Assumption is blind 
Not knowing what is happening on the other side
The phone doesn’t ring, as he is off the hook and not responding
He doesn’t say what is wrong
Cant send a message as he won’t look to the sky
We’ve been here before
Infected by our new feelings
Bacteria is spreading
Are we making ourselves sick; when we return to the same situation  
Not recovering and using past vaccine
Its all a failure
The pains and aches that he brings me
My mind is breaking
Weights are sitting on my memory, causing me not to remember anything
Only currently
I don’t want to be sick and assume 
Because he can’t express is feelings