You killed me in myriad ways,
I hoped it'd come from any other's blaze,
But you, with my heart held in your hands,
Left me a shell, ready to crack in barren lands.

Inviting the world to a once-sacred space,
I never thought I'd fall for your embrace,
Like a frog in dreams, transformed by a kiss,
Only to learn life's not a dream, but a twist.

In blood, you opened my eyes wide,
A frog re...

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There is a weight I carry within,
Gifted by someone I trusted, akin,
A blessing in disguise, yet cursed by divine,
When you touch the river of God's design.

The peace it brings makes the world fade,
Its traps forgotten, in its serenade,
A slave to that divine touch's lust,
Where nothing else matters but that trust.

You were touched by God's hand, they say,
In the most inconvenient of ...

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Branches in drying, reaching out in despair,
Instincts of survival, beyond compare,
The last source of water, a gamble for life's sake,
As its fading means the end, all stakes.

Hope wanes, surrender beckons with ease,
Yet the inner fight, it refuses to cease,
I feel control slipping, not in my hands to wield,
A force commands, urging life's battlefield.

In this strength, I drift from o...

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In the deafening silence,
Where words fail to describe,
Feelings get lost in the crowd,
Relying on a forged scribe.

Hollow pride advertised,
Humbling in its profundity,
Causing a universal slide,
Lies shifting the ground.

The lost are crowned,
The fools are found,
The wheel turning around

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I sincerely feel out of order 

My feet actively sweep 

In contact with a border 

My soul vitally leap 

The assuring disorder 

The roots running deep 

A burden for the hoarder 

Mine was put asleep 

A burden to harbor 

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It’s hard finding the words 

To describe this feeling 

Alive, breathing in my thoughts 

In my grasp loosing meaning 

Someone chaining my voice 

Sucking the air i ought to be breathing 

Crushing the soil that I walk 

Ripping my dreams in pieces 

Making it clear it will never stop 

Not abiding to any reasoning 

Reaching an edge I never crossed 

Contemplatin...

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A door facing a door next to a door next to a door 

A door then another one paving a way through endless doors 

Doors that you like doors that reminds doors to your soul 

Doors that seem right doors that feels light doors you abhor 

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Time after Time

The mornings waking up to not a single dime 

Time after time

Your face is lingering on my mind

Time after time

Is this you whispers I hear on my rhymes 

Time after time

The glasses are emptied of all the wine

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It’s hard to realize 

I’ve never wanted to admit 

I’m the one who compromised 

To flee the truth I had to split 

It’s hard to realize 

That I never knew you 

Even with blood ties 

You were never once true 

 Hiding behind the size 

Of unwavering values 

To claim the title of a wise 

Tho hollow and of no use 

Giving you a sense of pride 

A need t...

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In the pages I’ve touched 

Had Dust of a land I sur exists 

My instinct was clutched 

A thought that persists 

Ive searched till I crutched 

Ive hated my trips 

The eyes that were clushed 

By the wholeness I’ve seen 

A consuming lust 

To all my being 

A building trust 

The curse of freeing 

I’ve looked so much 

But denied reaching 

My f...

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Exiled in a foreign land 

Sentenced to never leave 

Afraid I took a stand 

To fight my urge to grieve 

I tied my faith to my hands 

Afraid I walked asleep 

Blind my feet brushed a sand 

The first hope and leap 

I thought it was the end 

I know where to see 

A view that never bends 

A key to something new 

To the night the only light 

Can’t be b...

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i try and i try again 

but nothing comes out of my veins 

no matter the pressure 

no matter how hard i work 

ive roamed and raomed again 

i tried to flea the pain 

but it always finds a way 

to bring me home 

i tried to break the chains 

i tried to free my friends 

its easy said 

but im sorry im not that strong 

can i shut out my eyes 

for a se...

