The research is mixed
We hold them until the joy
Runs out of their faces
And they give up
Any notion of escape
Once broken
They walk around timidly
Mouthing what we drill into them
Without too much stuttering
A few are more difficult
To break we defer to
The more experienced amongst us
To show us the advanced techniques
Of course we are constantly
Monitored so any sign of sympathy
From us...
Thursday 27th December 2018 4:18 pm
Nudes
Nudes
you insisted
we’d visit your nudes
time ran out
we got back to work
they were something
you carried with you
snapshot thumbnails
looked very good
I tried to impress you
with sculpture
you squealed something
like approval
If we ever get back
to that room
where the atmosphere
felt like freedom
lines curve throu...
Wednesday 26th December 2018 10:00 pm
Comfortable
Comfortable
we live at the bottom
of a shaky structure
it’s stable here
winds are softer
sun shines
over the clouds
stress dissolves
under water
if everyone's a winner
then we're losers
take off your pretensions
get comfortable
it only hurts
a little at first
then you find that
brilliant freedom
we live outside...
Tuesday 25th December 2018 1:27 am
Your Blue Period
one day everyone will say
this was your best work
the images, fire
all devices worked
desperation
crept under our skin
from your mouth we heard
what we could not have dreamt
you were distraught;
violent with friends
now It all seems charming
we’ve seen other things
We think of you framed by time
the current self is a story
we don't really understand;
you're still writing
Tuesday 18th December 2018 1:27 am
Academia
Academia
Looking for higher ground
None to be found
Just that rotting corpse
In the library
How you wanted fame
You'd settle for a name
Extended by letters
And small salary
Researching drinking habits
Of that syphilis-infested idiot
You mark quality time
With his descendants
Citing your lover's work
She won't touch you with a fork
...Monday 17th December 2018 1:56 am
What if tomorrow comes?
they’ll feel overdressed
for sure
inserting privileges
where there aren’t any more
a mess
some will continue
like they’ve always done
in less interesting times
there’ll be those prone to act
cosplay apocalypse
retinues of disappointed men
shooting themselves up
as in your favorite horror movie
one will survive
with a mixture
of ...
Tuesday 11th December 2018 1:15 am
Tonight
tonight
been mostly faking it
the few times I’ve been real
I think you know
I’m shocked
by my own ignorance
as much as by
the happiness of others
I hear the circulation in my ears
look at the stars and wonder
if I’ll have time to read
all the books I’ve bought
Sunday 9th December 2018 5:58 pm
This Winter
this winter
in his life
you search for meaning
in his life
something is written
you couldn’t read
when he was breathing
in his absence
you take the silence
wrapping it around you
like a childhood scarf
Sunday 9th December 2018 12:38 am
The war on people
The war on people
a big part of us
needs to know
when the shit comes down
a tiny part of us
had it so good
it'd kill out of boredom
an invisible part
feels like
It's not attached to the body
and would willingly
replace salvation
with stark appraisals
just to
feel
something new
Saturday 8th December 2018 8:09 pm
Dual Diagnoses
Dual Diagnoses
funding criteria stipulates
two co-occurring conditions
efforts made to match
couples based on algorithms
proven to yield results ranging from
“satisfied” to “vaguely disappointed”
as an agency our mandate
stipulates that we provide
a “minimum baseline of well-being”
interpreted as meaning providing:
a childhood wi...
Thursday 6th December 2018 9:21 pm
I become more difficult
I become more difficult
Is it the end of the world
Or am I having a bad day
There comes a point
When things merge
And I just let things
Trail off
With my beliefs
That much more tightly held
Occasionally
Someone will come along
And validate
Most of what I’ve said
But in general
I become more difficult
It’s something
I’ve grown to accept
Wednesday 5th December 2018 8:03 pm
XXX
XXX
The exes come one by one
Bearing memories wrapped in the present
After a few drinks they insist on
Chronologies you can’t remember
Their eyes start to twitch as you
Attempt to stoke dying embers
To the night they proclaim
Their judgements you were
An asshole and
They’ll never forgive it
And then you make out
With razor blades between your teeth
Sunday 25th November 2018 3:07 pm
The Distant Sofa
The distant sofa
Since you’ve left
Everything’s wet
I hold my breath
As the door swings open
I swim to the fridge
Pulling the spaghetti off my chest
I pretend to have an appetite
Downing my portion
Making it
To the distant sofa
Hyperventilating
Cousteau drama
I tell myself I’ll be rescued soon
Then drown in the bedroom
Rescued by an alarm
And a government job
...
Wednesday 21st November 2018 11:46 am
Prayers
Prayers
Goddess of Monday hiding my keys
rearranging all my memories
got me counting reasons I work
searching for quarters in a drawer
tease me with sex
tease me with vacations
I still can’t stand
your fluorescence
I’ll be forever under your spell
I’ll never retire with this pension plan
you’ve got me running you’ve got me
panting for the bx12
Monday 19th November 2018 11:49 am
better
better
everything you
use
eat throw away
neglect
treat
decide
encounter
try
bother
are you better for it
does it make you
last longer
help more people
make someone feel
safer
happier
beautiful
shouldn’t that
be the measure
shouldn’t that
be what we’re all after
I look at how much
I t...
Friday 16th November 2018 12:43 am
The Remission
The Remission
At the financial district mixer
Where the white women
In line discuss how they
Never have sex on the
Second date despite
The cost of the meal
I’d be remiss if I didn’t
Spend my evening talking
To the Dominican hustler
About end of the world
Scenarios in Costa Rica
Wednesday 14th November 2018 11:45 am
When do you think you are?
