i DONT belong
i don’t belong here
i don’t belong anywhere.
i belong alone .
i belong dead.
no one understands me.
i go in groups and try to talk but nothing useful comes out.
i try to get people to like me but no one ends up liking me.
im so far in my own mind i can’t connect with anyone around me.
i hate myself. i hate who i am.
why can’t i get along? why can’t I be loved?
why don’t people like me? I don’t understand.
what did I ever do wrong? i thought I was good enough. not good enough for my dad though. I’ll never be.
life it’s self is pointless. i repeat the same cycle everyday wishing someone or something would take me out of it. end it. end my life. end everything that gives me pain.