Am I lazy? 

Lately I've been feeling hazy.

Cloudy thoughts, just unknown known routes. 

forever lost in my thoughts. 

When it's time to start working, 

Blame it on anxiety and emotional turmoil, 

I know nothing will move If I don't do something.

Hide behind the depression, sadness, self pity. 

Those are your excuses

It's like you like being depressed.

 

Why cry if things don't go according to plan? 

When all you know and see it's despair. 

Is this the life I ever wanted? 

Useless and self hating nonstop?

Take charge, but we would rather bite the dust. 

Let go of the past. 

. 

If you see that it's not working out,

Why continue to live like that? 

Hating yourself but not doing anything, 

Take a leap of faith

Just take a stand and paint your destiny. 

Put in work, a little bit of effort won't kill.