I start my day the same way I end it
Reflecting and preparing
I believe when a day begins it is a chance to start fresh with a new perspective
I am struggling, overwhelmed by the chaos we accept to live in our lives, it hurts.
With every sip of coffee I believed that today would be the day I change my own shitty circumstances.
Unfortunately, it seems that it was only the caffeine...
Friday 27th August 2021 2:21 am
The sadness was all around her
Swimming in misery up to her throat
It weighed her down
Yet refused to choke her
Her tears spilled out
Falling gracefully before soaking into her skin
What a hopeless tangle she had gotten herself into
She spent so long dwelling in this mess she was unsure of how to escape
How long would she sing a song of sorrow?
She prayed this was only a season
Sunday 18th July 2021 7:32 pm
I caught you off guard when I said "Hello"
The greeting must've left you speechless as confusion was written on your face
Yet you replied with a smile
Tired and worn
But real enough to fool many
It was only an exchange of few words
But I knew there was more to be said
I felt there was little truth behind that "I'm Fine"
My mind won't let me forget the sight of you Sitting in silenc...
Wednesday 7th July 2021 4:11 am
It felt like magic sitting there
The night falling peacefully around us like a blanket full of stars
We circled around fluorescent orange flames
Lit up from the burst of color I could see his image, an entire silhouette outlined behind the flame
As he played His eyes remained shut an obvious smile stained His face
I felt it the moment he began singing
Chills catapulted up my spine
Tuesday 6th July 2021 5:36 am
Take me somewhere far from here
Preferably where my soul runs free
Let me cry until my own little river runs dry
There's an ache in my heart that never leaves
It's a hurt I haven't felt before
Deeper with no way out
All it would take is a week
Seven days of absolute serendipity
Though I enjoy the view, I'd trade cornfields for lakes anyday.
Everytime I close my eyes, I see it.
Saturday 22nd May 2021 4:30 am
Unnoticed his shadow moves across the sidewalk and fades into the night
Sweaty palms and shaky nerves
He clings to the fabric of his jacket
The only thing larger than his fears are the holes in the wall.
The thought made his fists sting
He sits down in the same seat every Saturday
His eyes stare across the counter
She never looks up
At least not at him
Everyone's talking but he doe...
Monday 19th April 2021 3:59 am
She belongs to no one
Daughter of the night
Constellations fall upon her skin
Like tattoos across her chest
May the whole sky sink to the ground below
Engulf her in evening blues
Walking down a path of green she believes where trees grow there is peace
Her hands caress the lush scenery like a warm hello.
She doesn't mind the cold mud stuck beneath her feet as closes her eyes and than...
Friday 16th April 2021 4:50 am
You brought back to life the passion inside me
That burning desire to live
That wild streak
My heart was meant to beat
Life is best when it's happening outside four walls
I haven't been myself in so long
Drained of all hope and then you found me
Now here we are
You drive a little faster
Music bounces through the speakers
I stretch out in the backseat
Feeling at home
Thursday 25th March 2021 2:05 am
Tangled in the branches
In awe of the view
My goal was to meet with the sky
Longing to be closer to where I find comfort
How much longer will I wander alone, remaining hidden from your sight?
I've strayed so far that my footprints have faded into the soil.
The light used to guide me
Now it's disappeared behind dark clouds
It seems like so long ago when I used to sit in anticipated s...
Friday 26th February 2021 4:42 am
Know that all you feel will one day have purpose
Your tears will not go to waste
What is meant to happen will
Life is not a race but a journey
Do what you must in this moment to get through
Rehearse that song over and over again until you find the courage
Believe those words to be the truth
All is not as lost as ...
Monday 15th February 2021 5:03 am
You're the baddest
Wrapped in leather
Real deal knock-off
Smokin' on my corner
Fingertips frozen to the bone
No money just a backup plan
That must be me
You're falling again
Lost in hopeless despair.
Once a Lover
Won't you come in?
Pick me up where you left off
Three years ago
You left without Goodbye.
Saturday 6th February 2021 4:51 am
Last night I was gifted with a beautiful dream.
I was barefoot, standing on loose boards and chipped paint looking out at a dead field from an old farmhouse.
My childhood home.
On most nights the main character in all my nightmares is me, running from several nameless demons
I'm wide awake when I close my eyes, yet disoriented enough to bury myself alive in the trenches.
I can still hea...
Monday 1st February 2021 2:38 am
Most casualties occur in silence
Those moments when we are locked away inside ourselves, consumed by the sound of nothing at all.
We settle into a routine of constantly going, always busying ourselves.
We burry the things we don't want to see underneath it all, after so long we soon forget the sound of our own voice.
Take a look outside yourself and watch as each of us drowns in denial.
Tuesday 26th January 2021 4:40 am
It's been forty eight hours
Apparently sleep is for the weak.
My chest aches
Heavy with anxiety.
In the darkness I lay still
Unable to find peace,
I let my mind wander.
I think of you.
Yes, I do know
I understand very well
Because I'm just some girl who's in love with the band.
I've got it bad.
I shared with you what I adored the most and somehow you managed to ma...
Sunday 17th January 2021 9:04 pm
Forty miles south
Any sign of that town is well behind me
Hidden in a cloud of dirt
I hit the gas
I fade into the afternoon
A restless woman with a truck.
Gloomy skies and headlights
I realize there's no going back
All the pleading in the world wouldn't make me turn around
I'm not sure what I'm getting myself into
Maybe I'll race the moon and send up a prayer or two
Wednesday 13th January 2021 5:06 am
In all her madness
She stood still.
The longing desire for wandering had paused as she found contentment where she was.
Even if that lasted only briefly it was something worth noting.
She called adventure by it's name, but this one time she silenced her voice and welcomed the quiet.
Envious of her own heartbeat she'd take on endless activities just to feel it pound through her ...
Saturday 2nd January 2021 6:17 am