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Oldest Teenagers

 

I need you to be 

This for me

 

I know it’s not 

Who you are

 

But it’s a start 

And I’ll be

 

That 

For you

 

And sometimes

We’ll trade places 

 

Without 

Telling each other

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life- the movie

it started out promising

it was somewhat difficult

 

the humor the quest

the predictable romance

 

It was smooth going just until

the second part of the middle

 

then I started to flag

overwhelmed by the spectacle

 

and the ending was shit

how they all succumbed

 

to the various diseases

and other health issues

 

I guess there’ll be a next

g...

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you're such a nurse

everyone hurts
you’re here
to save them
seeing several people at time

night comes fear you’ll
run out of patients
coming from that
snaking endless line

professional
your stoicism
allows for a rationing
of looks desires smiles

back on your back
you can enjoy it
beauty to this chaos
blood shit sublime

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last year

I loved a woman 

with four bodies

 

she didn’t have children 

so instead divided her time 

 

between helping strangers

and looking for happiness

 

took me a while to figure her out 

have to say that I never did

 

I blew my chance

all four times

 

but we can laugh about it now 

in our long chats

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Strangers

she insisted on keeping her distance 

told me she knew how to use it 

 

helped bring things into focus 

putting them in a wider context 

 

didn’t mind feeling uncomfortable 

though I never fully got used to it

 

never met in the same place

don’t think she really had one

 

see her everywhere although 

It’d be a stretch to say 

 

she ever looked “comforta...

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Rhyme Scheming

I’ve betrayed you so many times
With so many looks so many lines

And a small part of me, the outside
Thinks you’re stupid to love me

I’ve imagined sex with all your friends
And magazine covers on lonely weekends

And we could never share
The mountains of pornography

Yet here you come like a puppy
With something just for me

And all my thoughts of infidelity
Dissolve in the laund...

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Security

 

All I ever wanted to feel 

was safe

 

So I attached myself to things 

Greater than myself 

 

And I failed as dreams 

Kept me awake

 

I started living my life twice

Once for me and then for my fears

 

I thought I was being generous

With myself and my time 

 

And that feeling of feeling safe

Slipped away

 

Leaving me  to face

My dreams al...

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At happiness headquarters

"Sadness has been busy
Innovating in its laboratory

Don’t be fooled by
Brand awareness 

We have to keep up
We’ve become complacent

Thinking that sadness
Stands still–it doesn’t 

Not even for a minute

We’re not polling well
With the under ninety-sevens

We need 
Some sort of lift"

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Dinner Tonight

The American appears to cough
While mouthing an obvious lie

Relying on a charm 
He’s stolen from another guy 

Laying out a vision
Suspiciously familiar

As the other actors at the table
Poke at a cold dinner

While the Canadian seems to choke
On her hemp salad

The Chinese envoy excuses himself
To send another message

The American proposes a toast 
To friendship and progress 

...

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Problematic

go with that approach
to a certain point 
til it gets too messy
but oh what a ride

don’t go backwards
can’t even fly
stuck behind it
most of your life

it’s problematic
how it resolves
whichever way sliced 
there are missing parts

problematic 
how we go out
contemplating the mystery
until its done

take another metaphor
slosh it around
drown it until
its color runs out

...

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forward reflection

I want to live to see the day 

when we can’t believe 

how mindless we were

 

how we could let so much 

go to waste 

and think somehow 

 

it was modern 

sophisticated

or western

 

we’d put our minds 

in tangles 

to make sense

 

how our compassion 

by necessity had to be 

studied and selective

 

wanna live to see that day

wanna live to s...

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Appointments vs. Disapointments

Don’t throw it out
Change yourself 
Or doubt

Your own acquired taste
Lost on many 
Gone to waste

On the dozens 
Who can’t swim
Or live on a limb

There’s something 
Else
Waiting for them

And when you do connect
And it feels deeper than sex
That sense of relief 

Felt with someone
With whom 
You really get

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Bahbahbah

I need to know that you’re in love
That it’s still working for some

Even though I’m an atheist with it
It’s nice to think that it might exist

It’s strange to see you acting out
How you breathe life into 

The worst cliches as if
They had a value beyond ironic

And now that the season comes
And everything for the young and dumb

Assaults our intelligence
Glad to see you can still ...