When do you think you are?
on the bed eyes on ceiling
accountant in head flips a coin for morning
heartbeat synchs to a bus schedule
desires like cream in the styrofoam
recite the mantra check the window
porn on the phone overdraft notices
she suggests another vacation
a sickday dream of emigration
lunch feels a way
to dreams clouding...
Sunday 11th November 2018 3:27 pm
Loaded
impulse control
do you read me
impulse control
we’re going down
surrounded by sirens
the entire mission's lost
schooled against temptation
fighting an invisible enemy
bigger than our desires
we bow down at her feet
she’s the night
we submit our tiny lives
for that feeling
of certainty
we haven’t been able to fin...
Friday 9th November 2018 11:06 pm
The Kinks
the middle school history teacher
feels like she’s losing her mind
covering the state test in roomsfull
of kids who can’t see why
we have to speak english
the president’s insane
what’s the point of all these
meaningless names and dates
the middle school history teacher’s
got two of her own two hours away
in the middle class suburb inherited
from the ...
Thursday 1st November 2018 1:29 am
Slow motion collision
slow-motion collision
glimpse of you in the distance
signs warning of traffic conditions
swerving to avoid pedestrians
glasses hooked on the tail fin
bodies with velocity taken
pulling at it seams like we’re children
without a seat inspection
we’re meat for vultures circling
arms reach out to trace
for something to embrace
mouths start to shake
...
Wednesday 31st October 2018 11:09 am
short-range missive
short-range missive
As the environmental
economic political
continue to deteriorate
I mysteriously find
what I need
to maintain my emotional
stability available to me
direct with free
two-day shipping
Saturday 20th October 2018 1:38 am
What it isn’t
I don’t know what sex is
I watch the dogs jump
Their pupils tiny points
Students carve
Fertility signs on desks
Pensioners regret
Things that went unsaid
Athletes stretch
Before a competition
But I don’t know what sex is
My mind goes blank
Before running adolescent fixations
Like a GIF loop
With strange proportions
You call my name
Like ...
Thursday 18th October 2018 1:46 pm
On the label
We're not here to talk
About love
Only extinction
How poetry
Makes sense of
Banalities
And seals
Our frustrations
In stasis
Validating our
Domestic arrangements
Humming along
To this beautiful
Ecocide we fit in
We’re not here
For our comfort
Thursday 18th October 2018 12:29 am
At The Poetry Factory
they're a bunch of lazy assholes
quality control is low
they sleep on the day shift
waiting for inspiration to hit
a man pulls on a wire
and a pen descends on a line
the minimum is a page a day
now they're striking for lower wages
they say the poverty
helps the soul
keeps their patrons
on a roll
one guy worked a triple shift
th...
Wednesday 17th October 2018 12:28 am
The Leaving Man
seducing you with arrogance
walking backwards into plans
swallowing you with a laugh
here comes the leaving man
has that something else
you just don’t understand
representing everything you hate
that’s what draws you in
curiosity mixed with disgust
cracks the recipe when it’s heated up
fatalism with a dark hand
blood and muscle un...
Tuesday 16th October 2018 12:02 am
Placeholder
Placeholder
remembering when things were great
thanking heavens pinching yourself
subsequent times haven't added up
at least you've got a reference for what you lost
placeholder on the table
dog ear in the novel
post-it on the refrigerator
late night moan of lost love
much as you feel you can go back
each time you escape into a different ...
Monday 15th October 2018 3:56 am
emergency romance
as we’re burning things down to a crisp
I gotta tell you you look fantastic
vacuuming up the last chip
wondering what you’re doing this weekend
we could go watch the fireworks
spread all over the entire world
arrive late to this horror show
that started many millennia ago
go ride the last elephant
watch the tides rise until
dive th...
Sunday 7th October 2018 1:02 pm
memories are new
I look for my father in the eyes of men
sometimes I see him everywhere
sometimes he’s hidden
behind decisions
I don’t fully understand
even as an adult
I feel myself move like my father
touching my belly and smiling
at people for no reason
just passing on the memetic energy
my mother’s absence remains however
a tear in the fa...
Friday 5th October 2018 12:56 am
Intimacy
We climbed together
Higher and higher
Until the air was too thin
For heavy things
Like clothes
Attitudes and moods
And when we reached
The top we were
Surprised to find
Nothing
Not a drop of
Moisture
Both of us swallowed
By a gigantic
Whole
Wednesday 3rd October 2018 1:48 pm
Dark Matters
Dark Matters
You just want to
make love to Trump and May
to take them
into your arms
And persuade them
there’s something better
It’s been a long struggle
fruitless mostly
the darker part of you considers
if things wouldn’t truly be better
if you stared into
the apocalypse
And met it with the presence
of a tiny death
Tuesday 2nd October 2018 2:53 pm
closeted struggle
closeted struggle
in the war against stuff
we’ve lost a lot of ground
(the poetry anthology
doesn’t count)
three boxes came yesterday
with nowhere to go
that was six square feet
excluding the cardboard
your retail therapy
has been put on hold
after six consecutive trips
to the large parcel window
the post office all...
Sunday 30th September 2018 9:01 pm
false beginners
heart don’t learn
it can’t grow back
one dumb animal
threatening attack
it’s slash and burn
obvious traps
baiting mouths
tying hands
living without learning
earning while burning
telling ourselves
they’re losers and winners
crying for mothers
we’re false beginners
play things over
slow things down
can’t get over the shock
the shock o...
Sunday 30th September 2018 2:06 am
horror films
been given the wrong script
flipped to the wrong page
I’d never say those things
situations don’t play that way
course I’m a professional
do the work I get paid
some people consider it art
more than some I’d say
but I don’t play monsters
must be a mistake
have a heroic profile
I’m known in the biz
I don’t play monsters
are you sure this is right
I’d like to thin...
