I used to believe that it was me.
That I was broken.
I used to believe that I was the reason you left; that I was too dark to be loved.
That I deserved to be left behind.
I used to believe it was me!
I looked in the mirror everyday and I cried praying to God that he fix me.
Thinking that there was something wrong.
Praying to God that he would make me worthy of your love.
Friday 25th March 2022 4:26 pm
The way the lightning taunts me
makes me cower in my home
folded paper walls surround
as the rain falls on and on
Here I'm warm
with comforts near
More than enough
so safe and dear
Still, I can't evade the storm
as it pours
into my pillow
spirals from within my soul
Thursday 24th March 2022 2:10 am
Jump in puddles and make a mess
This life is to be lived at its best
Play in the sunshine and dance in the rain
Share in the joy and guide them through pain
We teach them to listen, we teach them to talk
We carry and hold them and teach them to walk
For all the manners we teach them use
We must remember to use them too
We must stop and listen and see through their eyes...
Wednesday 23rd March 2022 11:13 pm
Lost in your blue eyes like I'm floating in the sea
I still get shivers when you look at me
No matter how far we have come
From girlfriend to an incredible mum
You still own my heart, my soul and mind
When I'm with you I fully unwind
You make me the best person I can be
We can take on anything with you beside me
Hand in hand, check to check
I still look at you and for...
Wednesday 23rd March 2022 10:53 pm
With one small hand wrapped round my thumb
You gave me a vision of what was to come.
A memory I will hold forever
The smallest grip, but I will remember.
I'd stare at you all day long
In my eyes you could do no wrong.
You would sleep and wriggle on my chest
Out of everything I could do, this was the best.
In no time at all you'd stolen our hearts
Tuesday 22nd March 2022 12:47 pm
On a cold winter's night
They sat, hand in hand
Ravaged by time
Old in design
In a digital age
Still in analogue love
Upon a wireless hub
Sitting on a park bench
Beneath a full moon
At the end of their time
Bodies poised to resign
As frost gathers around
They glisten as one
Old parchment defined
Monday 21st March 2022 6:03 pm
Where have you gone?
Where has your mercy fled?
Do you see the tears
drenched upon my bed?
Do you hear my cries for shelter?
Do you remember me at all?
Please tell me you’re not just watching
As my kingdoms rise and fall.
One hundred and twenty days
And still I cannot breathe.
Have you buried me beneath
A burden that will not leave?
I know you s...
Wednesday 9th March 2022 3:06 pm
The oceans blue depth is clear,
Every time you are near.
It’s the depth of my emotion,
As deep as the deepest ocean.
Your souls light shines blue,
As if you’re a brand new you.
Your thoughts are becoming clear,
Every time you come near.
This connection will never be broken,
It will last forever my dear.
For there is an answer and it is clear,
Our twin fla...
Thursday 3rd March 2022 4:37 pm
On the threshold she stood,
Of the house where her life smiled.
Waving wildly her small arms at him,
Of whom she was the only child.
Inside sat the lady of the house,
Silencing her sobs and drinking up her tears.
Careful not to let the the happy bird know,
Chasing her was the worst of her fears.
All laiden with arms covered under his coat,
To not let the little...
Thursday 3rd March 2022 2:37 pm