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Our Media Family

she was like a sister to me
weekdays after three

I stole my mannerisms from him
Decades later I learned what they meant

She told me I was just like
Some actor she had crushed on

Until I didn’t act like 
Happy ending expectations

And I keep looking around
For someone to shout “cut”

Listening for laughter overdubbed
After these scenes play themselves out

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We’re Evil

We kill people
Eat animals
Destroy planets
Yet remain comfortable 
Somehow
Far away 
We’re just like 
Star Wars 
Or something 

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60%

All my desires
Ambitions
All the anger
Those decisions

I try to keep in mind
Not going blind
Remembering
We’re water

Your beautiful shape
My giant lips
Your garden my snake
Drowned to our tits

There’s nothing to hold
On top of these bones
Just a couple of drinks
Under fancy wrapping paper

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The cosmos grunts

You enjoy highlighting
Your reproductive qualities

As if there was a shortage
Of people in the world

You project an image of 
Cool confidence in plastic

Your mantra is “No drama” 
As if the world wasn’t spinning

A thousand miles per hour 
On its axis

And I want it
Although it’s bad for me

Rotating at 67000 
miles per hour around a star 

And I think I’m in love
But I do...

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Best Things

the best thing about 

being rich would be 

 

you get to have 

nervous breakdowns

 

where you do 

nothing 

 

but eat prepared foods 

and have nurses 

 

for several months 

whom you later marry 

 

and your bills are paid 

and you don’t get fired

 

don’t have to sell guitars for fifty 

and favorite books for twenty 

 

and people seem 

...

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Geminis

one makes you feel safe

one tears you apart 

one wants to submit 

one makes you bark

 

you play scenarios 

over in a loop 

with one life to live

to give up the goods 

 

you go for a split 

you can multitask

where’s your head at 

you hope no one will ask 

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my rationale

my rationale

 

I’ve lost my rationale

but I haven’t told anyone

I go around mouthing my lines

with just a hint of enthusiasm

 

I stand back where I used to bite

I take more pleasure in viewing

where these children get it right

how they respond to the discipline

 

at night I look around

methodical without permissions

searching for interesting sounds

to t...

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I saw the lights switch off and on

 

The pressure pushes down
On the children

They respond by 
Creating a future 

We’ll never understand

And whether we help them
Or hurt them it’ll make no difference

As it won’t be a world 
We’ll be welcome in

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Needless To Say

I’m disappointed to discover

I’m not your only friend in the world

 

I took the responsibility seriously 

And gave you my undivided attention 

 

during our speakerphone 

cleaning sessions

 

I’m trying to decide 

what would give me

 

satisfaction 

at this point 

 

I’m leaning towards 

painful silences 

 

interweaved with barbed comments

and m...

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Me(me)

I never learned how to share
and now it’s too late to care

people will look at certain
aspects of me and think,

“she’s missing something
crucial there.”

But I won’t hear them
What’s more I wouldn’t listen

You see it’s a pretty
good system

if you’re just
so happy with yourself

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get away from the mess

I made a mess over there

I feel better over here

don’t want to go near it

don’t want to think about it

 

the mind demands 

something else to compare 

to suggest 

we’re getting somewhere

 

if we had to go back 

and confront it

there might be 

some kind of damage

 

we move to a third place 

for context

now given 

the proper distance

 

we ca...