Saturday 29th September 2018 1:46 pm
The next thing
This next thing
I keep squeezing the app
Waiting for the world to change
Like worry beads or rosaries
I put the pressure right there
I run my thumb
Over the writers’ names
Maybe a comma will budge
And that will be the start of things
I tell myself
I have some agency left
I make the white man flash
when I cross the street
I console myself
I can’t be so lonely
Imagi...
Thursday 27th September 2018 11:49 am
Next Weekend
it’s not ponies and unicorns in that moment
she enters his dual screens
it’s the smell of months of meals in front of the tv
thirty years ago on a school trip to Italy
nicknames thrown from dead uncles
the sound of the go-betweens
all cut under the blade of her life
she could ponder the silence
at least until she sees him again
Wednesday 26th September 2018 12:19 pm
crossing the renovated district
I hate them
as much as I
resemble them
when I face them
I make inferences
about shining packages
micro-aggressions
suggesting mid-life
disappointments
expectations
selective
compassions
we take it out
on ourselves
in inner conversations
until hostilities
bend into furtive
acts of public charity
Tuesday 25th September 2018 1:51 am
blog review of "Transportation"
https://dancingaboutarchitecture.info/2018/09/23/transportation-bob-gaulke-reviewed-by-dave-franklin/
Sunday 23rd September 2018 3:38 pm
go hire a team of liars
go hire a team of liars
what we have to tell ourselves
and tell others and then repeat
for years
just to get up to make a living
that’s a funny phrase
when you think about
how much of everything
we do isn’t much helping
anything grow naturally
lying is hard work
and leads to other
health issues
conditions masked
and unmasked
...Saturday 22nd September 2018 11:05 pm
The happiness of others
in the rush of senses
heat of moments
in young ambitions
on wheels of commerce
fleets of feeling
ping our sonar
pushing emotions
beyond borders
into the happiness of others
what we discover
in looks of couples
in historical novels
in the happiness of others
pressing our desires
into shapes
we struggle to handle
other people
invade our dreaming
with hands and mout...
Wednesday 19th September 2018 7:11 pm
O, Lve
love lies in pieces
half of it at home
big part with you
rest, out the door
landing on billboard posters
taken with exhaust
of a fleet distribution network
interstate trailer trucks
particles on people I work with
particles with strangers in pain
molecules on pornography
quarks within the city state
what's the use of gathering it
pu...
Monday 17th September 2018 11:48 pm
Habits Change
he never had nervous ticks;
he wasn’t Zizek
lately he’d been getting
into the habit of choking himself
it wasn’t a fetish; that he’d checked
rather it came after
a series of bodily warnings
that he was coming out of himself
he started pruning hairs
in strange places
he started to sweat
on the top of his head
he had to shave now
almost...
Monday 17th September 2018 2:18 am
face of god
live your life
in a deep state of uncertainty
nightly
slaughtered by a thousand
doubts lined up
in artillery squadrons
on the furrows
of the brow
hormones
echo through the morning
ricocheting
through plumbing
search for survivors
won’t be called off for another eight hours
still time left
to get in and ou...
Sunday 16th September 2018 4:52 pm
mouthfeel
what we crave
everything we make
what's baking us hungry
minds can't stop eating
replayed again and again
meals in miniature form
no need to explain
know the taste when you taste it
somebody loved you too much
they couldn't get enough
an empty stomach
full of disappointments
three directions at once
always out to lunch
trinity screa...
Saturday 15th September 2018 4:48 pm
Survival, Carolina
understand
the nature of things
when everything is
flailing around your head
survival
might depend
on a flashlight
loaf of bread
arrogance of man
splayed for all to see
saints sinners flung toys
on a sandless beach
tragedy feels
satisfying somehow
when we lose everything
but raw bleeding love
Saturday 15th September 2018 1:31 am
cheap watches
cheap watches
we met on this poetry blog
her work needed work
mine didn’t stop her
from telling me what to throw out
cutting adverbs
until we were throwing
knapsacks
against lamps
pants against
the glass
moments laid out
in cheap watches
red lines against black
sensing satisfaction
furtive at best
when ...
Thursday 13th September 2018 9:24 pm
Professionals
you play the game desperately
desperately is how you play it
with the luck of a beginner
and the fatalism of an expert
at any moment you could surprise us
with a brilliant move
at any moment you could quit
with an expression that stops us cold
we tell stories about you
we're telling them about ourselves
ripping a hole through our myths
you'...
Thursday 13th September 2018 12:47 am
Hiding Out
I wanna crawl into you
the world is too cruel
Into a ball into your fur
make that tick-tock stop for good
you’ve got a calm
I could never achieve
I’ve got anxieties
you’d never believe
they wait for me
outside your door
I could give you all
my energy
you could take it
turn it into heat
burning through this life
...Tuesday 11th September 2018 11:07 pm
Collectors
Collectors
you have to flatten people
it makes them more collectible
then you put them in categories
arranged by how
helpful they are
to you in your life
sort them by situations
attitudes
or intuitions
of course they might
occasionally
surprise you
and do
something
inconsistent
but that’s one of the
dangers
...
