Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

I wonder if you ever felt the way I felt for you

Sometimes I wonder why you stayed by my side so long 

Why did you watch my light slowly die

And then blamed me when it was all gone

Sometimes I wonder why did you fall in love with someone else when you had somone by your side who gave you all her life who gave you her heart

Then I realize that the reason is simple you don't have self-love 

You walk around this world taking the light out of people you say you love

You are left all alone, feeling dark, feeling shame, and yearning for more

Feeling nothing but an empty hole

So, I close my eyes and pray that one day you find your own light so that one day you can feel love and end your terror of taking others lights