Mirror
Mirror speak to me
You are enough
Glance out the window
Manicured grass
Rocky pavement
No reflection
Yell to the world
Am I enough
No response
Silence play back
Tuesday 23rd October 2018 3:29 am
Crystal ball
Your heart is crystal
And you are fine
Some are meant to watch
From the outside
Leaving them gussing
Looking into your crystal ball
Everyone doesnt have to know your
Future
Saturday 6th October 2018 3:58 am
End change
Temporpeted smile on her face
Comfort as she wants it to stay
He wants to build with somebody
It doesnt seem to be with she
So many goals
Presented to her
as she listend to his siminar
A false sale
As she has invested
She opened up
Gave in
Prayed to God
Left it in his hands
But his progress is not wi...
Saturday 6th October 2018 3:54 am
Joy
Joy
Is what we make it
Joy is why those smile
Joy is what slips away from time to time
Joy is what cant find me
But i become envey
A thief
Thinking of how to steal ones happy
Why am i not deserving
The book why men like bitches
Chapter one
Nice girl
Is me
Thinking she would be happy
But ...
Saturday 6th October 2018 3:17 am
Winter
Winter comes
Bare skin
You clothed her with your bare skin
Heat passing from you to her
Your heart is giving into her
icicles drop from her face
Emotions change
As the sun rises
And sets
Sometimes her heart gets so cold
Her eyes become transparent
Having you see back at yourself
Never seeing what her heart truly holds
You are blinded
You freeze up
By ...
Thursday 4th October 2018 1:11 pm
Lock
Moments are lived with in
Cuffing links
Are locked within
There’s a gap in there
Its not secure
She’s going to slip away
His past comes to light
Holding her heart tight
Eyes feel with sham and fear
Heart is a game
But its playing in life
Scared to quit
What can be love
From when they first began
Mentally she was second
By the minute and second
She w...
Thursday 4th October 2018 12:38 pm
Let him
It was a show
God was calling me
And I didnt know
Already Believing in faith
But wanted to walk it with somebody
But God placed everybody
To be a busy body
Leaving me to be with him
Showing me this was a spirtiual show
I had no idea
Just let him do
Open your eyes
And he will show you through
You will see the positive side of it
Seeing why he deverted every...
Thursday 4th October 2018 12:27 pm
Testing Tap Water
Settling with being
By myself
But not lonely
To many trial runs
More than enough practice
Experienced enough
To know what I can handle
Open an published
letting one listen to my audible
past times,mistakes, struggles,and pain
Having a pretty face, good heart, steel mind, fashion identity,slim,sexy body means nothing even though it's attached to my brain
I think back ...
Tuesday 10th April 2018 2:34 pm
Beyond The Green
He found me unique out of all
Convenient to his travels
Closely picking me
Out of all the flowers
Looked at me attentively
As the surrounding seem to diminish
Feeding me with something new
Giving me water an delicious plant food
Speaking to me softly
I've been waiting for someone with a green thumb to pick me
My water started to evaporate
He was no longer around
But his tone stayed...
Tuesday 10th April 2018 1:36 pm
Unsafe ride
The ride began intense
Then hills an curves came
It was inconsistent
From what was presented
After two rounds of discombobulation
Maybe this is routine
It rides smooth again
Slapping a smile on my face
After a jerk to the side
Cobble stone bumps
Im not able to keep up
Anticipation
Thinking is this ride not...
Sunday 1st April 2018 12:49 am
Fairytale
Away, I dream of last thoughts and feelings
That he introduced to me
Not even my first love had a clear understanding
Past experiences lift my senses
Trying to leave it to an old palate
He is foreign
My heart is open an awaiting
To let me love and be accepting
Blood is chilled
As he
Brings roses to my cheeks
Only fearing the past
Seeing it return in related situ...
Tuesday 20th March 2018 8:44 pm
History
You aren't a stranger
But still a jigsaw
Learning your edges
And roller coasters ways
I want to find your treasures
And what makes you, you
My sight see's great
My heart feels this is it
Waiting for you to take me back in time
As I listen
And capture your past with memory
Not a picture as you will be exposed
Only by identity we matched
I want to study you like a history book
Maybe te...
Thursday 15th March 2018 12:35 pm
Dream Promises
It was a dream
As the touch was real
His fingers curled in my hand
His words were new tunes
That continuously danced in my head
He may not be present
I'm still thinking of him
Or am I dreaming
As his promises
and
What I will do
Printed a smile on my face
And contracted on my brain
Looking forward to those things
It must be a dream
As he is changing
His words were to be promised
No...