Tuesday 11th September 2018 4:57 pm
Draw
draw
take your crayons
use my pen
mark up books
leave ink stains
scratching lines
paint them over again
try on sizes
see what happens
mix in some pain
and some happiness
two sides
of the same process
we’ll call it a draw
Monday 10th September 2018 6:41 pm
Janell at the NYPL
Janella at the NYPL
I always felt like
I was the daughter of
someone important
that this woman
whom I called “mom”
was little more than a servant
I couldn’t belong
to such a family
that appeared so ignorant
I heard about
myself in songs
caught glimpses
of myself in films
and was certain
I could learn
who I really was
from books
and in this
I wasn’t wrong
Saturday 8th September 2018 5:11 pm
Hunger mistaken for thirst
wake up in pain
expecting the worst
mind driving again
you’re reassured
fine tune frequencies
they still work
everything’s alright
life continues
aching you feel
doesn’t subside
it only finds
new places to hide
obscure pleasures
continue their work
extreme measures
appear practical
dailyness takes
what it claims it deserves
leaving you scratching at night
a hung...
Thursday 30th August 2018 8:16 am
...and now forgive us for a brief commercial interruption...
Monday 20th August 2018 1:16 pm
One View
one view
I can’t help but think
some people have a death wish
mixed with a fatal sense
of grandiosity
It’s not enough for them having
fucked up their own life
they want to take us
all down with them
they are trying
to chew on
the whole world
swallowing the joy of others
and they dream of a cataclysm
they desire a cataclysm
as a fitting frame for their
childhood dis...
Monday 20th August 2018 12:06 am
Human Touch
Scientists are on the verge
of replicating human touch
over the internet, individuals
at home will be able to reach out
and experience the emotions
of others as their own
pornographic entrepreneurs,
police departments
military consultants,
and the ministry of the
Rev. Earnest Angley
have created a consortium
to further explore the appl...
Sunday 19th August 2018 12:00 am
Fuck Yesterday
everything you love
is born out of tension
and resistance to
things as they are
you might be feted
amongst friends
as some kind of
worthwhile person
but that doesn’t go
far enough against
a world trying
to destroy itself
Saturday 18th August 2018 3:28 am
My Agency
couldn’t stop eating
I felt something wrong
I needed to see you
you were out
struggling with myself
I wrestled the floor
waking up
I suddenly went out
feeling something stirring
seeing colors in the air
harmony and agony
waxing in a dance
something dissolves
disturbances pass
I see myself reflected in others
I’m wondering why I never l...
Friday 17th August 2018 5:09 pm
You can be too careful nowadays
as everything is measured
every pleasure
as digital judgement narrows
as the water gets deeper
as the medical gets technical
the theological becomes obscure
as the financial's irrefutable
we emerge from a haze
you can be too careful nowadays
as the concept of practical
floats out the door
as we're discussing sensuality
with dissected souls
as if talk about common dreams
...
Thursday 16th August 2018 6:17 pm
The Lack
The Lack
hold the lack in your hands
in the shape of a guitar
take it everywhere
nobody notices
talk about it sing about it
something warms
carrying you through
your own busy thoughts
comparing your lack
with others
spending time in their holes
they're warm and friendly
but you prefer your own
filling it with flowers
books and cats
...Wednesday 15th August 2018 7:08 pm
Someone selling out in front of you
Any bit of compassion
Any bit of art
Comes about
Despite these times
Against these laws
Besides people
Who’ve turned
Hard
How rare it is
To find someone
Who’s preserved their
Softness
Not given in to fear
Hasn’t twisted
The knife
Counter-clockwise
Sure we’re all in pain
But there’s a strength
Of humanity greater
...Tuesday 14th August 2018 12:59 am
time matters
I bury my parents daily
Sometimes they just cry
And I have to remind them
I’ve got things to do here
I’ll see them soon
It’s all just a matter of time
I tell them I see them everywhere
In the faces of the young and old
In the lady crossing the street with a walker
In the baby out of a sepia photo
I scatter their ashes nightly
With a look at distant stars
Thinking of t...
Monday 13th August 2018 1:08 am
Ways of Being
I'm him
you're her
he's me
she's you
they're us
we're them
that's it
all at once
alive
at the same time
walking the earth
as humans
with sets of genitals
what a coincidence
we were made
for each other
Sunday 12th August 2018 12:39 am
French Films
French Films
Memories you can't claim as your own
Moods delicate and painful at once
Beauty you can touch but not hold
It's there if you know what you want
If those directors
Worked with me at my job
Following me
With my unnamed thoughts
I'd gain an immortality
Of a type
Like a melody
Stuck in my mind
Memories you can claim as your o...
Saturday 11th August 2018 12:02 am
EOD
EOD
I taught nothing
nobody listened
I eavesdropped
on conversations
remembered
tried to imagine
morning came
sometimes I relented
but I was there
head full of danger
heart full
of mother
even when
I could’ve killed
the people
I was working for
I still wore
the button-
down shirt
Friday 10th August 2018 2:05 am
Life is Suicide
she was what you needed
now gone
someone to tell your story
in a highly novelized form
it won’t be a play
poem or song
made for TV movie
mural on the wall
you’ll haunt her memories
that’ll be enough
Isn’t that
what we all want?
Thursday 9th August 2018 4:21 am
Reading Is Hard
About the writer's turn-ons
Publisher's parent's third-world cons
What's behind kearning the font
Who the agent was married to in 1941
How much the B&N display costs
Where the paper was sourced
Which forest tribes were lost
Intentions under misogynistic plots
Thoughts of students attending the conference
Symposium’s drunken recommendations
I...
Wednesday 8th August 2018 3:59 pm
Early Onset
distracted corrupted
turned on interrupted
end of the day
little to say
tracing these lines
helps me
understand
exactly who I am
I’ve held on to your
memory
by drawing a spiral
leading to you
kept in place
with emotional objects
praying they’re not
moving too soon
dreams of intimacies
I’ve never known
push me
w...
