Unconfident

My confidence was taken from me 

i had a lot and most people could see 

i was loud proud and very happy

But everything changed and it stopped

moved house and school at the age nine

i refused to talk to anyone i had developed anxiety

Have been the same ever since

my parents didn't support me enough 

i didn't get the attention that i required 

because they were busy with my older sister

I would have been so much more if those thing's didn't happen

but clearly that wasnt meant to be 

I am happy though could be happier

the world makes me sad due to how it is now

Will i ever be confident again?

Or will i be socially awkward and quiet forever......