Painful words thrown at my plate.
Painful words filled with hate.
No i love yous, i love you too.
Everything i do bothers you.
Time heals all wounds.
Yet my heart was broken way to soon.
Cant seem to find the way to tell you
that your breaking me down it feels like hells soon to become.
my life. my world. my thoughts.
I cannot find it in me to forgive you.
Why do i sit here and allow what you put me through.
I cannot fathom another fight.
Another cold loveless night.
Blood doesnt make you family
family doesnt even make you family
you are nothing to me
not even a hope of a dream
I can tell that i have ruined your life
from that very first summer night.
Idk why you kept me around
You hate everything i do
Everything i have in life ive made on my own
all becuase you were to drunk
even at home
You are my mother and you are my father
but that isnt something i like to call you
what is a father that calls you names
what is a mother that drives you insane.
I can get all As but you wouldnt care
I dont even know if you know when im here
What is a mother that allows such pain
from a husband or father who has curse me a blood teared stain
I am striving to give my daughter a better life then what i had
i would think that that would make you glad
but instead im a low life "get a job" think twice
I wish you would just support me once in a while
That would be nice
But what can i expect
when alcohol is your life.