The tragedy of not getting what you want
borrowing the time you want now
taking more space than allowed
heart beats faster at the thought
there’s more to be had out in front
making a criminal duo in bed
never enough minutes left
sand runs out between our toes
something in our hearts scream "go"
to the exhibition with our name on it
glimpsing ourselves in the moment
outcom...
Sunday 31st December 2017 2:05 pm
Resonances
things go ping
bouncing off memories
landing with irritation
in mouths and other cavities
these thoughts
these memes
radioactive they bond
to our own specific gravities
producing resonances
waves of sound
vibrations
out of bounds
feelings resound
frequencies reach us beyond
our touch, scent,
sight, and sounding
resonances leaving us
vibrating on
meaning thi...
Saturday 30th December 2017 6:54 pm
The Late Cretinous Period
the late cretinous period
paid in signs
between the lines
tans centimeters
at a time
calculates
sea change
accurately enough
to change his mind
gum masks
the scent of death
his motions
can be tracked
from the spine
down
to his twerks
in the virtual discotek
in the late
cretinous
period
panic’s in the air
meteor’s been
sighted
with moments
left to...
Tuesday 26th December 2017 12:56 am
my upfall
slow ascent up this face
infinite surface few cracks
wedged in don’t pull back
stories up go unread
lose ground cry for help
echoing sounds make music
passed by while others fell
now we are two on a ledge
will you come to my upfall
you’re down when I get the call
hanging round nowhere at all
nowhere out just up
can’t s...
Monday 25th December 2017 2:33 pm
The Show
look at how
they’re looking at us now
we must look
ridiculous to them
in these strange bodies
soft heads
the size of
several men
did you know
we're the show
expected to bomb
the show
showing them up
all wrong
we do these things
over and over
that’s what it means
to be professional
looking for
deeper sa...
Sunday 24th December 2017 12:45 pm
I was the wife
stayed at home
you went out
left me with so much
to think about
replaying movies
every scene
worried didn’t know
who to believe
when I was the wife
making bread
taking care
you were restless
I was the wife
I could imagine
a place for us
a relationship
followed the drama
dog earring the page
waking up waiting
for episodes to play
picked up the pen
never w...
Saturday 23rd December 2017 1:37 pm
Vantage Point
he got on his bike
got as far as he can
past developments
where shoulders end
against seas of cars
he couldn't feel a fit
before security guards
chased him off a billboard leg
there was nowhere to go
just keep it moving
before the hunger for anything
overtook him
he'd have to sit down
to lay out the dreams
where he could better
se...
Thursday 21st December 2017 12:47 am
13 Forever
Businessmen don't like me
That faggot at school
Who preferred
The company of girls
Thirty years later
We're in the locker room
They hold management positions
They exude attitude
Here to do the numbers
To make our margins
In go participants
Out come dividends
Bottle humanity
Carbonate it
They're closing in
On the formula for it
...Wednesday 20th December 2017 1:19 am
The ghost of what I want
the ghost of what I want
haunts my waking life
drives me to great lengths
hangs me from great heights
desires laid out in front of me
like a vista from a hill
I descend slowly then I
tumble and fall
into the valley
the fruit’s so succulent
like a summer in Italy
captured on an olive oil label
the ghost of what I want
doesn’t let me re...
Tuesday 19th December 2017 2:52 am
Specific Gravities
the weight of my record collection
kept me up all night
I didn’t listen to anything
just stared at the spines
thought of those moments
lived not vicariously
those emotions were real
shared from the vinyl to me
thought of all the things
I could possibly do with my time
listening to records wasn’t the worst
making them might be alright
the weight of that collection
...
Monday 18th December 2017 12:14 am
shyness
there it is in front of you
staring in your face
look away out of shyness
comfortable its there
you wouldn’t want
this future for yourself
letting it define you
could you imagine
many other things
could break you
could you
just let it happen
join me where it
comes apart
there's a seam
comfortable and naked
...Saturday 16th December 2017 11:12 am
Shredded Wheat
your orders are in this
thick brown envelope
destroy the barge completely
before it gets milk-logged
you may not use any
powdery substances
that’s cheating
the dentists will find you out
put every bit of it
in your mouth
then lie down
for seven hours, alone
repeat the pattern
for three weeks
without stopping
until our next s...