Thursday 15th March 2018 12:18 pm
Jazz Love
Contemporary jazz
Dances to my ears
Makes my heart move with grace
Different than any other day
I ask God for a good man
That
Moves free with structure
Having the ability to
Move my heart and other internal parts
Love is free, but also has a technique
Contemporary jazz
Is slow
But gets excited
As my soul does
Unlike a hip hop beat
Cardiac rhythm
Fee...
Friday 9th March 2018 1:47 am
Your back
The way you look at me
It’s like a spell
I'm scared
I want to cry because it feels genuinely real
My mind
is it playing with me
My heart is strong saying no way
Why won't I let you love me
I'm scared to let you get close to me
As you open me
Squeeze me
You hold me close like you never want me to leave
When I stare back
But not for long
Because you will...
Monday 26th February 2018 3:38 am
Move on New Year
As the new year approaches
And, I go through and delete people like contacts
Out of site out of mind
As I can't scroll past them anymore
Or see what we discussed in the past
Gone permanently
But the words messaged and physical experience will stay with me
Learn from the past, pay attention to signs in the future
The new year isn't a fresh start
Just an okay feeling to mo...
Monday 26th February 2018 3:20 am
30
Thirty
Welcome
I leave it at my door step
It looks sketchy
Your making my hormones go crazy
Having me out here with acne
Looking like I skipped over puberty
Going through a change, that’s all I can say
It's a reflection
Thought, I was beyond looking at my yesterday's
Cycle of life
Cycle of a women life
Its switching up
Like a man
That doesn't know himself
...Monday 26th February 2018 3:16 am
Direction
I look up for
A sign, direction, a compass
Ask God to show me signs
A better me
Knowing I am great
I could be better
My love and affection scares them away
They are intimidated
Strong brown women
You can’t control me
Only during intimacy
I want to serve and cater to you
You are like a phantom
You stop responding to me
I can't see you
I ask God
What's...
Monday 26th February 2018 3:12 am
Three Words
I speak these three words to you
Something that people normally abuse
I am sorry
Together strong
I sealed it to my heart
These are precious words used
Special for this night
Monday 26th February 2018 3:06 am
Christmas
Christmas cheer
Bring those together that lost there Christmas spirit
Be happy with loved ones, gifts an all
More than gifts you are here
Be good an blessed all year
So Santa doesn't leave you any coal this year
Merry Christmas
Monday 26th February 2018 3:01 am
Seasoned
People are seasoned
Just as clothes
Some last longer than others
Some wear fast with holes and distrust
Switch them out with something new
It has some quality
Its may last a little longer too
But, when it’s time
Something better will replace
Your favorite multi-weather pair of shoes
Monday 26th February 2018 2:55 am
Dance Honesty
Questions were asked
They became the main attraction
They danced the floor all night long
They had great technique
Very matter a fact
But circles were danced around the questions
Questions that could be yes or no
But instead he danced, waltzing circles
He came in close and swung out far
As vagueness was the dance
Instead questions, were questioned
Of being demand...
Monday 26th February 2018 2:06 am
Naturel Love
Love is naturel
But can also be fed
Black women strong
Full of love
Beautiful flower
That is a weed
Because we are all over
Serving
Dismantled men
Broken
They take what you have
Carry you far away
Away, from who you were
Changes
Smiles happen
Consistency
Decrease
As he dropped me
Left me in a place that seems familiar
In the middle, not far ...
Monday 26th February 2018 1:54 am
Grapes
Loving….long…curved….vines
Grapes fresh and ripe
Dark purple, that’s how I like them
Each one I taste individually
They look the same
Pussy is there main thing
Grapes on a vine
Like men
Thirsty but juicy…….but waiting
Enjoying each of them
As they were my new thing
They taste the same
But this last grape, has me waiting
The day of picking was something specia...
Sunday 18th February 2018 4:01 pm
Chess
Worry to the unknown
Kindness kills
Silence is murderous
Wonder what we are
Scared to make a move
Chess
Can’t move back
Only forward
He is king moving all over the board
I’m looking back
Asking why and what
Thought he was the one
He pulled a move on me
Chess master
I didn’t see that move coming
Sunday 18th February 2018 3:53 pm
Surprise
I laid it out
Just like a map
Giving directions
Very detailed information
But, still I came as a surprise
I told you my life in one breath
Finances, school, employment, debt, past relationships, and experiences
You traveled over time
To different parts of my body
Eventually in and out
Learning my likes and dislikes
But, you became distant
As though I was a surpr...
