The way you look at me

It’s like a spell

I'm scared

I want to cry because it feels genuinely real

My mind 

is it playing with me

My heart is strong saying no way

Why won't I let you love me

I'm scared to let you get close to me

As you open me 

Squeeze me

You hold me close like you never want me to leave

When I stare back 

But not for long 

Because you will see into my soul

See all me

What makes me weak

I'm such an idiot to let you back in

After the second time 

You vanished 

Not leaving me anything 

An I let you in

Letting you know how big my heart is 

And that I'm understanding 

The look in your eyes sinks deep

What are you doing to me

I don't feel in control

Maybe one day

I will stare back

Let you grab me with your eyes 

Tell me everything with no words 

Let you explore me

Open all my doors

Because when you come in

It's through the windows 

Don't get scared 

Leave me open 

An then just disappear