Thursday 14th December 2017 11:34 pm
Sensory Inventory
Sensory inventory
Heels pinch me
Earrings pull me down
Skirts twist me
Clasps leave marks
I practice the walk
Work mirror and brush
Even if it comes off
The work has been done
I was made for something else
what it is I can't tell
At times I've felt
I could do anything I wanted
You use words casually
They slip from your mouth
As ea...
Thursday 14th December 2017 12:37 am
Saved by Imagination
somehow you held on
when everyone let go
didn't let anyone tell you
what was important
now you’re here
with a big piece of my heart
I didn’t even know
was missing
some people will love you without a reason
some people will hate you without a reason
all you can do is listen
and speak to the conversation
you came to me
witho...
Tuesday 12th December 2017 11:26 pm
Vertical World
It's amazing how easily
people fit into hierarchies
It's as if their genitals
were magnetic
repelling anyone
who's not a quick flight up
of course we know
we were made to lead
once the opportunity
presents itself
for we've been sitting on
miraculous solutions for years
and it'd be nothing less
than our duty to share the...
Tuesday 12th December 2017 12:38 am
Plants and Cats
I fill my life with machines and things
I don't think they make me very happy
I don't dream of them-they dream of me
filling my thoughts keeping me busy
don't be afraid of my loneliness
I'll try to understand the way you exist
you divide existence in two bits
between plants and cats
I've lived exclusively in a world of men
a lot of right angles ...
Friday 8th December 2017 10:30 pm
Of Course
I can’t remember why
I’m not supposed to like you
I find myself missing you
and forgetting about that
mental post-it note that
I’m not supposed to call you
maybe we could get over that
awkwardness
and become
enemies again
Monday 4th December 2017 11:22 pm
Nuanced
sometimes I wonder
if there's room for it
if the guitar's too high
in the mix
sentiment too obvious
for today's charged climate
volumes ring my tinnitus
pointing me towards bossa nova
needles on the wall move me forward
into Paul's restaurant
promise of a smile
wins me over
much to gain
in acting refined
word ...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 11:15 pm
Reset Button
You feel blocked
day's too much
Something's gone
something's lost
Your button
the reset button
Things move forward
outside the door
Everyone has something
they're looking for
Taking you back
to square one
everything fails
then the pain is gone
I turn you
on and off
Friday 1st December 2017 4:02 am
Motivation
Motivation
I'm really impressed with how
professional everyone is
Despite where your eyes go
It takes a lot to wake up
Every morning and
Do what you're told
Despite what you know
Of the world
I like that tie
You're wearing
That's a wonderful
Hairstyle
Are we ready to
Make money
Are we ready to
Monopolize
...Thursday 30th November 2017 12:43 am
Meet The New People
They're smaller
using less space
quieter; air diffuses
their complaints
compost-friendly
excreting green bricks
connecting silently
habitrails where they live
working smarter
brains in a cloud
running cooler
add coffee and yoga
taking over
without questions for you
except
"when are you leaving?"
and
“Could you go sooner?"
Wednesday 29th November 2017 1:52 am
Little Flashing Man
I need you
To help me
Break the day
Into tiny pieces
To wipe it off my face
Replace it
With your kisses
I've got a secret
Sometimes I can't
Handle it on my own
It gets too heavy hold
Thoughts become desperate
And I think of you
And a crosswalk button
I've got to press
Effective who can tell
But you become that
Little flashing man
Leading me
To your bed
Monday 27th November 2017 11:38 pm
Improvised Devices
line's shut down
no getting out
could panic
or just relax
see this as an opportunity
I have no doubt
if we don't sublimate
stress it’ll attack
so let’s count backwards
from one
let’s whistle that unfinished
symphony
let’s get ourselves undone
and try to remember
how we got here
line’s back on
we’re different now
te...
Sunday 26th November 2017 5:37 pm
Imperfect Circumstances
If only if
things were different
and I was better
we would slide
not just maneuver
you make a wish
it's half granted
the other half
is a bar
of chocolate
we roll and take our chances
through these
imperfect circumstances
we use our luck and a lot of heart
sun comes out
it's a new climate
we take our shoes off
and start to da...
