I met my lowest moment and became one with the darkest parts of me.

I was fragile, weak, broken beyond repair.

Life was an annoyance and breathing was just a chore.

It felt as if I couldn’t fathom such pain any longer until I came face to face with skies of blue-

Once again a reminder that hope lives.

I do believe it to be found in the daring colors of the sunset, the subtle whisper...

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I met my lowest moment and became one with the darkest parts of me.

I was fragile, weak, broken beyond repair.

Life was an annoyance and breathing was just a chore.

It felt as if I couldn’t fathom such pain any longer until I came face to face with skies of blue-

Once again a reminder that hope lives.

I do believe it to be found in the daring colors of the sunset, the subtle whisper...

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I wanna dance to the sound of fiddles in the wind on a rainwashed Sunday wearing nothing but a mudstained hat upon my fiery head.

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After being lost for so long the pain began to feel like a friend 

It felt good to acknowledge something even if it hurt

After all

There was nothing else to hold on to. 

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Dearest Peter,

The end was closer than ever before
Just a hint more of internal turmoil and I may crumble
Tonight I didn’t want to exist. 
It’s not that I wanted to die, I just didn’t want this particular life
I wished for my only presence to be alive in ink letters, for the dusty pages to become my source of oxygen, to be the character in story of a finer setting.
Somehow misplaced I...

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I’ve learned that danger has blue eyes and sunkissed hair, and no matter how hard one tries, once passion ensues no one gets out alive. It’s the reason you and I just can't seem to say “Goodbye.”
That cigarette clenched tightly between your teeth is nothing but a thrilling disguise.
Your effortless smile and poetic mannerisms leave not even a mark upon me, at least not of late.
You ramble on ab...

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You might’ve crossed my mind today but I’ll never confess for sure
The pain you caused was quite the ache
I almost didn’t make it out alive
But I danced my way through the darkness, all my feelings I learned to surrender to the rain
This cruel world has ways of making us remember
The songs still linger
When my soul is feeling a bit reckless I pick up my tired limbs and sway
I picture bleedi...

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Have you ever seen a chest so empty?

Not even a single beat echoes from beneath pale skin.

Completely vacant, yet no room for another disappointment

One can only wonder what is to become of a soul like that.

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The only time I could stand to bear the dead season was when I was standing under trees,
below broken branches, staring up at a gray sky in early November.
Cool air bit at my knuckles but I was determined to clear a path to roam
Further I wandered listening to the sound of a Lion’s roar
Crystal streams frozen solid, skeleton leaves trapped underneath
My boot slips only the slightest while I s...

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This morning I sat back as I watched the world decay. 
Snow fell into place
What a long season of winter I've settled into. 
Miracles don't always happen and the "Why" is an answer we will never get. 
Once in a while I wonder if the universe favors some people more than others. 
I wait here patiently in a moment of rotting hell with anticipation for the magic that is meant to come. 
Yet this...

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Deep in despair
Hiding within these walls
Are my gut wrenching thoughts
Truths above lies
Your words against mine
I’m lost between branches
In a city so bare
It’s obvious there’s no place for me here
If I jump, who will catch me?
What soul would even care?
Just a doubt away from flying now
I envy the ground as it shakes
Won’t you lie with me here and stare into the sun
Blinded by beau...

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"I smell snow"

It was the fourth when the first white blanket covered the ground, instantly I felt a love/hate connection with the sight. 
The cold weather had never been my friend, but this time the emptiness inside me braved a welcome towards the season. 
Most days I am tired, just trying to get through, patiently waiting for a warmer sunrise to appear again. 
Not all days have been tortur...

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Saying goodbye to you is impossible 

So I won't say anything at all. 

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Who would've thought I'd leave you here, starting a new page in the new year

All I've gained is this broken heart 

Our tainted love has fallen apart. 

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