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Stagnant Flux
It's one in the morning but my mind won't heed the clock
I am paralyzed by thoughts, by a sense of waiting that both exhausts and perversely energizes.
I am spasming, striking between these polar states like an electron through a circuit.
Do I wait for a sign?
For an opportunity or revelation?
And what force is this that stills my lids from succumbing to sleep's gravity?
I hope, and fear in ...
Monday 8th November 2021 5:49 pm
am I lazy
Am I lazy?
Lately I've been feeling hazy.
Cloudy thoughts, just unknown known routes.
forever lost in my thoughts.
When it's time to start working,
Blame it on anxiety and emotional turmoil,
I know nothing will move If I don't do something.
Hide behind the depression, sadness, self pity.
Those are your excuses
It's like you like being depressed.
Why cry if ...
Wednesday 15th September 2021 7:27 pm
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