furkan on Murth
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I want to breathe
I want to cry
I want to live
I want to die
I want to stay out til' 7am
I want a boy that's heaven sent
I want a house
I want a car
I want to travel
But not too far
I want to laugh
I don't want to think
I want to pour myself a big fat drink
I want to dance
I want to fight
I want to see your face in morning light
I want to jump into t...
Wednesday 31st March 2021 10:40 am
Everyone’s having babies
Everything’s just turned up a whole notch of crazy
They must just think I’m lazy
But I too, could really love a baby
Makes me feel quite stupid
I’ve never had luck with cupid
Life doesn’t come with a blueprint
But really did for you, kid
Never been dripping in diamonds
Couldn’t find a man to afford them
And even if he offered
Wednesday 31st March 2021 10:36 am
There is a river that runs through me
But I can’t see its colours shine so brightly
I keep them all so confidential
And all of the breakdowns so existential
‘Going mental’, the mind’s so fragile
Can’t it be easy like it was when we were kids?
You grow up, some days stare into the abyss
But there is nothing like true happiness
You must hold on to happiness
Thursday 28th January 2021 12:19 pm
I wish I knew what to say
I look for words
But they just escape me
I look for a sign, everyday
But the faith I feel, it fades away
Set the alarm, wake up and keep on going
But all the while, my tears are flowing
What about the love and joy that I felt in my heart?
Please don’t tell me we’re destined to depart?
Elvis’ dulcet tones, makes its way right ...
Tuesday 4th August 2020 12:23 pm
Fuck it, I will let myself fall
I'll allow my stupid heart to get broken
Hopefully you're worth it
If you're not, then perhaps I deserve it.
You could be everything
You could be nothing
You could be the highest of highs or the most epic of lows
You could be my ebb, you could be my flow
You could be just one night
You could be the love of my life!
You could b...
Wednesday 5th December 2018 12:52 pm
My darling, sorry for the delayed reaction
but this time I feel it, electric attraction
Most days you're literally all I think of
somebody save me, for you I am odd
Tell myself I will take it slow
that just ain't my style though
Whenever we say goodbye
I instantly dream all about the next time
You are fascinating, liberating, you're so intoxicating....
Monday 3rd December 2018 4:15 pm
Lets talk and talk some more on your living room floor,
delibarating til' the clock hits four
Sweet tobacco scent,
your soul is up for rent
Our birthdays they fall in the same week,
I can feel the signs in the way you speak
I told you I'm crazy,
you told me you liked it
I knew you weren't lying.
Saturday 24th November 2018 4:34 pm
So much beauty
so much anger
so much comfort
so much danger
so much hate
so much love
so much push
so much shove
so much warmth
so much cold
so very young
so very old
so much intelligence
so much ignorance
so much despair
so much bliss
I can feel it in your punch but I'd rather it a kiss.
Saturday 24th November 2018 3:00 pm
Where the hell are you?
I've been waiting for what seems like my whole life
I can't get it out of my head
I thought by now I'd be someone's wife.
Nothing turned out how I thought it would
Is it for the best, for the greater good?
Why is the heart such a fragile thing?
With every rejection I feel the sting.
I look in the mirror but it ain't me looking back
Saturday 6th October 2018 12:40 pm
My love, I let you down
I promised I'd be there but started to drown
My love, I was in over my head
Why did we pass ships at night as we climbed into bed
My love, the only love for me
I just want to say sorry, I am so fucking sorry
My love, I see your face everywhere
There's not one other face that could compare
My love, my beautiful friend
You were ...
Wednesday 3rd October 2018 11:50 am
The first time I saw you I had to pour out my heart and drink it down.
Not like a poison but a love fuelled potion.
You have a beautiful persuasion, you have this magical notion.
I know that it's not just the view of the palm trees,
I can see it in everything you believe.
When you smile its so innocent and sweet,
It's such a cliche it knocks me off my feet,
I hold on hope...
Monday 1st October 2018 12:35 pm
They tell you to try with all of your might,
But it's the things that you least expect stealing your sleep at night.
As we descend into the darkness of winter, my mind is lit up with thoughts on 5th November,
I look back, I remember you, I remember
Walking to Oxford Street all alone,
the people that pass by, they all seem like clones.
It's not long until they have somewhere ...
Wednesday 8th November 2017 5:01 pm
Life's a game of take & give
Just tell me how did it come to this?
They walked their way into the abyss
But I see no flowers, on the bridge?
The laughs, the screams
The night, far from your dreams
A city bows as it continues to live
But I see no flowers, on the bridge?
The sirens call and the thunders rolls
In a stranger, solace unfolds
How can your story ever be told?
Thursday 15th June 2017 6:24 pm
It's better when I write things down,
I can be more meticulous.
Then I remember you called me a child and said I was ridiculous.
Perhaps you shouldn't have made yourself so inconspicuous,
it could be said that we would not have got into 'this'.
You picked at the conversation and I gave my participation.
I rather wish I hadn't for now I'm left anticipating.
Did the Indian Ocean pi...
Tuesday 14th March 2017 6:10 pm
Love is beauty,
Love is kind,
Love is another, that's on your mind.
Love is contentment,
Love it will flow,
Love is another, you long to know.
Love is a sacrifice, you knew you could make,
Love is the person, that lights up your day.
Love is the one that can make you laugh,
You're both fully aware, that neither can dance,
but you know when you're cold, ...
Monday 22nd August 2016 1:49 pm
Some people are very bad sad and blind
they have no initative or know how to be kind
their presence knows no boundaries what so ever
leading people to the end of their tethers...
would it be okay to swap these chips in?
and ask god if he'd consider starting again.
I wonder what my first thought was
and how my first breath of air felt
I wonder why it was these cards that were delt.
Monday 4th May 2015 6:16 pm
I have been involved with some parasites in my life.
fucking narcissist bitches
twisted wretched ruined wrecks
what the heck?
oh what the heck?
If you don't like honesty remove yourself from me
it's all I know my go to....
I'm so sick of saying sorry
it really truly does quite bore me
I will roll over and shrug this ...
Monday 4th May 2015 6:09 pm