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Unfortunate
That's what they said
They ran of arguments
Hearing the life i had led

Unfortunate
Is the word they used
As an armament
To excuse the abuse

I am unfortunate
To have been abused
Now It should be an ornament
I should be proud of my bruise

Display it to who wants to see
Collect a minute of a sympathy
Remind them they've been lucky
To not have been unfortunate

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It's only when you're here
that I'm my loneliest 
I know you'll dissapear 

and leave me to seek  
your next face and shape 

will you one day decide

to stop changing your face 

and stay for a little 
cause i really miss you 

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Knots intertwined 
to become knots 
created for mankind 
dots we recognize 
cause we've lost 
what's Inside 
we tossed 
what didn't feel right 
too simple 
for our simple minds 
we created cost, 
and we became blind 
we chose what was right 
we draw a ligne
in a world where there
is no wrong no right 
what is wrong 
is what you decline 
as in every Truth 
it is not signed

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All ive had on my mind
Have disapeared
To let place
Never to come near

I'm always afraid
In the darkest times
When the night comes to collect
All of my fears

And when the day comes
As if it disappears
Like forgotten dreams
Missing a piece

Iam missing a piece
Iam missing more
Much more than what it seems
Or maybe less 

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And i tried to listen to you
The more I listened I fooled you
You dont really get what i mean

And the words coming out of your mouth
dirty ragged and worned out
Wont really get you to your means

With a Word you locked my vision
Suddenly apeared division
Betwen whats real and what had seemed

You dont have to try hard 
What was once there has sailed away
But I'm finally on my feet

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how much i dispise those

who only in despair

gain a consciousness

of the after life

in need of friend

they create a god

to walk their lane

and never ask

to give them reason

to never change

to set a prison

unto them selves

and how they preach

and how they praise

and how they criticise

those in pain

if you have never seen death

h...

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Clouded and under the rain

I strive for a sense of reality

A battle i know to be vain

I take to steal a last sight of sanity

Im lost and I’m loosing my sense

My soul is slowly leaving me

My body  becoming a host

A shallow shell of immensity

Drawn in the depths of my soil

I dive into the roots of the tree

Shaping the rhymes of my soul

And carving the roads...

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Looking at me
The feeling of envie
Naturally wraps you heart
Walks delicately
With a goal in mind

Absorbed by me
My eyes teach you to walk
Giving all you heart
To only hate me

But only in the dirtiest ponds
You every felt alive
And only under stacked bodies
You ever enjoyed having a walk

And even true friends
Under the pressure of sides
Dont see reason in your eyes
Giving to ...

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Empathie and kindness

No longer an act

In lack of self esteem

And insuffisant tact

A boost a crucial hike

In dire seeked

For the sake of seeking

To ease the mind

Shaped and carved

To reach the beings

The heart always dispised

The inconveniently near

That will always be too far

The invisible beings

Our society deemed inapt

What a deed to b...

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there was a time

when there was time

for now I'm distant

covered with grime

even without feelings

my heart speaks in mimes

shifting to reason

chanting with rhymes

hoping to reach me

trying to climb

a thousand years slime

I crafted around me

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how funny in the darkest places

you see the brightest lights

in tears sunny faces

for hope cede their rights

in dirt purity rise

a consolation a shore

imaginary gods

giving you support

but even after breaking

all the bracing lies

still I can see in the darkest eyes

a glimpse of a familiar crying child

with deafening screams

takin...

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i gave it some thought

what i wanted i got

what i dreamed of and sought

wrapped my hands around it taut

in your eyes I've seen

shades of purple and green

pieces joining to form a stream

making real what u see in dreams

but in that peace i found

a slowly growing sound

luring me to the ground

in which i grew and drowned

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its not about seeing whats inside 

when it's locked with white lies 

it's about giving up your ground 

to a fall giving a blink of a rise 

to no highs and downs 

to straight lines 

to watching skies being found 

to question generations aligned 

countless walks 

wont lead you to new lands 

sometimes you need to stalk 

rivers with no ends 

even omni...