Wednesday 22nd November 2017 9:45 pm
We could be artists
We could live without security
Jumping between short-term scenes
Being paid exactly what we think
To produce images of quality
We'd have the validation of our peers
We wouldn't need our families
What they considered wasted years
Would return in new opportunities
Like church without boring parts
Like school without low marks
We'd get...
Saturday 18th November 2017 2:43 pm
Drawing Circles
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-9wBgsSZEU&t=6s
Drawing Circles (Gaulke/Brown)
She's calling you from faraway
from the place that doesn't change
on the border of dreams and memories
where everything decays
you miss sundays on the beach
weekdays on tv
nothing then seems boring now
in a so-so pizza place
with a magnet in her hand
drawing circl...
Thursday 16th November 2017 9:47 pm
Another Thing Again
shined, ready
reaching equilibrium
something in the universe
despises boredom
another thing again
in the world of men
constant vigilance
chaos creation
another thing again
maybe two at a time
wearing you down
to a fine finish
century-old harpoons
stuck in your side
streams of currents
smooth the ride
don't get too comf...
Monday 13th November 2017 11:46 pm
Content
in this city you're always meeting
people working in content
serving deeply stupid morbidly
obese racist viewers programs
these people are charming
go to their parties
meeting their vacations,
wives, children
eating while talking
about side projects
and what they want
to be doing, ideally
recognize the outlines of their s...
Sunday 12th November 2017 9:06 pm
Playing Adults
we find ourselves in situations
without a clue, without directions
going as far as we can
before the line dips in the red
memories of childhood
through adolescence
remind us that
we've always done this
when there was someone
to call for help
now there's someone on the floor
a fire starting next door
or bad news from stars
...Saturday 11th November 2017 9:27 pm
Miss Stoic
I never learned how to love
I never pretended to care
people just crashed into me
and I met them there
I waited with them
then waved them away
I never learned how to give
because I liked what I had
I didn't require strangers
with problems to share
I remain a good diplomat
until the end of the affair
the colder I am
the cl...
Friday 10th November 2017 9:35 pm
Ex-introverts
lot of explaining to do
lot of catching up
now that they've gotten
a taste of who they are
there's a world to celebrate
every hidden flaw
a net full of people
to explore meaning through
if they weren't abused as a child
they will be as an adult
Tuesday 7th November 2017 11:33 pm
Dirty
It's dirty everywhere
It's filthy
the smell
I don't think will leave
You should see yourself
You should see me
Our composure left
Before we could
There's no alternative
No experts
We need to start to dig
With our fingernails
It's inevitable
We could feel it
We stuck around
Out of fear and habit
Tuesday 7th November 2017 12:39 am
pledge drive promises
I could show you nothing
like it was ever before
you’d be entitled
to your skepticism
I’d show
you more
taking you to the edge
of comfortable
we’d peer over the ledge
without letting go
I ask you how you’re feeling
your eyes start to glow
like an essay question
on speaker phone
just because
I’ve got you...
Sunday 5th November 2017 8:02 pm
Traveling with you
from the line of approach
I see the beginning and end
vibrant colors and height
I estimate on fingers
emerging from the cockpit
you're inviting me in
assuring me of efficiencies
swallowing time and distance
cocktails of emotions
excitement and dread
we look at each other
and start to swim
overland, underwater
through dimensions
how were we still
for suc...
Thursday 2nd November 2017 10:56 pm
Like Snowden
blow me away like Snowden
tell me everything you know about me
then I’ll take you to an undisclosed location
and we can dick around like cheney
you present as mild mannered and innocent
but I know what’s lurking
under that vanilla email address
in a pair of wolford stockings
you want security you want privacy
yet you post everything you feel
you’re heading for an identity
apoc...
Wednesday 1st November 2017 11:52 pm
Noise of the World
When the noise of the world
Gets under my silence
I bite my lip and think of you
Tuesday 31st October 2017 11:09 pm
It's just not now
I have these moments
Where I forget
What I'm feeling
On the bus or in the park
Just for a moment
Before my life resumes
I could be
Anything at all
Carbon-based
Outer space dust
Mixed with water
The mind wanders far
Returning to this life
With a cue
From my memories
Igniting my brow
Muscles contract
Nerves react
To...
