became something,
res...
Saturday 29th October 2022 5:28 pm
Writing
Showing up on the blank page
is like showing up for life
Yes! I am here
I exist
this thinking mind
this moving body
fingers holding pen
hand touching paper
and behind all this,
this beating heart
this expansive awareness,
and from all this
tumble words,
words that float
words that fly
from me
to you
dear reader.
Saturday 29th October 2022 4:31 pm
Beautiful Day
Beautiful beautiful day
unfolding moment by moment
music seeping under doorways
melodies dancing through windows
sunbeams chasing the dust
birds swooping for seed
foot foot foot
solid solid solid
slow slow slow
Beautiful beautiful day
may I feel the quiet under the bustle
may I follow the breath come what may.
Friday 28th October 2022 4:31 pm
Like a Child
Be like a child
Be curious about everything
See colors
See shapes
with no names attached
Learn how to laugh
Learn how to reach out & touch everything
Be like a child
Cry easily
Laugh easily
Eat with gusto
Sleep with the deepest ease
Take those first faltering steps
into pure joy.
Thursday 27th October 2022 4:13 pm
Planetary DNA
I look at this planet
& ask why
so much cruelty & hatred?
Is it in the Earth's DNA?
Not in the soil itself,
but in the humans that walk
on this soil.
Plants are mostly peaceable,
animals are a mixed bag (some ferocious certainly),
but humans,
omg,
our ability to kill and hurt
knows no end,
our collective capacity for inflicting suffering is enormous,
why...
Wednesday 26th October 2022 4:41 pm
Glowing
This poem was written during the heighth of the covid pandemic, after my husband bravely ventured out to hang with his buddies at a coffee shop & he came home & told me about the outing.
Okay there are a few good things
that can come from calamity,
although sometimes
(or more likely all the time)
we have to dig really deep
into the dirt piled high,
under the mountains
...Monday 24th October 2022 5:01 am
Green
I decided one day
to turn into a plant.
It seemed so much simpler
to love carbon dioxide,
to never have to run away,
to just bloom & fade
without a worry in the world.
So I shed my weary skin
& donned robes of green
&, truly, lived happily ever after.
If you see a plant with leaves shining in soft brilliance,
with a flower of deep red peeking shyly
from behind ...
Monday 24th October 2022 4:52 am
Once Again
When burdens get heavy
& you hear the bird
of freedom calling from the sky,
remember--
flight does not always require
movement--
flight can be still
like a ripple in water,
effortlessly expanding.
Find the center
of the spiral climbing
like a vine in your heart
& stay there for awhile
until your smile returns.
Don't try to lift a heavy boulder
with tire...
Monday 24th October 2022 4:47 am
Fill Your Heart
When your mind is full of worry
take a jug
& place it on the table
of your heart.
Fill the jug
with love & compassion
until the jug is overflowing
& your heart is expanding.
This love & compassion,
this expansion,
will flow to every corner & niche
of your mind,
& continue on like a river
to reach that
for which you worry.
Oh when that river
of love ...
Monday 24th October 2022 4:44 am
That Open Space
The people of the world
fold their hands,
the people of the world
close their eyes.
Can we hear
their chants & songs?
Can we feel
the rising & falling
of their breath?
The people of the world
love,
the people of the world
hate.
How do we respond?
Can we see with our inner eye
that open space
between love & hate?
It is an invitation
to the peopl...
Monday 24th October 2022 4:40 am
Happy
Where does life begin and end,
we ask,
when sorrow descends,
when there is no happy ending,
sometimes not even a happy beginning,
we can't make any sense of it all,
at all,
so we ask again and again,
why?
no answer of course,
or rarely an answer,
so once again,
we ask,
is there a time line?
a beginning and an ending?
or is it a spiral,
an ascending &...
Monday 24th October 2022 4:39 am
Alchemy
I see a beautiful soul,
glowing like an ember,
deep inside that tall figure
stumbling down the road of life.
Oh tumble & tumble,
beautiful one,
until you shine bright
with the colors
of your inward light,
be a rock in a barrel,
confused & clanging,
until it is ready
to roll out of the confines
of its sorrows
& join the washed pebbles
of its ocean brethr...
Monday 24th October 2022 4:35 am
Sensitivity
How much should we feel?
Should we allow ourselves to feel every little pinprick,
or should we wear our metal armor all the day through?
Should we buttress our delicate heart with iron clad panels,
or should we shake it all off & walk in unadorned nakedness into the world?
Well, a bit of both of course--
be brave but not stupid.
Protect yourself, little one,
But open y...
Sunday 23rd October 2022 4:37 pm
Always Believing
I carried you in my heart
like a boulder
of pain,
this was not helpful for me or you.
Slowly I climbed to the top of the mountain
step by step
breath by breath--
at the top--
the view was immense--
I freed the boulder--
down our spirits tumbled
rolling & rolling,
when we reached the bottom--
we were reborn.
I carried you in my heart
like a flower
of ...
Sunday 23rd October 2022 5:22 am
Wind & Rain
First comes the wind,
the trees are dancing,
then comes the rain,
the plants are drinking.
I can feel my breath stirring,
I can feel my skin opening.
Songs of life
fill the clouds racing by,
Songs of life
fill the skies opening wide.
We are made of dust that rises with the wind,
we are made of water that falls with the rain.
Oh songs of life
raise me up,
...Saturday 22nd October 2022 9:44 pm
I Say
I think it's wonderful that
some people are minimalists.
I think it's great that
some people only keep items that give them joy.
If I lived by myself
that would be me--
I assure you my tabletops
would be clear
except for a little vase of flowers,
and there would be lots
of open space.