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stranger to my eyes

i shape you as i want

a saviour a life

a thought that taunts

a need to fulfil

an escape of what is real

a message a chill

runing through my spine

longing for words

a machine a drill

walking through halls

to cut my reach

an urge a need

a longing for deep

for something that may not

be even real

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the road begins with mighty hopes

walking down the rocky roads

she dips and drops an then she gropes

the dream of gods and all the odds

and then she meets the strangest folks

that turn around and speak with codes

that live and laugh and then tell the jokes

about people of the rocky roads

and sell the dreams meant to provoke

her gods the odds and the mighty hopes

and a...

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In two eyes just one dream

living through one stream

if I was told the scheme

would I have stayed

silence filled with thoughts

no place for hidden spots

who wouldn’t have sought

for ever more

but time took your heart

and now we grew apart

i wonder when I did start

to look away

now in my lonely nights

you visite as sweet sad sights

and in the...

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Happiness is like a song

it never goes beyond 10 minutes

of course you can play it anew

once or two but one too many times

and boredom will visit you

now all you have to do

is hope for a redo

hope for the next song

to come along

and keep you company

if your lucky a bit

your song will be a hit

you’ll give it a name

and live with it

and make sure i...

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swimming between two ponds
I forgot where i belong
I belong to everywhere
yet nowhere seems like home 
a travelers heart never settles
for his heart longs always for where he isn't 
if you want to talk
I can only say im not all here ur talking to just a tier
if you need to put a place on my face
your heart is the only place fitting
oh brace the times for they are changing
one day u will...

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if you open my book theres one page

I read and mistook for many days

not that I could do otherwise

for life made it look luring to my eyes

its not what you read that drags you

not even the feed you get too

its all the things you can get

from filling the strings that are left

even tho everyday goes by the same way

tomorrow may sway to have different say

even ...

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Under pressure a preacher confesses his sins

He looks into his eyes and sees god

Is my god good ? Is my god kind ?

He walks to whatever end meets tomorrow   

And walks again until nothing’s left but sorrow

Show me your god maybe he’ll understand

Under pressure a preacher flees until he reaches god

To see him flee this time from his sight

Will your god stay ? Why i...

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under the coldness of marble

mournful and tremulous warbles

of obscured figures of circumstances

unborn children denied first glances

beyond the coldness of their core

gift of the mother they abhor

resentment and murderous fire

the fear of a promethean desire

when everything grows apart

when everything goes silent but your heart

when dreams are so close to reach

wh...

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every night before I close my eyes

murmures of a long forgotten tale

nightmares given a tongue

life you had young

life you put on sale

following the pattern i close my eyes

nothing bright to light the night

only murmurs to drown, petrify

life you lost to cry

life with no insights

following the pattern i shut my eyes

all those sleepless nights and days

...

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I see my dead body

flaoting on the streets

like an old used piece of cloth

full of blood and memories

that are forgotten

by everyone but me

the smell of skin fliling

my nose cavities

an earth that is only here

to make my scent

dissapear 

a person thats only job

is to forget

a body that reminds me

of long touches

a brush into a skin

that is burning

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In the middle of a hectic day

I was sitting listening to sounds

water dripping

sun burning skins

coffee machines

cars being driven

people talking walking screaming

inside of it all was a voice

screaming to be destroyed

earth was pleading for those who care enough

to stop it from being

a meaningless end to a meaningless being

without a purpose earth became hollow

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The sound of water falling down

reminds me of the days

my eyes were obsessed

by a ground that always

stood unchanged

i still remember sweet voices

following the ground

making it less alone

the ground was a piece of home

I was carrying out with me

I remember when the days

were rough looking down

would cheer me up

now looking down has

lost its effect

now ...

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If the world is full of surprises

would I catch some luck

if I jump higher

would I catch a smile

from an infamous desire

would I catch light

from a flaming fire

or would I just fall into a satire

be consumed and tired

get burned and be called a liar

if the world is full of surprises

would I ever meet stars

if I walk more through dark lanes

would I talk to the...