Monday 30th October 2017 9:21 pm
The Dreaded Pink Monkey
Never really swings
Feeds on everything
Breeds in forests
Clear cut of trees
Rarely plays with others
Doesn’t detach from mothers
Walks upright while
Cheating on lovers
Communicates with difficulty
Making tools for killing
Sometimes lives in tribes
Shares styles willingly
We've tried conservation
It only leads to devastation
Scanning ...
Sunday 29th October 2017 10:07 pm
We're the news
your brand and my brand
got into a fight
my brand
is apologizing
your brand is sensitive
to perceptions of hostility
my brand is about
creating understanding
my brand is making love
to your brand
your brand is
staring out the window
your brand has a tremendous
marketing budget
my brand has
close to zero
our brands fight
f...
Saturday 28th October 2017 11:00 pm
Ways of Being
I'm him
you're her
he's me
she's you
they're us
we're them
that's it
all at once
both alive
at the same time
walking the earth
as humans
with sets of genitals
what a coincidence
we were made
for each other
Friday 27th October 2017 9:12 pm
Meals on Heels
I try to cook
your recipes by myself
as if I could ever get
that feeling back as well
spinach goes burning
in the sauce
what was supposed to be gourmet
gets fucked up
I allow myself to be seduced
by labels at the store
I buy things for two
so the cashier won’t know
ice cream goes missing
after an hour
flatware scraping china
...
Thursday 26th October 2017 9:01 pm
Exactly; I don't know
The death of one thing means
The birth of something else
Stuck in the middle
We can't see either end
Searching for forwards
The horizon expands
The past shrinks till
It fits in our hands
The photograph shows us
On our backs
Confident the World's
Behind us
One moment lasts
Until the next one snaps
There's tension's there
To remind ...
Wednesday 25th October 2017 9:12 pm
Drunk in the museum
the floor moves us
hors d'oeuvres, snails
18th century chandeliers
hang from nails
all this jewelry on
mummified bodies
a spirit drinks us in
where appetites fail
at a social function
strutting like lemon chicken
lost in reverberations
drunk in the museum
history means nothing
without a kiss
missing hints about
the mystery of ou...
Tuesday 24th October 2017 11:35 pm
Success
I’m a very successful alcoholic
have you met my wife
I’ve narrowed the gap between what I feel and do
to an inch of my life
you’ve probably bought my products
more than a few times
I seduce you at your weakest
online late at night
it would be lovely if we were all
sober, sane, and nice
but the road to recovery is lined
with impro...
Monday 23rd October 2017 11:20 pm
'Consins
Got an eighth of you
Inside of me
Maybe that's where I got
Certain tendencies
Someone's nose
Someone's toes
A certain impulse
To go for the throat
An arrogant gaze
That can't be backed
By gold in the bank
Or acres of land
An attraction to women
With looks of ice
A tendency to go
Too deep inside
Monday 23rd October 2017 1:24 am
Aristocratic Impulse
it’s the taste
everyone can share
aristocratic in the head
serfs everywhere else
building your third life
brick by brick
from your working world
you’ll pay for it
regal, pretentious, just a bit off
biting off more than you can share
pooling resources from the deep end
there’s a breath so there’s hope in there
it’s the waste ...
Sunday 22nd October 2017 2:14 pm
something else
never knew her views on the subject
she was polite with everyone
always on time, never absent
kind to strangers and children
when we heard the news
we were beyond shocked
although her name wasn’t common
they must have meant someone else
when they opened her door they could find no sign
of what they were looking for
she had a brother; so...
Saturday 21st October 2017 6:40 pm
Own Devices
Your electric face
shines like a star
in a dark night
the size of a closet
in touch with yourself
in the chromium glare
you're reflected in
a thousand products
how much of yourself
can you stand
how much can
anyone else bear
just short of becoming
rich and famous
you've left to the world
by your own devices
the mirror has a name
the mirror talks back
the window's broken
...
Wednesday 18th October 2017 11:10 pm
miniatures
everyday is a new creation
we remake civilization in miniature
you be the astronaut
I'll be the caveman
we can share this
slaughter of vegetables
fight the war, I’ll broker peace
we'll agree to terms in a selfie
conquering space while you industrialize
the kitchen at ikea over the weekend
will we survive ourselves
to reproduce- ...
Tuesday 17th October 2017 10:46 pm
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