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The art of flim

the art of flim 

 

we were in love for 

nine seconds 

 

enough time to caress 

the outlines 

 

of a poorly-lit 

photograph

 

in love for minutes 

of zooms

 

captures 

and lenses 

 

I saw our future 

and past 

 

come together

in a slow-motion scene 

 

of incomprehensible

loneliness  

 

captured for

eternity 

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#2

Everything stays busy
As you bring the world into me
All its collapsing grinding acted out 
On the bed of the world

Everything passed from you to me
Extracted transformed 
Disposed of
Unceremoniously 

Without taking a second
To ponder 
What it all
Could mean

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Your cheatin’ heart

In another body
I lose myself
I pretend I’m someone else
Up to the point
Of a little death

In another body
We flip the planes
Adding dimensions
Yet we can’t cross over
It doesn’t stop us from crying

As we grow smaller
Then disappear 
Into a day 
The size
Of a molecule

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It stinks

He swallowed the matter
Now the matter’s screaming

Bent over double
Completely revealing

His insides cry
Like any other

Louder at times
With the stench of sulfur

To get the full picture
We go to private places

What goes in what comes out
Says more about our existence

Than what we believe
What we preach

What we do how does it
Connect to what we think

Doubled over fac...

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bathroom pass

 

can’t stand it anymore 

this desk the way you talk

 

can’t hold on you know 

need to run my fingers 

 

along the wall 

clicking against the grout 

 

give me the pass

need it fast 

 

the only escape 

I can make

 

the bathroom pass 

hallway stairs 

 

where my friend’s 

waiting 

 

he’s on the stairs 

where we prepare 

 

the ...

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Y

why do you write
there’s nothing to do
the tv is broken
books I own are too small to read
goats already scratch the ground

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the internet

for some reason
I keep going back to this typewriter

hoping it will be inspired
enough to write something about me

I check it daily sometimes hourly
I try to sneak up on it

waiting for some sort of
big surprise

it’s happened before
I can’t remember when

but it did happen
so I keep checking on it

like checking for new beatles

in england

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You’re (still) wrong

I enjoy contemplating 

how wrong you were

 

I endlessly go over 

your every move 

 

right up to the point 

when I confronted you

 

and it all came down 

shattering like crystals 

 

I’ve relived the scene

a thousand times 

 

bought the dvd 

watched the concert live 

 

but I’d give it all up 

for a second of your time

 

just to tell you 

...

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so beloved

what passes for 

personality 

 

are just 

preferences 

 

your morality 

guesses 

 

night comes 

and you embrace the opposite 

 

survival of the fittest 

someone wins the other submits 

 

you try these poses on 

like underwear twisted 

 

at the foot 

of the bed

 

and you think about

all you’ve consumed

 

and what you’ve 

cre...

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Primitive

When something is new
They’re the first to grab it
And use it to smack you
In the face

Now it could be a tool
But you only know it 
As a weapon due to their 
Tremendous reach

And just as they’re 
Bending double
To gather the next 
Shiny mystery

Some of us might 
Find a moment
To figure out what 
The last one’s purpose truly is

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The Question Always Is

After their trust 
Is gained
During a certain 
Pause
While their friends
Are in conversation 
The boy will ask you
If you think
there’ll be a future
And you owe him
The truth

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For everyone’s benefit

Just a reminder
For everyone’s benefit
This is a humor-free workplace

We can’t risk anyone feeling 
Offended due to differences
In caste, race, or class

However you are reminded
That responding appropriately 
To a light-hearted remark made

On the part of your administration
In your direction

Is to be considered an appropriate 
Response to their display
Of human warmth

Pleas...

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Tips

Over the next few decades

I’ll be investing heavily 

In pain

 

I didn’t know if you’d 

Like to jump in with me

In it now

 

I’ve had a recent run 

In outbreaks 

And rented a lodge

In Sciatica

 

There were rivers of it 

With fresh waterfalls 

 

And the news 

There’ll be plenty of news

To set the mood low 

 

You can feel it in the air 

Le...

