have you ever felt this feeling of dread.
waking up and ot knowing what the hell you're going to do that day.
I wake up, and scroll all day. my body rots into the same spot in my bed.
the cups beside my bed pile up. I open my shades.
look in the mirror. wash my face.
I feel like I have no purpose without constant deadlines and stress.
my eyes fill with tears as I struggle to fig...
Sunday 12th June 2022 9:06 am
The hand reached into the pocket and pulled out lint. Expecting the worst, the lint was a better gift than anticipated. A cop asked me if there are any sharp objects she should know about, I say, "no", knowing that I have dirty tricks up my sleeve. I am arrested. It could always have been worse. So could I. But here I am. Jail Cell. Alone. No friends close. No bail. Alone. Surrounded by humans ...
Monday 3rd September 2012 7:29 pm