I can tell you exactly when it happened. I was sat on one of those plasticy leatherette chairs. You know the ones, they have them in all hospitals, they're easy to wipe clean if someone has a little accident. I had my hand clasped about my wife's fingers and though I knew I was squeezing them too hard she didn't complain.
She, the doctor that is, or should I say consultant? Anyway, she leant in...
Wednesday 31st January 2018 4:43 pm
I came across with a dead rose.
How impure and crooked it seemed.
Deteriorated without the life it once had.
I kept walking with it, holding it with my right hand.
How sad it was to see a rose like that.
Where once it was bright red,
now it’s only a brown looking thing with nothing left.
I kept walking with the dead rose,
a sad rose with no thorns.
Until the path ended i...
Sunday 28th January 2018 4:20 am
Love must never be an alone accessory
Love should always be fashioned in pairs.
For it will then be dressed in loveliness -
and thus be exquisite and most fashionable.
Friday 26th January 2018 3:34 am
Wanting to be nearer to you
I am writing you
That we might walk at a distance
It is my request
That each word on the page might hold you
(As I have held you)
I write them longing to be in your hold (your occupation)
Where we might breathe a placited, beautiful sigh - or two
Carefully I commission each word to the page
That they might be the ar...
Thursday 25th January 2018 2:40 pm
Time is not concrete
Unless we meet
Then it runs free as a child
And all that be still
Tuesday 23rd January 2018 2:22 pm
So you are lost in dreams so deep whole night
And I long to hear phone's beep whole night
At dawn, I realised, my awakening
Though my destiny remained asleep whole night
I know the remedy, I know the toxin..
What to lose, and what to keep whole night
She might have waited for me to take her back
This is what made me to weep whole night
Sharafat, night is...
Thursday 18th January 2018 4:40 pm
He easily closes the space between them
She’s near enough now; he breathes her in
But before taking anything else
His eyes consume the beauty before him
The flutter of heavy eyelids before they close
The parting of soft lips before they’re exposed
The holding of breath before being taken
There’s confidence, yes.
Tuesday 16th January 2018 2:07 am
Why don't you kill me
By the speed of light
And forget those times
When evenings vanished
On our wet heads
And when we together
Sighed so much that
We were prone to break
Let me hold you
In my endless arms
Where I will lose you
In the depth of Love
And I will find you
Again in the dreams
The dreams those
Crave for my sleep
In my sleepless nights
Thursday 11th January 2018 3:47 pm
I asked If I wrote for you would you read it? I asked if I still had love for you would you need It? All I can think about is when we on that dock had our first kiss, Cupid shot that arrow and did not miss, How will I get through this? When you asked me to leave caused all this pain, Every day we have been apart has driven me insane.
Wednesday 10th January 2018 8:20 pm
I’m worried you’re not okay.
That the taste of my lips can’t revive you.
I throw my love at you.
But you refuse to accept it.
You live with your tounge not your heart.
Wednesday 10th January 2018 3:12 pm
Have you counted the seconds that we have been apart ,
I have ,
I've counted grains of sand from an hour glass,
Watched every last one fall
Hoping When it reached the bottom you'd be here again
The cycle repeats and nothing has changed.
The damage is done ,
I can't get this time back
I should've gave you more when I had it.
Wednesday 10th January 2018 6:25 am
your lip stick must be posion
your breath must be so cold
your eyes can be so piecering
it seems to match your soul
a devil in high heels
a devil in a dress
how can you be so evil
and at the same time be so blessed
Monday 8th January 2018 7:16 am
I was the anchor
you were the sail
you were born to fly
I was born to fail
Monday 8th January 2018 7:05 am
MY FRIEND GINNY
You're a nice sensation when you are on my lips
I love to touch you with my fingertips
I like the feeling when you are going down
You say nothing, and you never frown
You're tall, slim and as cool as ice
When you touch my cheek it's very nice
Oh love is blind, yet I can see
You're my favourite G and T
Oh my, my, my, my G and T
How I love you ...
Thursday 4th January 2018 5:50 pm
I've found a love which
My happiness is almost unbearable
Am I worthy of all this wonderment?
Never did I believe anything
So beautiful could exist
The honesty of us needs no
Pretence, the feeling so
Takes my breath away
Written in 1990
Thursday 4th January 2018 2:38 pm
A single flower encapsulates
An aura, your feelings
Intimacy, two bodies, one soul
A dreamlike existence
You caress the petals
Breathe in its heady fragrance
You need it like life-giving oxygen
Be here now and give me
The kiss of life
Thursday 4th January 2018 2:24 pm
because of my selfish moves
you was going through some shit
I couldn’t help you through
at least I didn’t try
and now regrets from my decision eats me alive
you were my light
now you're my dark
a true love story
and you write the parts
Wednesday 3rd January 2018 6:35 pm
Let me be free
but in chains
to the memory of you
Wednesday 3rd January 2018 6:32 pm
I am me
Who said this?
So is my body
An invaded custody
Occupied by her
Thoughts and memories
Two sided glossaries
Not a reflection is mine
That would determine
My own identity
Out of my sanctity
I may be a string
Of any cacophonous Sitar
Where she creates
On my wounds
Riot of sounds
Tuesday 2nd January 2018 6:37 am
miles and miles
you still got my heart
the one from the start
you gave me that spark
took me out the dark
I took you for granted
you still stand by my side
you are my heart beat
you’re the reason I breathe
without you where would I be
you are my heart beat
and you can believe
with out you theres no me
you are my heart beat
Monday 1st January 2018 4:53 pm
stood there with a blank stare
a beautiful nightmare
this devil in a dress
or an angel in distress
crowd full of women and I’m focused on you
grab another drink the clubs open till two
bartender asks what i’m having
I reply I was hoping for you ..
Monday 1st January 2018 4:47 pm
Drinking about you all night long
Playing all your favorite songs
You said you loved me
I believed you
When you said
I’d never leave you
I’m drinking about you
I’m drinking about you
Monday 1st January 2018 4:39 pm
Do not waste your tears
on a guy like me
don’t blur the picture
your eyes might see
this is not a loss its a gain
you can be yourself again
feel no hurt and feel no pain
all that fighting left you drained
all that crying I done caused
al that lying I would talk
relieved you ain't wit me
this toxic love to say the least
Monday 1st January 2018 4:29 pm