Sunday 18th February 2018 3:49 pm
Bar
Mystery man
Black coat
Full hat
Deep voice
Fishing net beard
Jungle beard
His eyes mapped my walk
Smiles every time he sees me
From the corner bar
He walks past me
Ask if he can take me
Dinner was amazing
Many sides
As another man sat next to me
Greeting parts of me
Being attentive to every part of me
Desert
Was messy
The taste was different as...
Sunday 18th February 2018 5:13 am
Distance
Fifty miles apart
Texting seems further apart
Responding is like driving
Not feeling any closer, even though technology plays apart
Bratty I am
Possessive I’m not
We aren’t that many years apart
Mature thoughts speak with me
Showing interest and do want me
We don’t say much
Turtle motions travel cross our keys
Delayed response
Face to face
Infinities of words
...Sunday 18th February 2018 4:48 am
Two
Love is strong
The fight in my heart
Stuck between two
I will need surgery and security
After, I tell her a story of love and why I can’t be with her
Only one can be with me
Triplets we aren’t
My love is equal
Internal and external
As it’s not a game
I waited too long
To say who is the survivor
Heart made of steel
Mounted closed
Some kind of way
Your st...
Sunday 18th February 2018 3:58 am
Snow
It falls from the sky
Beautiful as it lays on the ground
Kind of even
Sound proofs everything
Ice the snow
Sounds of sprinkles on a cake
Its white all around
It only comes during cold weather
Except it seems, like its here everyday
White like the world we live in
Its not a winter wonderland
It makes my soul cold
Frost bite I feel it coming on
I fight agains...
Sunday 18th February 2018 3:13 am
Message
I send you a message
But your thoughts are blank
Message box never fills
You never say anything
I tell you how I feel
Anticipation builds
As there is no response
I stare waiting
Waiting for you to say something
Staring, as if I can see through the phone
Android
Iphone
It’s now intense as I cannot see when he starts typing
Still nothing appears
Nervous as ...
Tuesday 6th February 2018 3:25 pm
Dream write
My thoughts turn to a page
My hands piano the keyboard
Creating silent music with strong meaning
My stories are great that I tell about you
As they are an experience
But seems as if they are a dream
We are couples of IG
But, shutting the power off
It’s a thought, a memory, an experience
An experience I write about
Writing is the photo that is forever
Allowing me to...
Monday 5th February 2018 3:25 pm
Tornado
Tornado
I am looking for cover
This storm is the worst out of them all
As this has to be dealt with
To much at one time
Maybe once the storm comes to a clam
and things settle where they are
I can then get out there an clean up the mess
One area at one time
No, FEMA to help with this
Only the plan I have to clean up this mess
At the end, the sun will shine a differe...
Monday 5th February 2018 2:57 pm
Jail
He did wrong
One time, that was all she needed to prove her right
Forgave him on the outside
On the inside, he was concentrated
Their home became a jail
Not forgetting what seemed like yesterday
But years old
She sang the song, oh I forgive you
But reminded him
You are stuck with what you you’ve done
But, he asked you to forgive, as she did
He proposed hoping to st...
Friday 2nd February 2018 4:06 pm
Blue moon
Eyes open as it must be reality
The mind settles as the sun sets
Allowing creative thoughts to surface
Glowing blue
In the sky I see you
Blue moon
You Appear with no sadness
Beauty in the sky
black out curtains
surrounding the moon
Fluoresces light
Still pressing through
allowing me to dream
On this beautiful night
Big and blue
Thursday 1st February 2018 4:48 pm
Moment
We live in and for the moment
In it, as the tomorrow doesn’t exist
But, as we shall plan for the future
Closing our eyes
Waking up to the unexpected
But each day must be enjoyed
Long lived, as we know we can see tomorrow
Before blinking our eyes
Build a castle today
Enjoy forever
In the present
Its idealist
Plan to have even if you don’t wake up tomorrow
Th...
Monday 29th January 2018 4:30 pm
Smile
The pins in her face
The painted smile
That isn’t permeant
Because it peels from time to time
Feeling as a sticker
Lifting a little
To see the real smile on her face
Placing the sticker back down
When she couldn’t bare to lift the lines on her face
Her face felt like weights
As she faces the mirror
Looking back at herself
Lifting the sticker
Showing her per...
Monday 29th January 2018 2:43 am
Half A Rainbow
Wide eyes for the rainbow in the sky
Colorful and dreamy
Something, some don’t get to see on their side of town
The rainbow brings beautiful schools nice people an good food
The little girl has a friend, on the other side of the rainbow
His school functions with no warmth and some careless people
Leaves him suppressed with a mental illness
As light parades throughout her life...