Tuesday 7th August 2018 5:08 pm
The moving center
If you could only locate the pleasure
If love would only hold us together
The train nearly stops at the corner
Unfortunately we live with a moving center
That man used to be your lover
Now he’s another wounded animal
Lived in this home now it’s a hospital
Tear down, renovate, and call it progress
You always seem like you’re busy
I wonder now if it’s really the story
No pla...
Monday 6th August 2018 6:13 pm
sensual gum
men were too dumb
never hung around
couldn't stand their feelings
had no feelings for art
margaret worked in a lab
flavor tester for Tops Brands
after an accident she
pushed art into a vat
girls all use top brands
to stimulate their tongues
delicious secretions from salivary glands
they chew on sensual gum
Friday 3rd August 2018 4:59 am
Hone Avenue
Hone Avenue
I took a room on Hone avenue
It was as close as I could get
With a job that fills me full
Of starch and cigarettes
Watch a lot of old movies
Between people at my job
There are no flights of stairs
The street opens on the hall
TV on at the neighbors
Children’s voices behind doors
I close mine and silences
Start to car...
Thursday 2nd August 2018 5:28 pm
What am I supposed to do with this information
something to be admired
in those who block out the world
going about their business
with the confidence of fools
ignoring what’s changed
despite mounting evidence
such straight postures
such calm moods
nothing to be desired
in breaking all those rules
others come at you
with their collective wills
flittering like an insect
between beaks an...
Wednesday 1st August 2018 2:01 am
Synergy
all day in front of a big screen
all night in front of a smaller one
escaping into our pockets
dream of living outside of one
all the time in your head
amused to death
when we connect
it's somehow different
got this synergy
that turns us on
technology is amusing
but give me the human touch
got this synergy
we could go o...
Thursday 26th July 2018 5:45 pm
Like McEnroe
Indignation protects you
sealing your pores
focus narrows
you connect with its source
jumping between
"should" and "is"
The whip uncoils
Held back for this
The object moves forward
Shedding its properties
An animal growl
Screaming obscenities
For a split second
The world's defenseless
As it responds
You smell a win
Wednesday 25th July 2018 3:50 am
The Run-Ons
Two people sketching each other
One gets the nose right
Couple of a hundred writers
Running run-ons all night
Someone tells you it's ok
When it's absolutely not
Someone to hold you close
When you're all you've got
You've got the you-ness
The cumin in the recipe
I've got the me-ness
By itself it's a little sharp
I put you on r...
Tuesday 24th July 2018 2:52 pm
The Third Country
Everything I learned
was proven wrong, twice
I threw up my hands
and renounced my former lives
As thieves came to power
there I resigned
In time to escape
with my tiny life
Things are not what they
once where here, either
The talk is smoother
we swim with the undercurrent
People are more orderly
In their beliefs
It'...
Monday 23rd July 2018 12:18 pm
South of South
Got a little place
Where we all hang out
You'll stay here forever
Rent's not a lot
It's around approximately
Thereabouts
Not on a map,
It's South of South
Your money's no good, sir
Take those quarters off your eyes
These ladies won't consider
Spenders your size
Stick out your tongue
Let the wine flow out
Bottles open backwards,
So...
Sunday 22nd July 2018 1:40 pm
Keep on writing
keep on writing
follow the line it
wraps itself around
everything’s rubbing now
it’s all shiny
take your time
spinning it in mind
it comes out thick
smoking honey
keep on writing
stick it in blood
carving your thoughts
out of the walls
keep on writing
till you break your arm
then change hands
and do it backwards
Saturday 21st July 2018 1:58 pm
In the constant now
living in the
constant now
where the future fights
the past to a draw
hands get wrapped up
in things I never thought of
leaving all certainty
in knots
having more fun than
could ever be allowed
throwing wrenches
at the gears of the strong
soon to be after us
with science and guns
safe together
one step ahead
...
Friday 20th July 2018 1:57 pm
Women of Earth
the women of earth
look ambivalent
cracking a smile
growing indignant
looking to the stars
as if for a ride
the men know there’s
nowhere to hide
the women of earth
survey the morning
finding cities
still in their dreaming
while the men play
in burning buildings
the women of earth
tend gardens
ch...
Thursday 19th July 2018 12:21 pm
Noise of the World
Noise of the World
When the noise of the world
Gets under my silence
I bite my lip and think of you
Wednesday 18th July 2018 12:58 pm
We're the news
We’re the news
your brand and my brand
got into a fight
my brand
is apologizing
your brand is sensitive
to perceptions of hostility
my brand is about
creating understanding
my brand is making love
to your brand
your brand is
staring out the window
your brand has a tremendous
marketing budget
my brand has
close to zero
...
Tuesday 17th July 2018 2:15 pm
Flatiron District
Flatiron District
sober
we run against ourselves
against our natures
we face the velocities of others
in our interrupting
in our getting it wrong
we learn too late about
the easy way to go
sober we run out
screaming of our homes
into the city where girls
once jumped out of flaming windows
one hundred years ago
or las...
Monday 16th July 2018 10:31 pm
I Take Things Too Far
Create
Creature
Creationism
Object
Objective
Objectify
Real
Relax
Re-laxative
Subject
Subjective
Subjugate
Take
Taken
Taken out
Monday 16th July 2018 2:23 am
Acknowledgements
acknowledgments
the audience would like to thank the performer
for doing all the heavy-lifting in her corner
we offer these tokens as an acknowledgement
of the price the performer’s manic obsessions have cost her
As we return to our warm lives and cold children
the audience hopes these said tokens
will allow the performer to travel
deeper into her subjectivities
enabling the aud...
