I think about it all the time...

the sweet temptation,

manipulation! - 

wrapping my thoughts around the mind

 

I am wondering

 

How many books I need to read?

How many courses yet take...!?

to hold the leash...

- control the bitch!

 

She is a mess, she is wild...

I gasp from her ideas saying:

Oh, no you didn't...

- she is destructive!

 

But God! I love her time to time!

 

Still want control though...

need her to obey...

and do shit I want her to

I am the master here!

 

OK, this is getting erotic...

she did her magic again.

always so innapropriate?

oh yes...

 

Maybe she just needs to be...

understood!

So, that's why I am signing up - 

psychology! next year.

 

she is a pain in the ass, nevertheless

without her there is no me...

she is everything I am - 

my subconscious! 

 

Noone is free -