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All in all

I was just thinking about
How simple my happiness is

I need friends
I need to make money

And feel in some tiny way
I’m not making the world worse

Pretty illusive
All in all

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Flipping Switches

In your absence I’ve assumed your positions 
Taken up your points of view
I guess I was always jealous
You’d gotten there first

I practice my apologies
And head tilts
Imagining Marcelo Mastroianni 
As I rehearse

By chance I call your number
It’s always a surprise
How you sound 
And I discover you’ve taken up mine
-Still no common ground
 

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My Parents Went To Cancún

you got a shiny new bike

all I ever got was love

 

doing headstands on a mountainside

all I ever got was love

 

in a world of shiny things 

you’ve gone insane 

 

maybe I can help you with this 

in my own way 

 

you want everything 

all I ever got was love 

 

past the point of embarrassing 

when jungles are burning up

 

and you’re spinning in yo...

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We're on the co-pay

every time he paves a park 

burns down a lot

calls the cops on  

children's songs 

 

we get sent this bill

payable on delivery 

 

his wife insists 

he talk to someone  

he only agreed 

after certain conditions 

 

were met– 

he didn’t have to pay for it

 

he says he did it for her

in the helicopter 

she suggested maybe 

another museum 

 

...

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What doesn't work as a lesson

...serves as a warning.

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When were we?

When were we?

I see you again
I forget when we are
Have we just met
Are we exes
Did we survive a war

Your voice plays over
Speeding cars
While nothing moves
Inside me struck
An innocent bystander

And these memories
Mix in dreams 
Recomposing themselves
Army dolls
In home-made dioramas

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Strangers

 

when the clock shatters to pieces 

and the mirror starts to bend 

and you can’t remember the names 

of those you called your friends

 

you can’t go back home 

everyone’s gone 

strangers without baggage

gotta keep moving on 

 

finding love, your purpose here

a beauty in others, an end to your fears

 

you keep it moving on a train in a car

you keep it m...

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Everything's a metaphor

Everything’s a metaphor

enslaving us 
in its nothingness

while our jobs 
are to sell-

something we can 
never possess

it keeps us happily 
depressed

and skipping on our way 
to our ends

without ever even noticing 
the passing years

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Crying

 

I cry easily and often 

at sights of injustice

 

to a well-written song 

in a happy mood 

 

at the thought 

of my parents 

 

and the state

of the natural world

 

and I think

what good does it do

 

and then I realize 

that’s not really the question

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Boring History Shit

Someone’s gonna die tonight

Someone’s paying the whole price

 

For something we don’t understand 

To them it’s perfectly clear

 

Someone’s fighting an invisible fight

Making the ultimate sacrifice 

 

For a higher ideal 

That gives them reason to live

 

We’ll read about it later

Watch a tv special

 

Maybe there’ll be a statue

Or a day off school

 

...

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Enormous Doubts

 

they’re over there on the couch

while I’m lost in thoughts 

you see something in me you need

that I don’t get at all 

 

when you come to my house 

everything starts to bounce 

you remind me of why I feel 

the need to work at all 

 

come touch 

my enormous doubts 

they get bigger 

all the time 

 

come touch 

my enormous doubts 

near where 

...

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Unproven Theories

When I showed you all those things
Shared my secrets 
There was an understanding 
That you wouldn’t use them on me

When we took it all apart 
A thousand pieces
Behind the couch I thought 
We agreed they’re ours to keep

Now you’re in my newsfeed
On my tv loved by millions
Selling it cheap and my heart
Is back on the floor behind the couch

In pieces that scream
You’re the reason 
...

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Have you become this

 

you must’ve been a beautiful child

loved too much held too often

 

you sensed you possessed something 

desired sought after fought for

 

it must’ve felt like a crime 

lording it over the less fortunate

 

or maybe something inspired 

by a religion yet to be written

 

and here you are now

holding onto the world for your life

 

climbing between its ha...

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Onto the next miscalculation

 

You lined them up 

By height and weight

 

On paper they’ve cost thousands 

Their descriptions sounded professional 

 

Yet now make you cringe

You watch the audience’s expressions

 

And you adjust your figures

 

As dreams and memories blur

Your past is constantly changing

 

Allowing you to produce  

an infinite number

 

Of recently-refurbished...

