I thought that you cared,
that you cared more than a friend.
Now when I see you you're all over him,
now I'm letting the darkness in.
I remember when you were all over me,
I sang you lullabies to help you sleep.
You held my hand when I felt down,
held me in your arms to pull me up.
We were editing our little story,
you put your pen down and I start to worry.
You scrumbled your paper ...
Tuesday 2nd October 2018 12:15 am
I still loved you but I walked away.
I know you still love me, but I'm not comming back.
You still try to reach me, I know you do.
Every text you send I read, never ending your silent plead.
I know you're hurting I'm too,
but I know I can't be with you.
You were my everything I hope you know.
now I can't give you roses of red colour.
I was hurting, my heart was bleeding,
I didn't let ...
Friday 28th September 2018 4:11 pm
You'll never know how much I want you
You'll never know how much I need you
You'll never know how much it hurts
to see you in his arms.
Why I pretend not to see,
all these texts you send to me.
Why I decline all your invites,
when I used to see you every time.
He knows I'm your best friend,
he asked about you again.
There's just one thing he doesn't know,
you're the one my heart fo...
Friday 28th September 2018 4:03 pm
I’m losing my mind.
Don’t you understand?
I’m desperately reaching out for your hand.
Don’t leave me hanging, slipping, falling…
down into the endless abyss of darkness,
Never destined to land.
You’ve saved me once before,
But this time there are no safety ropes.
I’m free-falling, plummeting, going down…
My only hope Is for you to save me now.
I’m losing my ...
Monday 18th June 2018 2:59 pm
This is me
I still can’t quite believe it’s true
It hasn’t been
too long ago
when I stood up and let you know
I wanted you
to hear from me
that I loved you, you said:
I’ve known a while
it’s not your fault, not mine, but “us”
is not something that’s happening
my words are painful, but they’re real
I’m sorry, I ap...
Wednesday 23rd May 2018 2:49 pm
my breath left me
on a day of cold and color
against your turned back
white face, white mist
under the beat of your wings
singing the song of the swan
snow falls down
through a world of stolen breath
a feather finds its way
beside a snowflake
curled in my palm
i wish on a white and silent world
that you would take my heart
the way you took my lungs
Sunday 11th March 2018 7:20 pm