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In search of an identity......
All I see is a mist of darkness,
With nowhere to thread my feet in,
In World where there is absence of kindness,
I see a light of hope so thin.
I can’t go on; my body and my soul are giving in,
There’s no fire in belly to seek reasons for my quest,
With efforts and motivation of my kith and kin,
Now, I go along the path where the birds fly in the air so clean.
Then, I arrive at the gates o...
Wednesday 4th December 2019 5:03 pm
Capricorn
Capricorn
I am a battering ram
Undulating forward with a willful lack of grace
Constantly pushing, pulsing
Headlong into an uncertain oblivion
Destroying myself
Taking pleasure in the pain
The anxiety
Destroying what once was beautiful
Tuesday 15th October 2019 4:25 pm
Gone
Something isn’t right
I no longer have this feeling that I need to hide
I should feel delighted
But instead all I am is frightened
The thought of it not being beside me
Makes me feel like there’s nothing left inside me.
Sunday 5th May 2019 1:24 am
Letters with in
I don't paint or write anymore
I don't even read
Where am I?
Where did I go?
It is dark here;
Save me
Bring me back to the surface
Read the letter addresses by me..
To my self
So I write back
It's been a while
I don't even remember what it was like;
What it was like to not just see color
But to feel it
I can't remember what it's like to feel the words flow out of me
I don't ev...
Friday 3rd May 2019 11:34 pm
Ending
I want it to be over
The voices in my head
Telling me to end it
And let go of everything I’ve dreamt
I want it to be over
The feeling that I’ve dread
The endless loop to stop
I don’t want to be afraid
I want it to be over
I want to start again
This time no voices
This time I’ll put an end.
Wednesday 24th April 2019 1:10 am
5am
I found a way
To redeem myself if I may
Followed by sorrow
Headed to nowhere only to follow
Hoping all this erases the pain
Knowing all this is for nothing and all is in vain.
Saturday 20th April 2019 5:05 am
NO SURPRISE
My fate is not in your hand
GOD makes our fates alone
Our life are surely planned
GOD feeds the ant in the stone
World is certainly small
If compared to Galaxy as shown
Whoever believes is a giant
GOD to perish the giant alone
MY heart is calm and glad
Satisfied of what I own
Whatever you earn in the dark
SURELY you'll pay it at noon
Sunday 7th April 2019 9:51 pm
Sitting by the river on an old bench behind an abandoned church
Our secret spot for my punk and I to witness the changing season in the colours of the leaves and identifying the signs of the new season where we shared our fears and dreams
Ate junk food and laughed even though the reality of our life was a mess
And I didn’t let it show I told my baby-girl we were on vacation when we were h...
Monday 4th March 2019 5:45 pm
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