Too much to fix
I still loved you but I walked away.
I know you still love me, but I'm not comming back.
You still try to reach me, I know you do.
Every text you send I read, never ending your silent plead.
I know you're hurting I'm too,
but I know I can't be with you.
You were my everything I hope you know.
now I can't give you roses of red colour.
I was hurting, my heart was bleeding,
I didn't let you see the dark places inside of me.
Still you cared, you always asked,
to let you into my breaking heart.
You found your place and didn't leave,
thought you could fix me piece by piece.
I'm too much to handle, too much to fix.
My heart too cold to open up and let you in.
I'm looking for my place in life,
found out it wasn't with you.
I met a godness that I thought,
but you were a demigod who couldn't fix my soul.
I once loved with my all,
didn't care about broken bones.
I loved the wrong person who didn't care,
now I'm too afraid to fall again.
I would kill for her then,
would do it even now.
She never loved me, never will,
still she tamed the devil within.
Picked me up how you couldn't do,
made me feel things that were real.
She fell in love, it wasn't with me,
but she is still perfect, always will be.