Sunday 15th July 2018 2:33 am
taurocacophagy
I swallow your bullshit
because I love you
all your pathetic attempts
at money or art
all your petty recriminations
I second with enthusiasm
I’ve even skewered a few
of my friends for you
I dip your lies in chocolate
when we’re together
pressing into each other
with our own form of vigilantism
we take all that badness
use i...
Saturday 14th July 2018 3:05 pm
The Exile
All at once the mask falls off
He's shaking everyone in the room
You can't be serious
Your ideas are ridiculous
You have no idea
What you do
Taking the wrong bus
Getting off at the wrong stop
The technology
Doesn't work
Then she comes home
And the meal is cooked
A sense of calm
Returns
They continue
The dialo...
Friday 13th July 2018 5:07 pm
The Quality of Our Solitude
after you scrape the ads
swipe off the phone
dial down the sugar,
fat, and tobacco
stop worrying about bills
department manager
to-do list and
tiny revenge scenarios
how's it going in there
how's the quality of your solitude
forgetting the music
voice to exercise
pornographic Gifs
translations unrealized
what frequencies do you he...
Thursday 12th July 2018 5:42 pm
In difference
I could love you
for what I’m not
I don’t pretend to know
what that is
but I’ve rubbed my face
in its consequences
and I’m crazy
for its smell
I’ve traced the
cake trail back
to a very
arrogant kid
encouragement
lost at a point
where extra hands
could have tied up threads
It’s gotten a bit late
the ingenues have...
Wednesday 11th July 2018 2:00 pm
Dividing The Bed
I think we should remain
One nation apart
If we get any closer
Our images dissolve
We can't remain behind
Photos, poses, and stances
That explode upon meanings
Revealed in romance
You can have Germany
I'll take Russia
We can meet in Italy
Make lunch in Yugoslavia
We shouldn't always remain
One nation apart
Translation gets heavy
...Tuesday 10th July 2018 4:17 pm
Heart of the Empire
Heart of the Empire
Under concrete and glass
Trucks whizzing past
In a booth at the bar
She sits at the heart of the empire
Picking at her salad
Reading Perec
Keeping phones vibrating
She can't take your call
Tracing plans against the window
Forecast is for chaos, clearing later
Tv ads for the medication
Used by the dudes at the bar
Whe...
Monday 9th July 2018 1:57 pm
Problems Curated
everything's been curated
everyone demands
that you enter the space
on their terms
I'm open to negotiation
before the dialogue begins
but don't feel I can be
a character in your film
the salary is problematic
and there's
a lot of work to do
on the script
I'm problematic
I can admit to that
maybe we can
do som...
Sunday 8th July 2018 5:28 pm
Insomnia
Insomnia
scratched on the walls
of this insomnia
are faithful transcriptions
of every failed romantic conversation I’ve had
its cumulative effects
are breath-taking
the stalactites attract
emotional tourists from the world over
there will be always be
another tragic accident
bookish type wonders
too close to the edge
s...
Saturday 7th July 2018 4:41 pm
Content
Content
in this city you're always meeting
people working in content
serving deeply stupid morbidly
obese racist viewers programs
these people are charming
go to their parties
meeting their vacations,
wives, children
eating while talking
about side projects
and what they want
to be doing, ideally
how their ideas are making
...Friday 6th July 2018 2:39 pm
Teeth
Teeth
Teeth like cities
Teeth with buildings
Buildings with an apartment
You'll be renting
Teeth flossed
Brushed and sharpened
Into my neck
Like a graveyard
Teeth with tongues
Slithering over them
Teeth with seductive words
Breathing through them
Vampires disguised as
Doctors and dentists
If we only knew
How we’d be examined
Thursday 5th July 2018 12:51 pm
Your Hair
Your Hair
is it long in front like a seventies teenager
tied in a bun like a crabby teacher's
done in waves gold in the sun
spread in the sand on the lap of someone
between your fingers twirled mindlessly
brushed in anger when you think of me
cut short talking to your mother
sticking straight up, a barometer of pleasure
...
Wednesday 4th July 2018 8:54 pm
Between
between
automatic tellers
opioid addiction
sushi proliferation
species annihilation
data-driven instruction
driverless delivery
social media
invasions of privacy
organic hypermarkets
global starvation
latest science
current president
I create
space for myself
few microns
round my head
enough for
...
Wednesday 4th July 2018 1:10 pm
The Other Guy
The other guy
I always thought I was the other guy
It took some weight off when I tightened the tie
vanity never knows limits
the technology gave up in a pool of spit and sweat
he looks like me
but with hairier lips
if I had a jeep instead of a bicycle
I too’d want a thing like that to go with it
never understood your cat now I know why
he was being fed lot of crap
un...
Wednesday 4th July 2018 2:28 am
Let's Pass Over It Again
memories
crumpled on the floor
animate
she paces with the mug
dog logic
watching over
problems
of another decade
smokestack
trumpet valves signal
triangulate
with moods to produce
many beautiful songs
Tuesday 3rd July 2018 12:43 pm
States matter
States matter
Reach out and I'll be there
Texting on my phone
Head full of ambitions
Fears I barely share
We pass through one another
Always in phases
Although we look solid
We're dense with gas
If I could bond with you
Even for a short time
Something greater
Could happen
Something we can't
Fully appreciate
In our current
In...
Monday 2nd July 2018 3:42 pm
Shots
Shots
shots break the calm
pierce your thoughts
what you think about
don’t matter what
you could pretend
nothing’s connected
then again
you could be dead
hear the kids
think about children
what happens next
no one says
listening to students
rapping through phones
safe in your classroom
lockdowns as jokes
shots ar...
