Alter Ego
My hands are not my own
When I stare down at them it is not my flesh that bleeds.
It is the skin of someone different entirely.
I've become an alter ego of sorts, wrestling with my anger until provoked by a whisper. This identity I carry is far beyond my control.
If I were to rid myself of it then I'd find myself all alone.
Thursday 28th March 2024 3:18 pm
Ceramic.
I want to crack
I want the sadness that so desperately clings to my soul to seep through and dissipate.
That is the only way I'll survive; by breaking.
Tuesday 26th March 2024 3:33 am
Deep.
I’m falling ever so slowly my heartbeat dissipates with every passing second
Every thought is about him
Every breath is wasted if he’s not around
His words leave me thirsty, begging for pointless rambling so that my soul may be quenched.
What a feeling it is to be alive
Is this what the beginning of love is like?
Wednesday 6th March 2024 4:32 pm
Insomniac
I'm dead
My bones rusted long ago
I'm not ashamed of what I've done
Just who I am
I've become a nightmare
Screaming in my sleep
Doesn't anyone hear me anymore?
Am I so insignificant?
or am I just alone?
Saturday 24th February 2024 11:22 pm
harsh reality
After a while I saw myself and how miserable I’d become.
I didn’t like it, I didn’t like the discomfort it brought me or the inner conflict that always seemed to scream.
But that is my world.
What a harsh reality.
Friday 16th February 2024 12:28 am
Barren.
I stared long and hard at the tea stained mug in front of me
Remembering my age whilst pondering untouched thoughts
New life
The idea overwhelms me but not entirely so that I'm repulsed.
I've never considered myself a maternal being, I'm hardly the type.
My soul feels otherwise, she craves the journey, she longs to nurture. I carry so much love only for it all to go to waste.
I'm young but g...
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