Poetry Blogs (2015, lost)
Everything seems like an eerily blurry
Ghostly fog leading me to the unknown
Raving thunderstorms covering the twilight sky
This has to be a bad dream.
Decided to visit my grave tonight
Read all of the notes you left for me
And to answer your final question
I just had to leave, I just had to leave
I’m not your happy ending
I’m not your knight in shining armor...
Monday 28th December 2015 6:24 am
With each step I take
I shrink in stature
until I become a child once again
looking nervously around and
trying to recognise where I am.
I fear I may shrink until I disappear
and become lost forever.
Sunday 20th December 2015 12:00 am
I'm a wandering ghost
Moving place to place
On a quest
To find my lost smile.
It was lost during a battle
Between happiness and despair
Leaving me with a star
To remember my loss.
In the eyes of others
I'm just an emotionless boy
But behind these stoic eyes
Lies a complex young man.
Struggling to break free
Inside this introvert shell
That I call a home.
I'm a liar
Tuesday 17th November 2015 3:14 am
Over and over again the word disappoints me
Friday 11th September 2015 1:22 pm
I lay here cradling my mosaic heart, untwinned in your palms. My naked body and mind no longer intertwined, A fated dualistic death. I gave myself to you unwittingly, unknowingly, punishingly... Sensual, seductive emotions ravenously race through my every pore, One last butterfly kiss, wanting evermore. My heart decadently dances with perpetual palpitation...
Sunday 19th July 2015 1:09 pm
This life can peel away the layers of how I feel
Battling me down wanting my courage to steal
Sometimes I go into my dark place
For my dreams and fantasies I cannot face
Will not let fears of failure take my happiness away
I will have the strength to see the end of this day
What can be done about tomorrow
Maybe your dreams I will borrow
Look into a life that’s not mine
Is your life all ha...
Tuesday 14th July 2015 5:17 pm
Thinking about her everyday
If she knew what would she say
Beautiful memories will remain
A past that is without stain
Remember the times we had together
They will always be my secret treasure
Under the darkness of daylight
You and I always felt right
The excitement I lived was real
Don’t know if my heart can heal
I know that time moves on
From yesterday ...
Tuesday 14th July 2015 4:46 pm
What is an alcoholic?
When I was 2 you were all I knew
I had no idea what the bubbly juice was
But I knew it was good and it came from you
At 3 I can only remember seeing you hyper
Never understood your words were you speaking proper?
I don’t know what happened but mommy had to go
Now im just left here no soul 3 years old.
Grandma and Grandpa are extremely nice
Spent 10 ...
Thursday 7th May 2015 5:30 am
Where is my mind, At times I feel I scratch and claw just to find, I'm behind in the race eluded to the right pace, Same case different place, as my sorrows follow, Escape no longer option not sure if it ever was, Just a young man tryna to do what I must Yet I titter on the cusp, feeling like it's all a bust, How can trust what I know when everyone else seems to go.... Astray. Been t...
Sunday 15th March 2015 9:09 pm
Do I still have it, I know I do, Just gotta find the right release, Or is it the right beat, I keep making excuses to questions no one asks, but me, Feeling like I need to set myself free, I believe I can get myself there, Yet where do I start, Smoking weed and drinking ain't helped shit, Almost makes it harder, All I write is poems no rhymes yet, So much ambition lost down the ...
Sunday 15th March 2015 9:04 pm
I'm been traveling in space
Alone in this cold spaceship
Searching for something I may never find
My one true star.
Somewhere in the Milky way
Out of my reach
Far away from me to touch.
I always wonder every night.
If God gave us two eyes, two legs, two hands.
Why didn't he gave us two hearts?
Are we suppose to find it?
What if we never do?
I ask myself these questions.
To keep me san...
Thursday 5th March 2015 5:30 am
Plants were green as a glory
Found in the deepest forests
Feelings were taken over
Confusion was left alone in the dark
Just a glance
Would never be enough
Flesh should have been stronger
It couldn't run with the light
Many words have been left unsaid
Therefore, circumstances turned
Into unexpected fantasy
Suspisious silence knocked at the door
It put fading signs on the paper
Friday 20th February 2015 9:18 pm
Im burning thru my own world, its like I'm on fire,
i dont know how i got here ,could i get any higher?
i dont know why im pacing, but these dones got me estatic,
add a couple xanax to make the situation frantic.
oh shit, im nodding. now its all just tragic.
im getting high off these beans like their fucking magic.
letting go of life, cause the morphine kills the pain..
Tuesday 27th January 2015 8:04 pm
You only really win, having lost.
On the front lawn, all is identical until you notice it.
Every other blade you see its 50 shades greener than your own.
Those shades depend on light. Those blades gleam off light refracted.
Who has the light?
Every day you look, you stare, you glare
with a drink, with a book, with a chair, with a care.
Your care, carelessly, mi...
Sunday 4th January 2015 10:42 pm