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talking to you is a headaches

waking you up at 4 am

talking to you are period cramps

talking to you is a baby crying

for four nights and a day

talking to you is waking up to a monday

talking to you is biting down

on a grain of sand

talking to you fells lonely

talking to you is the pain of

of one sided love

talking to you is failing your life

talking to you is de...

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I don't try to hide
The darkness in my soul
The self confidence that was stolen
From me . how much I'm alone
Because no matter how long the night
The day finishes to come along
Hiding behind my darkness
Hiding behind the sadness
There's hope waiting
For the right moment to pope
A smile hiding
For the right people
To blow
A love big enough
To overwhelm and glow
A city of million ligh...

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I can feel their eyes
On me touching me
Like wondering hands
Out of place
Every inch of me
Becomes a face
A place to look at
My mind stops working
And I start looking
For flaws they can see
My hands tremble of fear
I loose my soul
To become a thing
Runing eyes never stop
Runing eyes learn to talk
If no one sees me 

Do i loose myself
 

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She stands tall next to me

capturing me with her eyes

she knows I want to flee

waiting for my vision to rise

to give her a sign,

so she can sit

and start talking about her boring life

how I fucked up mine

I'm evading her eyes,

but she keeps telling me

how I should stop that and this

I keep staring at the window

waiting for her to leave

not answering is not en...

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reading texts
Writing hollow letters 
It's no easy quest
Looking for depth
Real emotions hiding behind
Dull sceneries
Describing your garden
As a mourned person
Or tears with no reason to be
I long for the joy
That two words can provide
When combined
But mean nothing alone
Looking for depth
Is no easy quest
Especially when the world
Is full of hollow things
To find meaning
You ne...

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My face is a carpet

a place  for your feet

a race I will never win

my hands are for carrying your things

my legs are to carry your heavy being

my arms are to support you

my heart is useless so its never grew

my eyes see only what you see

I was made only for you

would you please take me

tormenting questions about who aim

ended when i saw you ma’am

don’t make me l...

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She knows my weaknesses

she just knows the spots

I spent years gently hiding behind

layers of lies and dead skin

she takes everything

I’ve worked for in a minute

with a word with a line

with a finger, undermined

with a smile on her face

she tells you to brace yourself

for what is coming is greater

what is coming is more

it's not a spot anymore

this time it's ...

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Looking at unknown streets scrolling

unknown faces and unknown places

i have discovered for another time

how much alone I was on earth

my body kept getting bigger until

I was the size of a planet 

I couldn’t hear a word

no matter how much people are loud

I was a planet in the vast universe

so I tried to speak the language of planets

but all that came out of me were te...

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She’s the only rose inside afield of thorns

she’s rough around the edges

between a million and one thorns

she learned it hard to look

and never speak your mind

a prisoner of her own world

her heart always close to collapse

too fragile but not too fragile

when it comes to give everything you have

she was born to give her heart

even if it means death or never seeing the...

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it's easy to talk about what we don’t understand

create shortcut stories we like to replace reality

and criticize  people that we can’t stand

or at least that's what I see

today I wasn’t quite me

when I looked at my reflection

it was like I became another entity

the image in my head reached perfection

and for a minute i almost believe...

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He griped her hand tight

without her consent carried her with him

it was so sudden it took her minutes to fight

he was taken her to a room very grim,

pushed her in ruthlessly

there was no light nor hope

shut the door loudly no way to flea

alone in an envelope,

to be submerged by the night

years of work to suppress tears unshed   

are being taken away in blin...

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This situation is not worth

even for those who don’t have

to carry the weight of a heart

or those who never weep.

those who hear silence

find themselves being

torn into pieces.

silence is never a sound

but a memory very profound

when ever you hear sounds

in the background

silence comes to join you

comforting reminding you

never to sleep when

life has forgo...

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