I want to scream so bad, But how can I?
This is just another bad dream, one day I’ll wake from,
Another scheme of sleep paralysis on my throat,
Like I owe them, I’ll pay my dues but not now.
Feels like self betrayal, I can't even trust myself.
Saw it coming but chose to stay loyal,
Trusting logic has been problematic.
Can't say it's not my fault, when it is.
Thursday 7th October 2021 10:36 pm
And puddles pool
And I am feeling the chill of lonliness
And rainfall quickens to a roar
And my words fall on deaf ears
The birds are hiding away
And the sun won't come out to play
And we are emotional strangers in our own home
How many times can we talk about the same thing without it changing?
How many rainy days will there be
Monday 17th May 2021 10:26 am