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I tell you
I'll love you no matter what.
I don't care what they think,
fuck their approval.
And yet I find myself,
Plagued with naive hope,
A bird plucking its own feathers
one by one.
Until all that's left
is an ugly mangled mass,
defeated by its own destruction.
Friday 10th June 2022 12:39 am
I know I’m frustrated.
I know I’m angry.
I don’t know why.
I know what to do
To try to quell it,
But for one reason
I don’t want to let it go.
I surround myself with
Loud noises and angry voices
Ride a wave of my own
And still I don’t know why,
I just am.
A vigorous scribble scratched
Inside my skull,
No end to pull at.
Friday 18th December 2020 3:56 pm
I can feel it crawl inside me creeping slowly
Those negative thoughts that want to control me
In and around my mind they flow
And in an instant everything explodes
This black cloud befuddles my mind
Then it takes over and I am confined
To feel worthless, idiotic and desperate as can be
To these destructive emotions and I want to be free
Monday 9th October 2017 8:17 pm