As im sitting here trying to fall asleep
I cant help but to constantly think
Of you and all your lies
How you confide and cheat
How could I of been so dumb to love someone like you
Not a man
Not a human
Not a safe haven
Who are you ?
How could you let me give you all that I ever had?
While you left me wanting more like the end of a chip bag!
How dare you try to tell me that youll a...
Saturday 27th June 2015 1:39 am
My heart it hurts
Bleeding thru my body
All of the pain builds up
then comes tumbling down like karate
Left right up and down
For so many years ive hid my frown
Fear instilled upon the weak
many die too many blows to thier cheeks
my past mistakes regrets and hurts follow me around
permanent footprints in the ground
My tears hold value and make a trail
They flood ...
Saturday 27th June 2015 1:37 am
Painful words thrown at my plate.
Painful words filled with hate.
No i love yous, i love you too.
Everything i do bothers you.
Time heals all wounds.
Yet my heart was broken way to soon.
Cant seem to find the way to tell you
that your breaking me down it feels like hells soon to become.
my life. my world. my thoughts.
I cannot find it in me to forgive y...
Saturday 27th June 2015 1:22 am
I run my fastest
But still get beat.
I land on my head
When I should be on my feet.
I try to move forward
But I am stuck in rewind.
Why do I keep at it?
I wont be left behind.
The harder I am thrown
The higher I bounce.
I give it my all
and thats all that counts.
In first place
Myself, I seldom find.
So I push to the limit
I wont be left behind....
Friday 8th May 2015 7:11 am
Shaky fingesr slide over my
New wounds and my
Scars of hatred, with
Pills. I long my
Horrible hours of
Screaming death wishes and
Shots to my head would make
Tears fall down from my
Eyes, hurting me still!
More day and I would of been swept away.
Friday 8th May 2015 7:04 am
This Place That We Call Earth
Have you ever seen a grown man cry?
Have you ever seen someone homeless ask you why?
Have you ever looked in the eyes of a child?
Have you ever seen a kid run and hide?
So many people in this world have so much FEAR instilled in them.
Constantly always going for the win.
Have you ever taken the time out from your life to wonder why?
Friday 8th May 2015 6:56 am
What is an alcoholic?
When I was 2 you were all I knew
I had no idea what the bubbly juice was
But I knew it was good and it came from you
At 3 I can only remember seeing you hyper
Never understood your words were you speaking proper?
I don’t know what happened but mommy had to go
Now im just left here no soul 3 years old.
Grandma and Grandpa are extremely nice
Spent 10 ...
Thursday 7th May 2015 5:30 am