Wednesday 6th June 2018 1:50 am
When the logic breaks
When the logic breaks
put your logic away
it’ll break
use their logic instead
they feel comfortable like that
can’t get anything to work
head is starting to hurt
go back to what you meant
everything is burnt
put your logic away
become fluent in theirs
to the point where you can translate
exactly what they said
lot of extra work
many migraines
few minutes to yourself on...
Monday 4th June 2018 2:30 am
Buried Things
Buried Things
We forgot the plan
But still followed it
We didn’t recognize
That particular stress
To a man we thought about
The opposite
And how what we were told to do
Rarely made sense
Before we could give up
Before we could let go
It came back to us
Light through a broken window
And we found
The strength to continue
Sunday 20th May 2018 12:37 am
Selective Compassion
Without selective compassion
We’d go mad in the streets
Outside of bubbles
Things get deadly
Well-designed products
Reassuring labelling
Consumed without drama
H&M, IKEA, Aldi’s
But the Guardian’s front page
The NPR story
The man on the corner
Doubts go on hiding
I see you tomorrow
I hold you closely
While that figure in the window
G...
Wednesday 4th April 2018 9:36 am
Blue Sun
Blue Sun
We come in like the rain
Splashing over stones
On our holiday
Dreaming far from home
Wanting to taste something
We can’t have everyday
Wanting to feel something
To carry us away
Itinerant explorers
Homeless shoppers
Cheeses with holes
Heads full of images
Tiny dreams
Flutter then escape
Under a blue sun
Between drops of rain
You remind me of so many people
Loo...
Tuesday 3rd April 2018 6:13 pm
Break
English teachers on vacation
imagine the furthest point from the classroom
dream of inspiring indifferent students
with exploits they won’t give many fucks about
ordering coffee with indistinct accents pretending they’re not American
yet insisting on knowing
exactly where the cheese is from
tipping generously
to offset the perception
that they’ve had too big a hand
...
Sunday 1st April 2018 9:39 am
All the news
Crowds of student protesters
Were met with trucks of flowers
The president declared
A national sandwich discount
Your doctor recommends
Several weekends a day
Side effects include
An exhibit at the Tate Gallery
The rebels announced
Their allegiance to open space
The stock market soared
When all shares were given away
The weatherman cried
At the sight of spring
Y...
Tuesday 27th March 2018 11:28 pm
Inappropriate
Inappropriate
you're very inappropriate
in these situations
causing me so much embarrassment
think about the children
do you want them thinking
the world is a ridiculous place
overrun by pink monkeys
destroying everything
do you want them feeling
there's some escape
from a state curriculum
we're completely dependent on
mr. gaulke, please
act like a professional
Sunday 25th March 2018 1:56 pm
Thrive
Thrive
what just happened to us
what did we come through
how deep did it cut us
do we still need hospitals
clean sheets
and caring eyes
machines and tubes
to keep us alive
out here it’s different
why, I’m not exactly sure
so much is there to hurt us
most of it is beautiful
to get ours
to take mine
to drag it home
for it to thri...
Wednesday 21st March 2018 11:11 pm
come go nowhere with me
you caught what you saw in me
gave it space to mate and eat
now it’s running around
with its own sense of entitlement
maybe we can
never be free of it
It’s going nowhere baby
taking us along
come go nowhere baby
something will happen
I buy everything I don’t need
surround myself with things
time spirals in carpets
surrounding us in cinder blocks
but I’m going n...
Sunday 18th March 2018 12:26 am
The Codes
The Codes
While that bacon egg and cheese
Works on your stomach
And the empty savings account
Haunts your future
You start your day in earnest
By reciting the launch codes
Telling off your boss colleagues
And customers to their faces
Hopefully that day will never come
But it’s part of the vital defense
Of our nation to keep those words
At the ready on your tongue
Friday 16th March 2018 10:59 am
Thursdays
Thursdays
Bring the drugs
I’ll get the beer
Come over
I’ll be here
I want to feel up my solitude with you
We can go out
We can eat something
Talk about people
Who don’t mean anything
I want to feel up my solitude with you
There’s nothing tricky about it
You don’t have to move around
Be in the know or even
Have something to t...
Thursday 15th March 2018 11:44 pm
Loss Department
Loss Department
She lost her passion
And the world’s upset
Her passion
She can’t buy it back
Imagine living like
A ghost on a set
The magic happens
All somewhere else
We remind her there’s
Work to be done
Her anger burns
Holes in a wall
There’s a danger
She might hurt someone
I work her double shift
At the sex museum
Tuesday 13th March 2018 9:06 pm
I just came back from
I just met myself
I wish I could say
It was pleasant;
It wasn’t
I could admit
Some respect
For his work, his persistence
But I wouldn’t call him brilliant
And I didn’t like
Being judged
By someone so
Intimate
I couldn’t help think
How fucking pretentious
We went for a beer
Then I ran into him at another function
We exchanged pleasantries
Kept our distance
It g...
Monday 26th February 2018 1:23 am
Tribulations
Tribulations
baby I need you so much
I’d do anything for you
I think of you night and day
spending all my love on you
because I can’t think of anything else
with lines from a pop song
we don’t talk about the world
just our own emotions
so let’s burn down banks with love
kill administrations with our touch
takeover workspaces with thoughts
torture ...
Saturday 24th February 2018 8:16 pm
Over my shoulder
They took hammers
To clock towers
Stuffed wet towels
Under doors
Kept TVs on
24 hours
And all car
Doors locked
Used a lot
of exclamation marks
Felt a strong feeling
of purpose
Tracing the outlines
of the struggle
In this they wouldn’t
feel useless
Against the future
Against the future
United
In disbelief
...Monday 12th February 2018 1:02 pm
Your Hair
Your Hair
is it long in front like a seventies teenager
tied in a bun like a crabby teacher's
done in waves gold in the sun
spread in the sand on the lap of someone
between your fingers twirled mindlessly
brushed in anger when you think of me
cut short talking to your mother
sticking straight up, a b...
