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I’ve come to the end of my days
My little short fuse of a time is to fly
stopped searching for the cave in which it lays
all my sorrows, where the last tears are drawn from
where all the pictures of the past have lost their smile
where the black ink has started to dry
It is but a scissor I need to cut off this red
To let it breathe with a new breath so fresh
Tuesday 22nd November 2022 8:11 pm
Silence after midnight
Who’s lurking in the dark
The wind is blowing in the trees
As I’m walking through the park
The gasping heavy breathing
My heart is beating fast
Lost in my surroundings
Reflecting on the past
Am I being followed
Why am I here alone
Is it all just in my head
Is it me that’s making sound
I’m sure I heard faint footsteps
I quicken up my pac...
Thursday 18th August 2022 11:01 pm
Attack the darkness, attack the fear
Allow goodness to grow
The mind to clear
Attack the emptiness, let the embers glow
Bring faith to the fore, it’s time for us to show
Show that we’re willing to stand up tall
Show that we’ll try even if we fall
Fall for a cause not by the wayside
Time to run, to charge at the fear
To know we’ve lived life to its cinder
Tuesday 5th July 2022 9:11 pm
Demons in the Woods
Running from the demons
Deep down in the woods
Head all in a panic
Heart fast pumping blood
Feet are feeling heavy
Trudging through the mud
Fear taking over my body
This situation I misjudged
Peeking over my shoulder to see once where I stood
Can’t control this trembling (I really wish I could).
© curiousdud3 05/2022
Friday 20th May 2022 10:13 pm
I see where we're at now and look into the future.
I don't want to get to a point or THE point where we say things that come from anger.
I don't want to see how bad it could get.
I don't want to see how nasty it could get.
I don't want to take the good and sweet things you say to me for granted,
because I'm scared that maybe one day, ill screw up and make you say the things you've...
Tuesday 1st February 2022 3:13 pm
3 years ago, I viewed frogs as aliens
Now I wonder whether they’re angels
Months ago, I hated the sound of songbirds
Now I write their songs
I tweet along
Everything I did, I did do
It still was
Even if it no longer is
Whatever I am
I still am what I was
Even if I no longer am
I was right and now I’m left
But the person I was hasn...
Tuesday 1st February 2022 11:42 am
A day dies and another shift begins,
Lies and sifted truth told by a different personality.
A gifted persona in bigotry to drift with in hatred later,
Cater to dismantled thoughts, forever brokenly gifted.
It hurts to the core when self loath is monopolistic,
It's a totalitarian feeling, no need for diagnosis.
I just want to live a life without inner politics,
But in the end ...
Saturday 8th January 2022 11:46 pm