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Reaching for you

Reaching for you

 

I don’t understand my life

why these aches why this job

what’s now

 

I’m going to make a break

For that unspoiled acreage 

You’ve got

 

Lost in forests, down over hills 

Gliding through backwoods

Knee deep in mud

 

You can visit my city 

Clean busses run on time

Got scary parts unsafe at night

 

But I don’t understand my life...

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Stronger

I spent my last ten dollars 

buying you that drink

 

figured once we were lovers

I’d come clean 

 

doesn’t always happen this way 

you’re holding the high cards now

 

we know how that changes

when images dissolve 

 

I’m still strong inside

despite this rising tide

 

I know you and I 

could be stronger

 

your skeptical nature 

my creative imm...

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Working on it

Working on it

 

Daddy I’m still working on it 

keeping my 

mouth shut

 

I remember how 

I embarrassed us

In front of 

 

the conductor

famous artist

rich people, and your colleagues

 

how I went on to be fired 

from twenty jobs

but I just wanted to you to know

 

I’m working on it   

I'm gathering it up 

saying, “I love you” to the people w...

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please include

please include a brief biography

with your submission

 

to color all your meanings in pleasing 

shades

 

so we can draw inferences all over 

your face

 

and make who you are more important

than what you say

 

sometimes it’s good to be reminded 

who we are 

 

and who we are 

against 

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Unleash the goats

as they rob the bank

drain the pool

cut the power

melt the schools

 

I’m cool hanging onto myself

 

as they slit the throats

fill the moats

burn the coats

unleash the goats

 

I’m good on a deadman float

 

fight them on the barricades

in the airports and on the plains

using the ammunition

they left us with to play

 

meet them in the parking l...

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Someone else, somewhere; another time 

body and mind

conspire to take you 

 

out of the moment 

memories and dreams

 

mixed into a fine paste 

smeared on your face

 

licking your fingers

during the work break 

 

biting you with the teeth of zippers

which can still almost zip

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her parents

we’ve looked at what you’re bringing in
and what you cost 

and we can’t escape the conclusion 
we’re operating at a loss 

all those years of encouraging 
I know they’re gone 

even if we sued 
it wouldn’t add up

we can’t afford you 
you don’t earn your keep 

you don’t add enough value 
for what we give

perhaps in another context 
we’d be lucky

but we only have 
this one...

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hunger

 

once you’ve known 

hunger 

 

you’re never 

completely sure

 

you’ll ever 

eat again 

 

you can never 

be full 

 

with that worry 

filling up your brain

 

worst of all 

now you’re eating 

 

all the wrong things

 

when what you needed

after all 

 

was simply 

just being held 

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forms of compassion

this last piece of chocolate 

could find a home in your mouth 

 

that vacuuming robot 

would receive so much love 

 

perhaps a new kitten 

would make nights not so lonely 

 

I donated monthly to to the cause 

I guess I was born yesterday

 

he sponsored his whole family

out of a sense of obligation 

 

she insisted on volunteering 

on her exotic vacati...

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3am Revelation

nothing stays on in the dark
I snore
somehow 
we’re still here
I’m starving
you didn’t kill me
maybe you like me
when did I get old
monday’s coming again
bugs control the world

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Dancing Check to Check

twenty left

make the list 
eggs bread
spaghetti sauce bananas

take a glance 
at the library 
and the guitars

nap until 
I get notices 
from the bank account

cancel all plans 
on account 
of diarrhea

gotta have that you gotta have this 
dancing check to check

will change your life and it’ll ship free
next day air

following steps with representatives 
in Manila

my ...

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Civilization Takes Two

you be lightning

I’ll be slime 

be single-celled organism 

I’ll be time 

 

you be the reptile 

I’ll be the worm 

I’ll be the feathers 

you be the bird 

 

you be the monkey

I’ll be the banana 

you be the land bridge

I’ll be Siberia 

 

be Jesus Christ 

I’ll be the jews 

be Julius Cesar 

what’s there to lose 

 

civilization takes two 

my ...

