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December Birthday Blues
December Birthday Blues
You've created in me this
despair of lonliness..
My voice trembles,
tears fill my eyes,
I don't want u to see me..
I would'nt stand your coldness,
not again!
All the love you used to give me,
no longer there...
These feelings of crying..
can't take it,
I'm not that strong!
Saturday 17th December 2022 1:39 am
refusal is slow
I
i'll be honest,
I refuse to love you.
my chest sits in knots
even in this revelation
the would-be butterflies remain trampled
and God knows they fly all around him
im not sure they even had the chance
to cocoon, your slime-gripped words
of small flames devoured their bloom.
No. Yes. No, im not bitter. Im selfish.
I'm greedy with want, a desire-is-me factory of production
I hold ...
Sunday 27th November 2022 4:26 pm
Darkest Times
In the darkest times, there is always a light,
Someone who will hold you, or just sit with you,
when you are feeling doubt.
Maybe it's a person? Or maybe it's a dog? who looks at you with non-judging unconditional love,
and makes you know everything will be alright!
That makes you put on your armour and continue to fight,
Because warriors might lose battles and even have scars,
...Wednesday 2nd November 2022 3:48 pm
Unhealed Heart
I saw people in love and I gagged
I congratulate myself for not throwing up
Though the realization saddened me
It signalled the beginning of an end
I was becoming tolerant to love again
What a tragedy for a heart not yet healed!
Friday 26th August 2022 10:56 am
Hell with Love
I wish I could hate you,
But I can't.
I wish I could forget you,
But I can't.
If I have a choice between love and death,
I would have chosen death for sure.
But I can't.
Love is so stupid,
That it hurts
Making me so frustrated,
That it hurts
Amplifying the feeling of loneliness,
That it hurts
Can't even express all this in your face
It hurts.
...
Monday 22nd August 2022 10:43 am
Don't fall for someone
Don't fall for someone..
You will always break,
Don't fall for someone..
For yourself not to hate,
Don't fall for someone..
For your own sake
Love is beautiful if you are lucky,
But almost always it ends in misery.
Finding love and living happily is what you always see in movies,
But reality is not like the big screens.
Seeing the bright side, it's like butterflies,
But only after hea...
Saturday 20th August 2022 6:49 pm
Love
When you looked me in the eyes, I wanted to feel your love
To feel the love that you said, was gone
I wanted to believe with all my heart that you would come back...
I wanted to believe that I could be enough
I wanted to believe that we could grow together but the truth is, it was all an illusion created by a stubborn heart,
Instead, I let you close and you hurt me, broke me, and ra...
Friday 22nd July 2022 2:57 am
promises, promises
promise me, darling,
when you’ve moved out and moved on
when this endless summer
becomes a misty-edged memory,
promise that you won’t forget me.
fall into an easy love with some girl
who deserves you more than i ever could,
but promise when you look in her eyes
that sometimes you’ll see a glimmer
of me in her, and you’ll wonder
what i look like now, what i’m doing,
...Wednesday 20th July 2022 7:21 am
My Life (A Sadist Person) - Agonizing Words
Living a sad life, in a bad way.
Doing al-kinda stuff in a bad way
found love but it slipped away
waiting for the end as I sway
In beginning, it wasn't this bad at all
but my stupid decision created this down-fall
looking at a tree wondering if it's tall
so I can hang myself to end it all
falling for love was great
but falling in betrayal invites hate,
Now this agony, sorrow, and pai...
Tuesday 5th July 2022 8:00 am
Trust, Love and Betrayal - Agonizing Words
Have you ever wondered that in our life betrayal is something that everyone has faced at times when it was least expected? Why does it happen only when we think or we expect that this can't happen to us? Or at times when things were going smoothly in our lives then out of the sudden betrayal shows its presence, like wassup my ...
Sunday 3rd July 2022 8:14 am
Sunflower
A sunflower?
I remember when you first called me that.
It caught me so off guard.
How can a sunflower bloom if it never faces the sun?
My stalk has hardly any structure.
I am useless against the trials of this life.
Bend enough, and you’ll break.
You went back to your last flower.
I don’t hold it against you, there’s history there.
I just can’t put it into word...
Friday 20th May 2022 5:45 pm
Rest in Memory
in a present time somewhere,
you tell me not to sing the song of the blue folks blues
nothing could have torn me from those words.
not even you.
you said "oh, go ahead and leave."
but i refuse.
you cut out my heart
and ran.
but threw it out anyway.
you dig your own sanctuary
and forget about me.
Because you knew i would be too tired to dig.
so i let you...
Friday 4th March 2022 11:44 pm
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