Wednesday 24th January 2018 2:15 pm
Foggy Ways
Grey skies fade my mornings away
Trying to see through the foggy window
Past, is the fog outside
I breathe into it, wiping it away
Seeing if I can make sense of it
Its cloudy
I can see near
But, not the distance I would like to go
Gloomy days appear
As the radiance from the sun gives strength
But, the grey skies never appear, when I let others see it through
Only...
Tuesday 23rd January 2018 2:10 pm
Brain over Heart
What if my heart had a brain
It wouldn't get distracted
It wouldn't be forth comings
It wouldn’t smile so much
What if my heart had a brain?
It wouldn’t care so much
It wouldn't give as much, which is better than to receive
It would be able to think clearly
It would be able to understand a person actions the first time
It wouldn’t give chances
If my heart had a brain
...Monday 22nd January 2018 3:40 pm
Fantasy
Shadow of the sun
is peeping through the window
sending Caribbean heat to my feet
waves splash calling out
to invest in the no judgement zone
it’s my friend with no voice
only a splash of child's play to my face
the wind carries me
as a woman should be cared for, and handled gently
the palm trees bend to converse with me
sharing growth of coconuts with me
secrets ...
Saturday 20th January 2018 8:32 pm
Homeless Love
She wanted to give love
It was looking for a home something permeant not temporary like a shelter
Feeling one with warmth, joy, smiles, compassion, honesty, trust, kindness, and remediation of love
"She was a little all over the place, that was for sure. But the good news is that when she loved, she loved big. And if she loved you, you knew she loved you You never had to wonder"
Author...
Friday 19th January 2018 10:28 pm
Friendship at the Door
Friendship is important
But, I already know what we are
I saw an opening of your door
I can see in a little more
Because you started to tell me things
names you’ve never mentioned before
This is new
You’ve indirectly asked, if I would date you
Something different
But, the game of insainty
He is playing with me
Trying to prescribe me something for the soon insanity
...Tuesday 16th January 2018 3:02 am
Just Me
Cold mornings
Warm bath water
It suffocates me
Its calming taking my breathe away
The water is loving me
Turning me on
No one is here with me
Spread my legs
Allowing the water to pour down
Sending shopping spree tension down, on the lower half of me
My hands play free in my park
As, no one was there to question me; what do I like best at my water park
The ocean ...
Monday 15th January 2018 2:52 pm
Cruel world
Money maker shake it up
The US makes a gamble of anything
Cruel world
Don’t appear with feelings only your mind
As you may get hurt
Biracial relationships
Gay love
Police kill
Global warming
Aliens are real
Love yourself fat or not
Internet bullying
Everything is relevant
But doesn’t allow us to think
Almost brain washing
What is in our food
It trash...
Friday 12th January 2018 10:10 pm
First High
I tested you
Like new food
you were good and all that I wanted
You and I, had also created something
But the idea wasn’t economical,
I turned into an addict
I couldn’t forget you
Even after I started to study another drug and had a partial withdraw
I still studied you
You became a different kind of drug over time
Something you had to prepare for
I was no longer ad...
Friday 12th January 2018 9:54 pm
Something old Something new
She is warm
She is Krispy Cream filling in my heart
Strong women caring soul
She lets me be with her, when I am low
She is my fantasy
But he can touch her in reality
Home is a pair of distressed denim jeans
Hers, is well put together like upscale decor
But still we are nothing more
He will not leave his home
He needs something old to make him feel new
He needs som...
Friday 12th January 2018 5:27 pm
Infection
Assumption is blind
Not knowing what is happening on the other side
The phone doesn’t ring, as he is off the hook and not responding
He doesn’t say what is wrong
Cant send a message as he won’t look to the sky
We’ve been here before
Infected by our new feelings
Bacteria is spreading
Are we making ourselves sick; when we return to the same situation
Not recovering and using past vaccine
...
Thursday 11th January 2018 4:12 pm
Coach BS
I’m not the best running back
Sometimes I jog
But, I am great at keeping our motivation
Mentally together
Emotionally Fighting
Our team is the best
But, something seems to push us on our chest
Face in the mud
Still getting up strong
The devil is working really hard
This is not what I call tough love
Regret, is what I’ll have
I will have a new coach soon
She ...
Wednesday 10th January 2018 3:07 pm
Cake
Conversation is always adult like and has an encore
But, his eyes can’t stay off me
Trying to figure me out
Conversations, are as if he wants me
But, the thought of having me as an eternal meal
Not sure if he is deserving, or it’s just the thought
Tracing my face
I smile even when death is near
My mind is a marathon and he doesn’t run anymore
He is already near
In the...
Monday 8th January 2018 3:50 pm
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