So much pain I try to keep it tamed 
We grew up different we not the same
The shit u do is fine the shit I do draw the line
Yo family there when u fall 
My family flat out don’t care 
U had everything 
I had to jugg everything 
I guess sometimes life ain’t fair 
It’s more to me then a ugky face with long hair 
Always been small but ion have fear 
Some nights I couldn’t sleep 
Many nights I had nothing eat 
Bitches say they love me 
After a few months they cheat 
I keep them around because I don’t want them to fleet 
Suicidal thoughts 
Life getting to steep 
Damn
I’m talking to much I’m getting to deep
What u expect I’m authentic 
It’ll never be another me 
People still judge me 
I had some close ones that drugged me 
Through my name in the dirt
I know God is the only one 
That can judge me 
But that shit still hurt