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My Half-Life

I live in a world of things half-done

it keeps waking me up 

 

on days when I have the energy 

I can see what needs to happen 

 

projects, boxes of things, 

emails to be written 

 

on days when the world 

comes after me, I stay hidden

 

and dream of knocking it all to the ground

a child crying for forgiveness

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Our differences sleep with us

 

I have no secrets 

screens for hands

 

moments dribble 

out of my pockets

 

clock needles 

pierce my skin

 

your profligacy my silence 

sleep side by side on the bed 

 

your movements my stillness

give us reason to reflect 

 

we embrace our differences

in a delicate four-way gesture

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Broken & Compatible

with time I appreciate differences 

signs of life appearing in scratches 

 

does it evoke pity or understanding

deeper I go the more commanding

 

what I fear becomes a recipe 

finished in someone else’s kitchen

 

what you’ve broken is a challenge

for someone who can fix it 

 

leaning against each other 

finding love amidst the hunger

 

coloring in conve...

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Before the silence falls

The thing I wanted to know about–

Sent out texts and calls 

A desperate stop on the bus

Before the silence falls

 

The light stays on for an hour

Before the power shuts off

You made a gift of a flower

And a handwritten postcard

 

I bought three ready made dinners 

And cans of soup for lunch

Ready for this summer’s winter 

Getting ahead on the wash

 

And...

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Poverty

Poverty

You’ve only known poverty
You can’t imagine love

In a world of things
You feel you have everything

But you’ve never been touched
Anywhere near your heart

You tell me about all the people
You know

You show me all the places
You go

But you don’t know a thing
It’s almost a tragedy
 

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Routine

I’m crying now 

like you used to do

 

how strong I felt 

next to you

 

now there’s no one 

holding these tears back

 

that’s how irony 

works as planned

 

I’m crying now

over every little thing

 

my therapist tells me

It’s helping 

 

now that you’re gone 

I’ve been practicing

 

I’ve been perfecting

all my little routines

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my complete lack of technique

are you up for this adventure 

do you have somewhere to go

 

did I mention it’s dangerous 

you might fall off a mountain top 

 

you want to be with me

based on our experience 

 

of being together in a small apartment 

with mail ordered meals 

 

and I scare you with my attitude 

what you take as nonchalance

 

is a comfort with this world 

it’s everyth...

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Try My Skin

 

 

we inhabit different planets

gravities, landscapes, elements

 

you learn about yourself

when you leave a safe environment 

 

try my skin 

be selfish

see through my eyes

you’d be surprised

walk through my heart

don’t step on it 

get sucked in 

it’s endless 

 

you world is about all the angles 

mine is mostly water 

 

when you cut throu...

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Unseeing

Unseeing

What have I done to myself
To make these people 
Look like monsters

They’d vigorously reject
Any attempt to brand themselves
Less than upstanding

What do I see in their eyes
That reads as horror 
That speaks to a lust

For the unimaginable suffering
of a world that will pay 
For their childhoods

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showroom

 

my girl wants to do these 

crazy things

 

in public just to imagine

what it feels like it’s not quite 

 

real but I gotta play along 

in the neighborhoods where 

 

nobody knows us we act out 

whatever she’s thinking of 

 

it gets her hot to imagine 

I’ve got a job and we live 

 

on the other side of town 

and we decorate our place

 

with e...

