I trust and I believe then it comes back and bites me 

Friendship 

Such a lonesome relationship

And I often wonder if it's me

I often wonder what the possibility

Is that I'll be deserving 

The chances seem low and it's concerning. 

So I've decided that I'm conserving, 

My love, my kind sentiments, my secrets

For someone far away, who'll know me, someone who'll keep it. 

 

I always feel lost

Trying to be a leader with no direction, happiness is the cost.

My insecurities stand out like blood on frost

Been so betrayed, I don't believe in trust

Now I just settle for smokey mirrors and lust