But, alas, I live with people,
a good number of people,
with lots of thing...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 9:42 pm
Carried Along
The moon sleeps,
the sun awakens.
Sometimes I follow the moon
& drop into a deep sleep,
other times I become ablaze like the sun.
Understand that these are the rhythms of the tides--
the rivers,
the oceans--
that link us
to water & air & ground & fire.
Let them pull you,
don't resist them,
they are your friends,
your healers.
Sleep & rise,
sleep & rise...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 9:40 pm
Blossom
Walk into the deepest valley
of empty space,
how beautiful are the flowers when nothing binds them!
They dance in the wind
to scatter their seeds
far & wide
until the whole world
is blooming with their fragrance.
Walk into the deepest valley
of nothingness--
no expectations,
no judgments,
no worries--
just watching the garden of life growing, growing, growin...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 9:38 pm
Invitation
Sometimes things swirl
like a swarm of buzzing bees,
sometimes things settle
like water trickling over stones.
Whatever comes your way,
this day,
remember the days are like seasons unto themselves--
wintry & frozen,
budding & embracing,
wilting & heavy,
free & uplifting--
let them all pass
like the comings & goings
of sun & moon.
Think not--
oh, I will...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 9:35 pm
Empty Cup
When you get empty,
you get clarity.
Yes, you learn from past experiences,
but they don't clog up the paths to wisdom.
Yes, you get ideas for action from your thoughts,
but you don't ruminate needlessly.
An empty cup waiting to be filled with inspiration--
that is a drink worth savoring.
Saturday 22nd October 2022 9:30 pm
Oh Friend
Oh friend of beautiful compassion
I see the wisdom in your eyes
soft as the misty dew
sad as the ancient mountains
suffering knocks at your door
& you welcome it with Love
even as your tears fill the streams
that reach the oceans.
Cry not my beautiful friend
solace also is knocking at your door
your path of roses is
fragrant & free of thorns
walk softly through...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:24 am
Letting Go
Sometimes it is better to love from afar,
I love you so much I want to hold you close
& like a fairy godmother
grant your every wish
with the touch of my
oh so magic wand--
but sometimes it is better to love by saying no,
better to release,
better to nudge the baby bird from the nest
& let the wing spread of my love
catch the wind
& as I dream of you flying on yo...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:22 am
Overflowing
She had nothing but smiles for me,
sweet like honey,
oh what did I ever do to win the lottery of such an overflowing love?
I think of her sweet, sweet smiles & endless kindness
& I don the joy of that smile
& wear it like a garment of gold.
She was happy around me
& I around her
& now that she is gone that happiness expands like a cloud dividing into a million raindrops of ...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:20 am
Slumber
Let the sweet night descend upon you,
let the dark night wrap you in solace,
feel the breath of the wind cool on the body,
feel the softness of the twilight settling into peace.
There are no worries floating in the skies of slumber,
there are no sorrows dancing in the land of dreams,
all is wrapped in joy like a nestled babe,
all is steeped in fragrance like full bloom roses.
...Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:18 am
New Things
The power of your Love
reached across the miles,
across time,
across all the boundaries I thought existed.
The mountains,
the rivers,
the stars,
the galaxies,
all sang joyfully
to carry your Love to me.
Your Love arrived
on a chariot of fire,
a windstorm of dust--
wild crazy things
with the strength to destroy the old
to open the way for the new--
ti...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:17 am
Colors of the Day
The morning is blue,
mid-day is yellow,
the eve is rust--
the colors of the hours
change garments
with the sun & the moon, descending & rising,
taking their turns--
misty aqua,
blazing gold,
soft amber--
how beautiful is
the touch of the color,
soft on my eyes,
reaching my soul
with gentle comfort,
I wear the colors on my skin,
I greet them with gra...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:15 am
Surrender
I stand at the mountaintop
raising the quiet hand of surrender.
Fighting is well & good,
stand your ground & all that,
but then, there comes a time--
I curl up like a cat
& let the boulders fall on me
like cotton balls--
there is no one here to battle--
I am a floating cloud
drifting across the plains
of the heart.
Oh how expansive are the views from this place ...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:13 am
Loved
May blessings shower upon you this day,
like rain finding its way to the dry, eager earth.
May clouds shelter you this day,
soft reminders of how cherished you are.
May doors open for you this day,
as the path becomes clearer & beckoning with joy.
May you slumber with stars at the end of this day,
remembering,
you are Light,
you are Loved,
vastly,
across the galaxi...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:11 am
A Beam of Light
There is more here than we think,
bubbling under the surface of what we see.
We take a box & put things in it & think --
this is this, & that is that,
& I am right,
until one day the clouds drift apart
& a beam of light streams into our mind
& the box is turned upside down
& the confines of our beliefs are broken open
& things can get quite confusing
until we let go o...
Saturday 22nd October 2022 3:09 am
Into the Night
Beautiful beautiful night
wrap me in your embrace,
a day well lived
filled with moments of peace
settles into my mind,
lifts up my heart.
Beautiful beautiful night
the heaviness of the day,
the plodding worries,
vanish into the gentle sway of spirit.
Spirit rises with the night
to carry me to the land of dreams
where things are light & hope-filled,
where poss...
Friday 21st October 2022 6:10 pm
With the Sun
Beautiful beautiful morning
lift me to the heights of this day
carry me on a magic carpet
wherever I go,
let my feet be light,
let my thoughts be happy.
Beautiful beautiful morning
carry me on an angel's wing,
let me see the world from afar
so I remember inside each suffering is a joy waiting to be discovered.
Beautiful beautiful morning
let exhilaration rise with...
Friday 21st October 2022 5:16 pm
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