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I Can’t See My Life

My eyes are on backwards 
I just can’t see my life 
Until it passes

Then I try to grab it
With hands that never work 
That just hold onto wood

As a kid I wanted glasses
I thought they’d make me smart
Now I feel too smart and it hurts

Or I feel too hurt and it smarts
Either one works
As that sadness of my youth returns

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asking

 

you ask too much 

from your nap

 

that you will be transformed

and the world will be different

 

yet there you are with your 

faculties intact as if you 

 

could pretend to enthuse

on what’s profoundly stupid

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Oh my filth

 

Shit on the sidewalk
Streaks like hiragana 
Trash for weeks
Natto in your amana

Bachatta on a ten dollar
Bluetooth speaker
Cuts the reggaeton and trap
Like an ambulance siren

Oh my dirty city
I plead the filth

Crying like a child 
Denied ice cream
Crying like a satisfied 
Blow pop queen

Crunching insect voyeurs 
Under the sink
Sweating in my arms 
Under the midnight i...

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Today's Lab

 

No matter how many times 
We’ve done it 
Under what conditions 
We’ve run it

Everything is 
An experiment
The outcome
Always in question

That we’re alive at all
Is some kind of miracle
How we drive these bodies
Harder than rental cars

Where we stick these moods
Frozen and burnt 
Forever tweaking the recipe
Infinitely varied outcomes

Tethered together
On a journey towa...

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Scratched Out

see a lot of people 

walking around

 

with scratched

-out faces 

 

rubbed out with a pen 

or a fingertip

 

they seem to go on with things 

with less enthusiasm 

 

not letting themselves 

be stopped by relationships

 

I was one of those people 

with scratched out faces 

 

I drew over it 

a smile and mustache 

 

For a while 

I just ha...

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The kids

Your obligation to the child playing

next to you on the bus

 

He needs to knock you

Just to make sure

You’re not a robot 

Plugged into a usb slot

 

He needs to feel 

The heat on your skin

In case things go wrong

And you have to carry him

 

Out of some explosion

Any look of indignation 

Coming from you

Only confirms that

 

The planet is sufferin...

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Teaching bad children

Teaching bad children

Guys you have to keep 
Your hands out of your pants
And you can’t watch porn 
During school hours 

And I agree with your 
Assessment
Of our colleagues but
I don’t want to undermine them

And please don’t call me after work
They’ll think I’m a child molester
But I do love you it’s just that
I’m supposed to be a cop

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Bodies

Other people’s bodies

I don’t understand them
I want to command them

They become myself then
Turn into a weapon

I crave a distance
Just to feel a resistance

Then I wanna get hit with
The power of a kiss

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The Throb

spending too much 
time alone
in 2019 means 

feeling face to face
with the stupidity
and greed of others

a dull relentless pain 
feeling
electronically chained 

to a world bent on 
destroying itself 
trying to enjoy itself 

at the same time

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To the edge of the ledge with a pickle wedge

You take it to the breaking point
You make it sound so innocent

What is it in us that must
Hang out on a ledge

Craving our own destruction
At the hands of someone familiar

What is it that’s so unknown
Within ourselves

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On rejoining the cult

I was never crazy about the sacrifices 

and definitely think she’d go on 

a little long during 

the Tuesday sermons 

 

but it was the quality of connection 

I felt was lacking in my life

you just don’t meet people

of that sort on the outside

 

of course there’ll be certain things

I’ll miss-

ice cream, situation comedies, condominiums

 

but I was missing 

...

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The Pitch

We’re bringing back books
As edgy accessories

Imagine that you’re rich enough 
To have the time to read

You’re so wealthy you can afford to
Disconnect while doing it

We’re going to open up
A series of “bookstores”

Designer boutiques
Everything under glass

The catch will be pricing-
The mark-up will only be

500 percent as we’ve noticed
Something funny in our research-

Th...