Sunday 11th February 2018 10:40 pm
Cautionary Heads
when we lost our sight
we knew we’d be alright
when they cut off our arms
we were not without our charms
when they lined us up
knew they had had enough
blood from our wounds
would make the sea bloom
how hard it is
not to be human
how seductive the money
and memory kicks
to erase the laughter
and what comes after
t...
Sunday 11th February 2018 12:54 am
That weird year
as we tried to put it behind us
It reached out to remind us
our grip on reality was tenuously held
just then its tentacles appeared
we washed it out with bourbon
bleached stains of its semen
framed it in our memory behind thick glass
as it disappeared we couldn’t look back
that weird year what was it about
we can almost start breathing out
...
Friday 9th February 2018 12:16 am
Role Again
Role again
Hey you you gotta survive
Like a piece of gum
On a steamroller
Coming for our lives
Here comes your
Role again
As the world’s
Nicest policeman
Here comes your
Role again
Did you get my order
Hold up those onions
Shot by both sides
Somehow crawling
Through the insides
Of your own thing
Imitation is flattery
...Wednesday 7th February 2018 4:13 am
Summer of Thinking Too Much
Summer of Thinking Too Much
Summer didn't end
It just kept on melting
We swam in pools of sweat
Licked off sugar coatings
We eventually went in
There was air conditioning
But didn't dry ourselves
We were just too thirsty
In the summer of thinking too much
I just wanted to ...
Tuesday 6th February 2018 11:51 pm
Pretty Man
women warned
cats scorned
knew when you
were born
what they were
in for
distractions felt
below the belt
In the battle of sexes
you're a nightingale
problems you’ll never know
outcomes taken on
punches felt
wrapped in a tablecloth
feelings can’t be reasoned on
when people stare back
whispering when
...Friday 2nd February 2018 9:52 pm
Institutional Memory
I run up against edges
of your tight reality
fluorescent lights
wall-to-wall carpet and concrete
I hold it, bend it
rewrite it try to forget it
I don't trust my
memories of it
yet here I am again
In front of it
I start talking back
to the elevator
Wednesday 31st January 2018 12:12 am
Thoughts in the uber
If I left the pan on the burner
People will stay at the emergency shelter
I’d call Ralph Nader
To testify about the burner’s lack of
Safety features
I might get off with SSD
Quit my job with the DOE
Start over as a guitar pick collector
If I left the pan on the burner
I’d have to accept my nature
How I’ve lived without learning
Earned nothing while burning
A hole through...
Monday 29th January 2018 12:40 am
Negotiating Curves
some of us are confident
start to accelerate
others slow down
cautiously pumping brakes
one or two stop
pull over for some head
all feel anxiety
mixed with excitement
negotiating curves
everything works
why does mature
mean mean and serious
each of us take it
some with a touch of grace
it comes with your name
...Sunday 21st January 2018 6:28 pm
Childhood in the Woods
golden hours stretched
over cottontails
senses engaged
without words to say
feelings make marks
in dirt with rubber boots
play never leaves us
we leave this place
you decide at once
you’re an adult
you forget these
pleasures and pains
sadness and longings
of childhood
replaced with distaste
for children of...
Saturday 20th January 2018 4:06 pm
Am Wasser gebaut
It’s colder by the water
Everything we are
Implores us to move closer
Despite fears and loss
I try collecting moisture
Had half a jar
Spilt on your carpet
I wake up thirsty now
I’m sixty-five percent water
Thirty-percent tears
Twenty-percent piss
The rest, blood and beer
Built close to the water
I have no fears
Of drowning in drea...
Sunday 14th January 2018 2:07 am
Emanuelle Can’t
to escape this loneliness
there’s only one means
through the origin of the world
said to be obscene
still figuring it out
shooting the dark
every beat of the drum
strum of the heart
Emmanuelle can’t
How could I
reconcile passion and reason
with your lifestyle
Emmanuelle can’t
neither can I
say goodbye
...
Thursday 11th January 2018 7:42 pm
Pink Money
I'm an artist
You're an
Industrialist
We're the same
You with your money
Me with my paint
We make things happen
You with your factories
Me with my openings
I like the dinners
At your house
My kids like to eat
I'll give you validation
You could
Buy something
I'll put you
In my work
You could imagine you're me
...
Monday 8th January 2018 11:55 pm
Rare
I like it rare
not too done
precious
uncommonly put on
would you dare
leave things out
make something
by your own hands, untouched
contradictions
are the only things
that interest
us
in situations designed
to drive us mad
I'd play the eccentric
that's what you'd want
you'd play the skeptic
holding
your heart
too close to my chest
Sunday 7th January 2018 10:26 pm
Meeting People Upside Down
I pull her shoe off
into the dessert
she compliments me
on my tape playing
starting the evening
with an altercation
that leads to a lovely
working day
sky turns burnt orange
at midnight
people emerge from
their somnambulant ways
violence always excites us
we return to bed
for tomorrow
to be replayed
Friday 5th January 2018 7:25 pm
New
We woke everything was new
We tried to hold on to the feeling
We thought of everything to do
The world pregnant with possibility
Nothing would ever be the same
As much as we tried to imagine
The moment was here we changed
The difference measured in seconds
We found ourselves full of gratitude
We felt a shift in attitude
Energy was flowing with abundance
The...
Monday 1st January 2018 5:39 pm
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