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Ah, yes

 

Of course I remember 

And it’s not the exactly 

 

The opposite

Of loneliness 

 

Other people’s bathrooms

And pulling my arm out

 

From under your head

For the blood to rush back in

 

And suddenly much

More of me feels lighter 

 

With just a small  

Space opening up

 

For a new set 

Of anxieties

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The fabulist

The fabulist 

The fabulist has been 
Out of work for generations

His tales have all been broken
Its messages replaced with slogans

His children have found jobs
In marketing

(When he wanted them 
To be doctors) 

Scientists have cut 
Deep into his market

Today he does what he can 
To warn them 

The truth

Is never enough

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Parents

To the people at the next table talking about their adult children

I’d just like you to know
That I’m 
Super-successful 

I’ve never killed anyone
Based on what my company
Has manufactured

I’ve never ruined anyone’s
Life 
Based on my family’s ambitions

I’ve never sent anyone into
Therapy based on 
Broken promises

I’ve never left anyone
Questioning the meaning 
Of their life...

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Today's Meeting

I said that the kids have to 

read for pleasure

if you want the writing scores 

to improve

 

somehow that didn’t sit well with 

data, targets, 

spreadsheets, and minutes

with the group

 

It was as if I was demanding 

that they were fed 

chocolate for breakfast

or allowed to play freely 

 

we’re a poor school 

and long ago

they cleaned out 

all ...

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Climbing out of a lie

climbing out of a lie 

 

she had to use what she had

which were other lies

smaller ones which fit 

in her hands 

 

they could 

take her only half way 

out of the bigger ones

then she’d have to float

 

on even bigger ones

to get herself across 

to other people 

and their gaps

 

thank god for credit cards 

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E. Rigby’s Granddaughter

 

very polite to the ticketman
is working at the day spa 

visits her mother every Sunday
thinks about getting a small dog

play acts having a boyfriend
treats the apps as a comedy 

is as enthusiastic about zumba
as she is about leaving her
job in publishing

always likes their posts
talks to strangers on a train

thinking about novels for children
and taking up meditation

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Trauma Department

Trauma Department

The doctors scream at the nurses
The nurses take it out on the patients
Blaming them for their illnesses

At night they join together 
For a performance 
Wherein everyone switches places

And lives with 
The outcomes 
Of the operation

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I'm more expensive now

The prices have gone up

I’ve had to adjust

 

There’s less of me now

And it’s more sharp

 

I run quieter

With a more efficient motor

 

Backwards compatible

Using less resources 

 

Still got that connectivity

Attached to the evil empire 

 

But there’s a new outlook

Designed for today’s challenging world

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Moving Forward

Moving Forward

 

I want to enjoy this 

please don’t spoil it 

 

don’t wanna know 

its ingredients

 

politics 

or ethics 

 

it doesn’t mean 

I’m a fascist 

 

it doesn’t make 

for a contradiction

 

I’ll be with you 

on the barricades

 

in a minute

 

but I’d just like 

to finish this chocolate 

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Ghosts

 

The ghosts in my life 

Take the time to touch me 

Then disappear 

 

Changing faces

Changing forms

They’re always there

 

Saving me from 

Darkness

And even worse 

 

If I start 

To pursue them 

They come only to haunt 

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interior exile

 

range of motion 
constricted to morning thoughts

sounds of the ocean
beating on distant drums

tracing planes
in the sweep of a brush

thoughts of escape 
paused with new promises

 

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San Francisco, circa 1968

 

The boys ask if I’m a virgin
I tell them “yes” and I’m not lying

As something closes up 
When you’re gone and then

I forget what you smell like 
And I forget what you touch like

And I feel like Richard Harris
There in the rain

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Under the new contract

Under the new contract

It’s definitely a new game
with these rifles 
they knocked off 
my left pinky

but I had enough wet wipes
to stanch things and clean off
the desk before 
the next class arrived

Samuels is doing amazing work
from the floor after yesterday’s blast
he simply turned the testing into an art
project-talk about teachable moments

the kids haven’t been the same
s...

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The re-election

The re-election

I’ve decided to become a racist
I’ve decided not to care what I do
I’m never going to recycle again
Taking my employer’s side on every issue

I’m cheering on the fascists
Eating endangered species
Buying the largest SUV 
With police stickers on the windshield 

Just to get along it feels so good
Giving up my humanity 
It's such a small price to pay-
What has it ever...

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